Athrun's Regret - by Jessica
(Written from Athrun's POV after the battle with Kira.)
He's gone
Just like that
In a fit of rage
I killed him
He deserved it
Didn't he?
He killed Nicol
Without thinking
Or maybe
I jumped to conclusions
Just maybe
He didn't mean it
Does it matter?
He's gone
They're both gone
Both connected to me
She yelled at me
Accused me of murder
Said he cried
Said he wanted peace
Was I blind?
Yes I was
Blind by rage
Now blind by tears
He's gone
Kira's gone
Because of me
My best friend is dead
Do I regret
The sins I've committed?
Do I want
The world I left behind?
In the past it was simple
All those deaths meant nothing
But now that they're gone
It's all sinking in
The tears that I've shed
Mean I regret
But regret can not bring back
The one I have lost
No matter how much I wish it
No matter how much I miss him
No matter what I do
Kira's gone
Forever
Alone
In sadness
I've died