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It was Robin that came knocking on her door as she knew one of them would. She ignored the knock, but Robin must have got Cy to override her security codes and he opened her door. She stood on the far side of her room, intently studying her bookshelf, trying not to think of the unbearable pain that her return to her emotionless state cause, for the sake of herself, her unwanted visitor, and the world at large. If she allowed herself to give in to that pain...
"Raven, are you ok? We heard explosions."
"Fine, Wonder boy." she said in a flat monotonous voice, her face expressionless. Something inside Robin tore to see her back in her old state of apparent unfeeling after seeing her so happy just a few short hours ago. "You've probably already guessed my powers have returned. I'm fine, because i need to be. If i wasn't then i would have already exploded the tower. Even as weak as i am, i do have that much power. At full strength i could probably destroy the whole city." Raven stopped, horrified. She had not meant to say that much, and she turned to look at Robin, looking for a reaction in his hidden eyes.
"Raven. Tell me. You know why your powers stopped working, and you know why they returned. Tell me...maybe we can help you, find a way for you to turn off your powers every now and then..."
"Robin, they can't just turn off. The only didn't work today because i was so weak. I guess from lack of blood." Raven said, but her mind was buzzing at Robin's suggestion...maybe there was a way to "turn off" her powers...if there was a way she could weaken herself and keep herself weak, then her powers wouldn't work, maybe, just maybe she would be able to feel...
"Raven?" Robin asked, breaking into her thoughts. She had been so entranced by the idea that she hadn't heard whatever Robin was saying to her.
"Uh, what?" She said. Robin sighed, and closed Raven's door then walked over and sat on her bed. She glared at him for his intrusion into her room, but then gave in and went and sat next to him.
"Talk to me Raven, we're all so worried." He said, almost pleadingly. Raven stared into his masked eyes for a moment, trying to detect the emotion behind his mask, then looked away.
"Don't worry, Wonder boy, I'll be able to fight when the time comes" She said, standing up and turning her back, missing the look of irritation that flickered on Robin's face.
"Damn it, Raven! Its not just your fighting ability we're worried about! WeI'm worried about you." Angery, and frustrated, Robin turned to leave, glancing back over his shoulder once before leaving. For a second Raven's cold mask cracked and a strange look came into her eyes. Then Robin found himself proppelled the rest of the way into the hallway and the door, surrounded by dark energy, firmly slammed behind him. The sound echoed hollowly through the empty hallway where Raven's room was located. Inside her room, Robin heard the grating sound of Raven's dresser being moved in front of the door to prevent further entry, accompanied by the sounds of random explosions as her power struggled against her control. Inside her room, Raven stood staring blankly at the door, tears streaming silently down her cheeks, dark energy crackling about the room. Finally, she took a deep breath, and forced herself to stop crying before her power got completely out of control.
"Azarath, metrion, zinthos" she chanted, over and over until her room spun into darkness and she collapsed back onto her bed. She did not know how long she slept, or how long she laid in bed, unmoving, her eyes glazed and unseeing, her will to move, to live, to anything, completely vanished.