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When is enough, enough? Yes, I got what I deserved. I've heard it once and I'll probably hear it again " what goes around come around." But my career won't be on the end of it's breaking point if someone ( no names will be mentioned) wouldn't had publicly announced the mistake I made . Ever since then everyone backstage has given dirty looks or talked behind my back. They suddenly just changed their feelings towards me. Even my best friend Patricia aka Trish Stratus. She talks to me, yes but I could tell she changed her feelings about me. I could tell she thinks of me as a big slut, who goes of sleeping with a marry man. I could tell that she has lost all the respect on me because of this stupid mistake. I know she tries to be nice and tries to cheer me up but it doesn't help. The fans even turned on me. When Trish and I are in the ring together doing our segment she gets more cheers and I get booed. When I'm the face and she's the heel. Or I get chants saying " You Screwed Matt". I can't help it but say.. my personal life is my personal life.. not theirs. It's hard enough when Matt is posting nasty comments on his board. Yes, he has every right to because I hurt him. And it was all my fault that Matt got fired. He should have never been fired. He was the best damn wrestler in the business and the WWE fired him because of this stupid situation, it's completely stupid. But I'll tell you this. I love Matt with all my heart and I still do. What I did.. I did out without thinking. I regret it. I got lost in lust. It just took over me. And Lisa.. again she had the right to leave nasty comment about me but that doesn't mean I'm any less then she is. She is the one who Adam cheated with when he was in his first marriage. She perfectly knew what he was capable of. She knew how he really is and yet she is shocked. She had it coming. You know what they say " What goes around comes around". And she had it coming. I'll tell you the real truth about Adam.. Adam is nothing but a horny ego manic guy, who thinks he can get away with anything. He has no respect for females and I truly regret for sleeping with him and for actually falling for a guy like that. I'm scared of what next week will happen.. I'm scared of what tomorrow will happen. I lost all my friends, lost all my fans, and my family think of me as an disappointment. Could it get any worse? I'm scared that my whole career will be over before I get the chance to explain myself. I'm scared that what happen to Joanne aka Chyna , will happen to me. I wish I could talk to someone and tell them my feelings but your the only friend I got right now.. Thank you for listening to me diary..
Amy.
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