It's a very old song, but touches me every time! Many of you probably heard of it, I heard they made an English version.
Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor gashita nigakute setsunai kaoriOur last kiss. . . Tatsted like tobacco a bitter and sad smell ( I think that's right)
Ashita no ima goroni wa anata wa doko ni rundarou
Tomorrow , now at this time where will you be?
Darewo omotterurundarou
Who will you be thinking of?
You are always going to be my love
Itsuka darekatomata koiniochetemo
Even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love you taught me how
Your are always going to be the oneIma wa mada kanashii love song
It's still a sad love song
Atarashi uta utaerumade
Until I can sing a brand new one
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A/N: Any way I am crying . This song is just too sad, I cry every time I hear it! It reminds me of my first boyfriend I was thinking of re-writing the story, because it is turning into a big mess! I am drifting away from the actual story and making it VERY different, which I did not intend to do. Sorry for the late update I went shopping in Shibuya 109 and the Jr station almost everyday because my friend Emi wanted me to help her find a perfect outfit for her date . Then I had to go Disneyland, with my friends from America because they were visiting. JUST A NOTE! DON'T GO TO TOKYO DISNEYLAND! It's too crowded, and not as fun as disneyland in America. Get this I waited at least 20 minutes to buy popcorn, because my friends wanted it because it came in a cute bucket. Also Disney sea is not fun either. After thinking about what I am writing, I find it gross when things like this actually happen. Teacher-student relationships are gross, but I guess I just love the soap opera.
Sachiyo- I BEING JAPANESE demo kanji ga kirai -- Matsuda-san is going bald! 0
( Sorry guys it's a little joke )
Maya-chan tou Karen-chan : kimi tachi no koto ai tai I will come to New York to visit
Its been about two months since the two have been seeing each other, not in public of coarse. Every day they have been learning more about each other, and have come to love each other more and more every day. They both have talked it out, and found out that if no one knows, the better. Syaoran lied to his mother and claimed that he has no interest in Sakura and that he just felt an attraction towards her, and Sakura told her family that she was going through a stressful time, and she got confused with what she wanted.
The school has taken Sakura back after Syaoran's mother dropped charges against her, but this didn't stop a certain outrageously jealous cousin from still holding a grudge against her teacher.
Meiling leaned against an empty table, she wore a sour look on her face as she glared at everyone who walked by. She knew that her cousin and that teacher a.k.a: fiancée stealer still had something going on. It irritated the hell out of her when no one would listen to her. They all believed it was some kind of attraction, nothing but a mere crush. No! Since Syaoran met Kinomoto he had been meaner to her, he wouldn't even associate himself with her, and this made her infatuated.
She saw the way he looked at her during class, his eyes were not as intense, they were calm and filled with emotion. Meiling growled at the thought. She smacked her hand on the desk severely, receiving some questioning looks from the peers beside her.
' She is going to pay, now all I need is someone who hates for more then I do, if that's possible. Candidate number one: Gibu, Mayako.'
Mayako sat in the auditorium with her bento on her lap. She played with the pieces of rice that clung to her hashi ( chop stick), and sighed. She couldn't wait until school was over and done with. She picked out a college far away from Japan, it was a university called UCLA which was in California. Mayako studied hard for her whole life to go to that college, and things were looking up to her. Maybe the American students would be nicer to her then her classmates here.
Mayako hated her life, it was miserable and devastating. Her mother has left her when she was five. And now she had to live with her dad who was a drunken low life. The people at her school had no idea what she had to go through every day, and yet hey judged her. They assumed that she was just a nerd that had no life, because she kept her nose in a book all day. Kinomoto sensei ruined her reputation at school also, she told everyone to treat her nicely because she had a rough life, and that she was on scholarship because her so-called family was having money problems. This didn't make kids act civil towards her; in fact it did the exact opposite.
" I hate them all." Mayako clenched her hand into a fist, when she suddenly bumped her elbow into her stomach. She felt an instant pain go throughout her whole body. She lifted up her shit slightly as she rubbed her hand softly against the big blue bruise. Memories flooded her mind as she closed her eyes. Pure horror and anger crowded her thoughts. She could hear yelling and screaming as if big stereo was placed beside her ear on full blast.
She then saw her father coming towards her, angrily like he always does. She felt him screaming at her, calling her a mistake and how she was the one to drive mom away. He growled as he slapped her across her face, leaving blood red marks on her cheeks. Then he would push her into a glass table, which was how she got the severe cuts and bruises on her stomach, and back.
Mayako crawled behind the sofa, hiding from her mad father.
" Mayako where are you." He would call out " Don't hide from dear old dad"
" Mayako if you don't come out soon, you will be punished." The words echoed her mind and they wouldn't come out.
" Mayako please don't be scared. I love you. I only do this to you so you know how I felt when you made mom leave me."
" Mayako?" She felt someone touch her shoulder.
" NO! Please don't hurt me!" Mayako screamed as tears flowed down her flushed cheeks.
Her eyes opened widely as she saw Li Meiling, kneeling besides her chair.
Mayako quickly wiped away her tears, no, she would never let the enemy see her cry, it would just show her weakness. She quickly wiped her tears away and tried to put on a normal face.
" What do you want Li-san, I don't really favor you being in my presence. I was just sitting here minding my own business, reading this novel as usual." Mayako held up a Huckleberry Finn book. " I know that you wouldn't want to ever be associated with me, so I suggest you move and leave me alone, because I got here first. This is the only quiet place on campus without big ego-headed students floating around. Now if you take your leave, I would be more then happy so I can finish this book." Mayako flashed her a smile.
Meiling smiled and took a seat next to her. " Actually I wanted to talk to you about something."
Mayako looked horrified when Meiling spoke those words. Meiling could only chuckle at her expression. " It's what I would call Revenge."
Mayako smirked " And what makes you think I would help you, no offense Meiling but I actually have to admit; I hate you and I wish you went to hell." She flipped a page of her book.
" So what? You and a million others wish me that death sentence, and do I give a damn, no. In fact I have a revenge that you may like." Meiling persuaded as she put her hand over Mayako's book.
Mayako gritted her teeth as she pushed away Meiling's hand. " Look I don't. . ."
Meiling put her hand over Mayako's mouth. " Let's just say it involves you, me, Kinomoto, and Syaoran." Meiling smiled as Mayako's eyes widened.
" I know you hate her Mayako, I hate her too, she stole Syaoran away from me." Mayako tilted her head in confusion.
" What? " Her voice was filled with confusion. " Stole Syaoran away?"
Meiling nodded as she started to fake cry. " Yes it's true Kinomoto is a petifyle! She is having a relationship with him, and no one believes me!"
Mayako gasped, she never would have thought Kinomoto would do that! And here she was thinking that Kinomoto was getting engaged to some rich businessman.
" I know that she made your life hell, she is making mines just as bad. I'm sorry for being mean to you before, but I need you Mayako. I need you to help me bring her down!" Meiling pleaded, she was now on her knees.
" What do I get for this?" Mayako added. She wanted to make Kinomoto feel what she has felt, and if it had to do with dealing with Meiling then so be it.
Meiling smiled " Full UCLA college payment."
Mayako gasped. Was Meiling actually offering her a free education at UCLA? Her ultimate dream college? With all that extra money she saved up for that college, she could actually buy things for herself for a change.
Mayako knew it wasn't a good idea, thinking about how Meiling's mind was. It was filled with evil, and deadly thoughts. But Meiling offered her something that only came once in a lifetime. She sighed as she held her petite hand out.
" Do you promise you will pay for my whole college payment if I do this for you?" Mayako asked softly. Meiling smiled at her evilly. " Sweetie I never break promises, especially when it has something to do with what I want."
Mayako held her hand out reluctantly as she shook it with Meiling. " Now the plan is. . ."
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" I hate sneaking out like this, I wish I didn't have to lie about where I was going!" Sakura shouted to no one in particular. She was going out to meet Syaoran at a nearby park that was isolated at nighttime. She hated how she had to lie to every one even her best friend! She told them all she was taking a class in Shinjuku.
Sakura took a seat on the nearby bench as she looked up at the sky. " Is there ever a place where we can be free? Where no one can judge, or have distaste in people that are in the same situation as us?"
" Actually there is." She heard the familiar voice behind her. She smiled as she turned around to meet the face of her boyfriend. He took a seat next to her and held her hand softly.
She sighed sadly as she laid her head on his shoulder. " And where would that be?"
He chuckled and pulled her face up to look at him, her glittering emerald eyes seemed purely irresistible through his amber ones. " We just need to find somewhere: someplace where people won't think we are odd or strange.
Sakura shook her head slowly. " This is Earth Syaoran, there is no place like that. No place will accept us until you are eighteen."
Syaoran growled, why does age have to be such a factor to relationships? Why does government have to be so complicated to what age you can fall in love with, and with who? " Why don't I just leave school, so I can be with you?"
" No, I want you to have an education." Sakura tapped him on his head. " So you can bring home money." They both let out a laugh.
" Whatever you want, I will be sure to achieve it." He kissed her lightly on her pink lips. He was just about to leave her lips when she grabbed his head and pulled him closer to her. She groaned as she felt his tongue enter her mouth. He tasted of a fruit, she couldn't figure which one it was. All she knew was it was sweet and desirable.
He lifted her up so she straddled him as he started playing with her shirt buttons. Sakura giggled and smiled. She put her face close to hers and looked him directly into his deep amber orbs. " Will you promise me that even when times get rough, and when we start to doubt we could be together, that you will love me?"
He smiled sincerely. " Is that a question?" Sakura pouted. " Yes, and your answer would be?"
" Why? I think you know the answer?" Sakura felt hurt instantly, what was it with guys and not being able to say I love you? Since they have been together Sakura has said millions of I love you's, yet Syaoran has never said it yet. It was driving her crazy!
Sakura felt tears starting to form in her eyes. And Syaoran instantly saw it and started feeling guilty. " Why is it that when I say I love you, you do nothing but smile and kiss me? Do you not love me? Are you using me?"
Syaoran couldn't believe what Sakura was saying to him? He loved her and he showed her he did. What was it about girls getting all touchy about those three stupid words!
" How could you think I am using you?" Syaoran questioned her.
" It was just a thought." Sakura rubbed her eyes as clear tears slowly started coming down her cheeks.
" Do you really want to know why I don't say I love you to you?" Sakura nodded desperately.
" It's because three words aren't enough to explain how I feel. If I had to explain how I feel it would be millions of words. You are so special to me, that if I lost you I would have to kill myself."
Sakura smiled and dug her face into his shirt. " I'm glad you feel that way." She felt the steady pattern of his breathing as they lay in silence for minutes. Just taking in each other's presence.
" I love you soo much." She mumbled into his stomach.
He then swiftly lifted her face as he quickly put his lips against hers. He loved her taste, it was unique and tasted like a strawberry smoothie. Sakura tugged his shirt, as she slowly started to take it off ( Oh MyGod you know where it's getting to).
She felt his muscular body with her bare hands, as she reached her hands behind his neck. He put his hand under her shirt, as he slowly started to take it off. But before it did he looked at her, as if asking for permission for going further.
She smiled. " You have permission."
(AN: OKAY! I can't write lemon stories because they are gross, and I'm too young too. So I will let your imaginations go further.)
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The busy office was polluted with sounds of fax machines and phone lines. There sitting at one of the lone desks in the corner was Johiro Keisuke. He dug his fingers into his hair frustratingly. He had a big project due in the next week but he couldn't concentrate. Sakura has given him back the ring about one month ago, and since then, he felt like a part of his life has been missing too. The only question was why she has left him so suddenly. The only thing she said to him was that they wouldn't work out. That was it. Keisuke sighed as he looked at the ring he bought her. Why was she doing this to him? She knew he loved her, and what did she do? She just threw all the love he gave her back into his face.
" What happened?" Was all he could ask himself.
" My fiancée is what happened." Keisuke turned around to see a young beautiful teenage girl standing behind him. She had ruby red orbs that looked fierce yet calm, her pale milky skin looked desirable to touch. Keisuke shook his head as he tried to come back to reality.
" Excuse me do I know you?" He asked the young girl.
She bowed and smiled. " You must be Johiro-san, I am Li, Meiling." He bowed back, with confusion written all over his face. " What do I owe to this meeting?"
Meiling smiled as he offered her a seat next to his. " Well you see Sakura."
Keisuke's eyes widened as he suddenly became interested in the conversation.
" Your ex fiancée has been seeing my fiancée, for the past months I think." She wanted to laugh seeing his crushed face.
" What? Wait how old are you, and how old is your fiancée, he must be young too."
Meiling sighed. " He is my age, and Kinomoto took his away from me. Now I know you love Kinomoto, and I know you want her back. I want my love back with me too."
Keisuke suddenly fell on his knees. "I'll do anything to get her back! Just tell me what to do!" He bowed down to Meiling as she smiled with an amused face
" Well I was thinking that we need to just catch them in the act, and make them separate. Oh believe me when Syaoran's mom finds out they won't be able to see each other and I'm sure of it."
" But wouldn't Sakura get charged?" He then asked.
Meiling nodded. " After she vows never to see Syaoran again I will make sure Syaoran's mom drops charges."
Keisuke wanted to jump up and down for joy, this is just what he needed. He would be getting his wife and life back to him again. " I'll do it, just tell me what to do!"
" My assistant Mayako and I are going to follow them after school, after you can come with us and we will catch them." Meiling sighed. " I want this fling of theirs to end as soon as possible so I can get him back."
" I want this to end too, more then you can imagine. I know that she loves me, she's just confused. What can that kid give her anyway that I can't?"
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Last night kept replaying in her mind over and over again, they made love and it was wonderful. It was something she couldn't explain. It felt magical, sweet, romantic, and wild all at the same time.
Today they were meeting again, but at a slightly different place, he actually wanted to be in public with her. They planned to go to Harajuku and she was supposed to help him buy something for his mother.
Sakura felt nervous all of a sudden, what if someone were to see them? Then what would happen? Sakura then shook her head. ' Don't think of such things, you shouldn't be worried about what others think.'
She walked outside of the school and went to board the local train that took her to areas all over Tokyo. It was a mere twenty-minute ride to Harajuku, and Syaoran wasn't meeting her until five o' clock that night. Sakura looked at her clock then looked up. She noticed that Mayako was sitting right across from her. When Mayako looked up, Sakura smiled. But Mayako did nothing but glare at her in return.
Sakura sighed as she continued wondering why Mayako hated her. It was probably because Sakura tried to get her friends, but everyone ended up hating Mayako.
" Harajuku, Harajuku." She heard the loud speaker say over and over again. Sakura got up quickly and rushed out because it was rush hour and if she didn't get off, she would miss her stop.
She quickly got out of the train station but didn't noticed the little shadow following her.
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Meiling heard her phone ring as she opened her small Murakami bag.
" Gibu-san what did you find out?" Meiling asked eagerly. She lost Syaoran in the crowds at the train station, and she had no idea where he would go.
" Kinomoto is in Harajuku. I'm guessing she is meeting Syaoran there." Mayako replied.
" Keep an eye on her. I will get to you in fifteen minutes ja." Meiling quickly hung up her phone and started running to the Yamanote line, which would take her right to Harajuku.
' Fuck! Gibu better not lose that witch!'
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Sakura waited in a near by coffeehouse for Syaoran. Sakura glanced at her clock, she was bored to death, and she had to wait for ten minutes for him to come.
" Have you waited long?" She heard a voice say from in front of her. Sakura smiled and shook her head. " I could wait forever for you."
Sakura tried to dress younger, but she couldn't really find any clothes. Syaoran looked casual as usual, with a long sleeved black shirt, and dark blue jeans. Sakura found a pink sweater and long jeans that were frayed. She curled her hair because it was a fad among the younger girls. Maybe now people would think she was younger.
He slowly extended his hand towards her. " Ready?" He asked as if he was scared of what might happen. What if someone at school was to see them?
" Mhmm." Sakura mumbled and nodded as she took his hand.
They looked around the shops for a while, Sakura didn't really seem to be paying much attention to Syaoran, she was mostly looking around for teens that attended her school.
" Relax." He chuckled, while Sakura just slapped him on the shoulder playfully.
" I can't help it! If someone were to catch us, were DOOMED!" Sakura exaggerated on the doomed part. As they passed a jewelry shop something caught Sakura's eyes. She gasped as she headed towards it. It was a ring with a big heart in the middle.
Syaoran watched the way she admired the ring, and looked at the one besides it. It was much plainer, it looked like a boys ring.
The sales lady came up to them and smiled. " I see you noticed the love rings." Sakura blushed when the lady took her hand and examined it. She then went into her cabinet and took out the ring that was around her size.
She glanced over at Syaoran and smiled. " It's beautiful isn't it?"
He nodded and took out his wallet. " I'll buy you it." Sakura shook her head, and tried to persuade him that she would buy it, but being the stubborn person he was, he didn't listen to her.
As Syaoran went to buy it, Sakura noticed the boys matching ring that lay next to it. She suddenly got an idea, and bought the matching one. Syaoran grabbed her hand when she just finished paying for it and dragged her to an isolated place near a bridge.
( AN: I'm dying and about to fall asleep, sorry if I'm rushing. It's about three in the morning, but I vowed to finish it today!)
Syaoran lifted her up to sit on the edge of the bridge as he slowly took out the ring from the shopping bag.
He then took her hand and cupped it gently with his. " Sakura whenever you wear this ring, and we're not together I want you to pretend I'm there with you."
Sakura wore a small smile as he slipped the ring onto her finger. " But why?"
" Just in case something were to happen and we can't see each other for a while." Sakura nodded and got out her ring for him.
" Here." She took out the matching ring, and put it on his finger. " I want you to always remember that if you have this ring, I'm there with you spiritually. It doesn't have to be physically. And I want you to remember I'm thinking of you."
She climbed down and hugged him tightly. " Aishiteru." Sakura murmured while snuggling her face into his shirt. She reached her hands around his neck and rested her head against his shoulder, still closing her eyes.
She slowly opened them when she felt Syaoran let go of her grasp. And as she did, she let out a loud gasp. In front of her stood Meiling, Mayako, and Keisuke.
Syaoran turned around as well. " What's going on?"
" Oh don't worry nothing big." Meiling replied back snottily.
" Keisuke." Sakura seemed to breathe out his name. Sakura wanted to run away, this wasn't happening. This couldn't have happened. Syaoran held onto her arm protectively, as Keisuke frowned with jealousy.
" Sakura, Sakura, Sakura." Meiling sang out. " Didn't I warn you? I told you I would make your life hell if you stayed with Syaoran. But you don't listen do you?"
Sakura shivered as she noticed a police car come down towards the road.
" They're here for you Kinomoto." Meiling smiled, as Mayako just laughed.
The policeman then grabbed Sakura's hand and dragged her to the car.
Meiling just smiled as she waved good-bye to her. She watched with amusement as the car slowly sped off, and disappeared out of sight.
Syaoran wanted to slap his cousin, he couldn't believe what she has just done! " Meiling what the hell." He grabbed his cousin's arm with force.
" Syaoran didn't I tell you, I get what I want, and it's you I want. So until I get you, I'm going to make her life hell."
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A/N: Okay I wanted to make it longer but I'm about to sghdfwetusydUASDXTWAGDFRTWEVDC8E6YVCUQDYCFVSAXCBDGCUSHCSDGUyuydgbefcygdewufhj ( slams head on keyboard hehe)
I think you get the idea. I will be updating in maybe a month because I will update my other story first!
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