This chapter is kinda short. But I tried to make it sad. So, if you cry or atleast feel like you're gonna cry it's good. And please review!

I walk downstairs, feeling the tears roll down my cheeks. Everything is so fucked up! Well, since I'm the Slayer, I'm sure I'll die soon. I'm not that good as Buffy. Even if I killed her. "Dawnie?" I hear Xander's voice. He stayed? Does he really care?
I walk to the living room where he is.

"I called Faith. She said she'll be here by tomorrow. I'll come and check on you tonight. OK?" he says.

I nod. "You shouldn't have called her. I can do the slaying on my own." Did he really think that it was easy to take out Buffy? She almost killed me. And at the moment, I'm bruised all over.

"Faith can help. I don't want you to get hurt" Xander says.
I look at him. "I am hurt. And I will get hurt.I'll probably die before my 25th birthday. I'm The Slayer, Xander" I say. I see he's shocked.

"But..how?" he asks.

"When Buffy got sired, I became The Slayer" I answer.

"Oh" he just says. "I better go. Willow and Tara are waiting"

I nod. "Bye." I watch him walk out. I'm alone now. And always will be. Was this how Buffy felt? Always alone. I sigh and walk to the kitchen.

I hear the doorbell ring. It must be Faith. But I don't want to get up from the bed. I want to stay here for ever. And just forget everything. Maybe if I take too many sleeping pills...No! Buffy was strong to the end. She never gave up. Even when she had to kill Angel, even when Mom died, even when she was brought back. She always did what she thought was right. And never gave up. And that's what I'm going to do. Be strong!

With a sigh I get up and pull on my robe. I walk downstairs and to the front door. I open it and see Faith.

"Hey, D" she says.
What happened to Brat? "Come in. And don't call me that" I say as I step away from the door. D is too much like B.

"I'm sorry about B" Faith says as she closes the door.

"Yeah, me too" I say. "You don't have to stay here, SunnyDale has a Slayer. Me"

Faith frowns a little.She's surprised. Why did everyone think that Buffy was weak!
"You really thought that a teenage girl could've killed vamp-Buffy?" I ask.
Faith just shrugs. What! I take a deep breath. "No. I'm hurt and bruised. Don't you people see she was strong? Stronger than anyone else!" I yell. Why am I taking this out on Faith? At least she doesn't seem to care. She smiles as I've never seen her smile. Kinda sweetly. What's wrong with her?

"Yeah, she was strong," she finally says. "Just thought that Red and Tara helped you"

I shake my head. "They didn't know about Buffy being a vamp. Willow pretty much hates me for killing her best friend. I don't know about Tara or Xander, but they seem to hate me too. And to be honest, I can't blame them. She was finally happy" I try to fight back tears, which doesn't work too good. I already feel the tears roll down my cheeks. "She told me she's going to quit. Call you here. She was pregnant. And so happy! I killed her and her child." I'm sobbing already. I feel Faith's arms around me.