Something had hit her over those past few days. Life was for the living, and chances were meant to be taken. She had never been the adventurous type, but she now knew that life could not be taken for granted.
"I just see now that so much can happen in life, and if you don't take certain chances, then one day you're going to look back on your life and regret that fact that you held back." She had crawled up on to her knees by now so that she could look him directly in the eyes.
"I know what you mean Scully." He didn't know what had gotten in to her, but all of the sudden she was looking at him in a different way. He saw a bit of passion in her eyes, he knew what she meant, and knew her intentions.
"Mulder, I don't want to look back when I'm old and gray and say, 'what if something had happened?' I could not live with my self If I knew I did not try." She slowly inched towards his face. Like high school kids, they got closer to each other. They were both obviously nervous. Scully took the initiative and planted her lips on top of his. His lips felt so soft to her. She had wanted to feel there warmth against hers for a long time now. She had always wondered what it would be like. He tangled his hands in her hair and pulled her in closer to the kiss. The intensity of the kiss increased quickly, both lost control over their own actions. Breathlessly, Scully pulled away from the kiss.
"Do you see what I mean? What if we had never tried that?" Her words were forced, she pushed them out with the little oxygen she had gathered in her lungs.
"I think we would be cheating ourselves if we didn't see where else this could go." He extended his hand to her cheek. She leaned into his touch.
He signaled for her to straddle his lap. Her actions were now completely out of her control. She was consumed by her wants and desires. He pulled her back in to the kiss quickly. As their lips met again hey both let out slight moans. It was like they had both been waiting for the moment for so long. She grabbed on to his face desperately, trying to take in as much of him as she could.
He slowly trailed his hands down her back. The soft cotton of her shirt made his touch feel even better. He was slow and gentle with her, careful not to scare her. He had wanted to touch her this way for a long time, and did not want to ruin it. Surprising him a bit, she lifted away from his lips and removed her shirt. He hadn't expected her to be so forward. The fact that she was not wearing a bra was even more shocking to him. You think you know someone…
Soon, they were lying on the bed. He hovered over her body. His now bare chest pressed up against hers slightly. The mutual heat had cause there skin to stick together a bit. They were both comfortable now, letting there bodies take over. There hands traced, touched, squeezed, and grabbed at each other. They were both so eager to explore. Slowly, inch by inch, he allowed himself to trail kisses down from her neck to her breasts. She held his head in her hands, and squirmed underneath his lips. Occasionally she let out a moan or sigh, letting him know he was doing well. He was easily able to remove her pants. They were about 4 sizes to big anyway. He traced the waistband of her silk black panties. She grinned a bit at his teasing. He lowered his head to her hips, and kissed them gently, all the way down to the inside of her thighs. He could feel how badly she wanted him, he could also feel how painfully he wanted her to. He made quick work of his pants, adding them to a pile on the floor. Scully bit her bottom lip as she looked at him. It had been so long since she had been with anyone, or so turned on by anyone for that matter.
His body was beautiful, for as long as she had known him it had been. Raising her legs up a bit, he removed her panties. She breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't know how much longer she could be patient. He lowered his head between her shoulder and neck and kissed her gently. Slowly, he entered her. At first she let out a gasp, she felt a bit of pain but not enough to make him stop. He lifted his lips to hers and kissed her. He waited a while before he began to make a rhythm. He started off slow, and as verbally encouraged him, he began to pick up his pace. Their eyes did not separate. The whole time they were face to face, seeing every emotion and feeling that crossed each others face. After they could stand it no longer, they both clasped on to the bad. There bodies drenched in sweat and exhausted.
Out of instinct, he pulled her close to him and kissed her gently on the forehead. They just looked at each other and smiled. He wiped her matted hair away from her forehead, and pulled the covers up over them.
"Now we'll never have to wonder." He said with a smile.
"Never." She replied.
Ok so that's ch.2! Lemme know what you think!