Disclaimer- Well in a nutshell, I am writing this because I want to, and this is my first Yaoi, I am trying hard, this was inspired by hearing a song, that reminded me of love, so I wrote a story and here is Chappy 1! HAVE FUN! I don't own Dragonball Z it is owned by Bird Studio, not "Mandy's Studio of nutcases!"

I can't deny this feeling anymore!

A young man with short, mushroom capped lavender/silver hair, walked the halls of the biggest building for miles, Capsule Corp. His attire consisted of a blue baseball T-shirt with the name "Capsule Corp" written on the chest, his pants where the color of ashes. His boots where Blue at the toes and the rest where green. The youth repeated to himself "Where is my live going now…I don't know what I should do.. Almighty lord help me…"

Trunks' thoughtsabout 3 months before above thought-

I laid my confused and distorted body on the floor, against the hall by my bedroom. I had been thinking to myself about the events that had happened earlier in the year. The events I wish I could forget, but they haunt my every motion, the faint beat of my barely living heart torments me to just die. My mother constantly asks me about my feelings but I never answer truthfully, I see no point. The ones that care for me, I don't care for, they only love me for my personality they think I have. The me they see is nothing but a mask I put on everyday. I started this mask when I was about 15 I learned about how a man changes. So I changed myself to hold back those changes.

All these horrible things started when I invited my best-friend Goten for a sleepover, we hadn't had one in a long time. It was all going wonderful we prank called a few places and people, we played truth or dare (Goten had to call a girl and tell her he liked her even though he didn't). My younger sister, Bulla wanted to have Marron and Pan over for a slumber party. Of course Mother and Father both agreed. Much to my dislike. We where playing a heated game of truth or dare and Goten dared me to kiss him, I laughed and asked if he was serious and he nodded, blushing. I raised an eyebrow and I got a sick look on my face and Goten said "Ah uh Trunks, I dare you, you have to do it, or else I get to take your Girlfriend!" I just looked at him and sighed. "Fine.." I mumbled, and I kissed Goten's lips softly and fast. And Goten just blushed. I called him a queer and he just laughed and said your no better, I kinda agreed. After all, I kissed a man.

-Bulla's thoughts-

Ten-chan and Trunks-chan are having a sleep over, Marron, Pan, and me wanted to go crash it, but my mom said to leave them alone. I always listen to my mom, Dad does not mind so much. But I love both my parents and Tru-kun too.

-Bulma's thoughts- (after sleep over)

I have been keeping a close eye on Trunks, he seems to be cold and distant when we talk. The other night at dinner he didn't say a word. He also asked to be excused early. He never leaves the table early. I talked to Vegeta about it, he said he was concerned, but he said Trunks could just be growing up. I agreed, but I still keep a close eye on him.

-Trunks' again-

I leaned against the wall and wiped sweat from my face and I collapsed onto the floor and started crying my eyes out. "How! How could I have gotten her pregnant? We only made-out that's all!" Suddenly a warm fiery warmth hit my shoulder and my head shot back. Goten was standing there, looking at my face, which was cherry red. "Trunks.. what's wrong.. What where you talking about getting someone pregnant?" I couldn't answer him, I didn't know how. I cried and slammed into Goten's chest and he held me in the safety of his arms. "Trunks.. you can tell me…I'll listen.. please tell me…"Goten, I got a girl pregnant…my girlfriend.. you know who she is". Goten nodded and he held me tighter. "You got her pregnant huh? I thought you had your "Sex Kit" with Condoms in it didn't you?". "I did, I must have been Drunk or high maybe both and I didn't use it." Goten held me back and looked at me. "Drunk.. High! What's wrong with you?" I looked away not knowing what to answer. "Trunks this is why you have been looking so pale and cold, your doing drugs, Trunks how could you!". "Goten! I wanted to be a better person for you and my girlfriend." "Drugs aren't the answer, Drugs kill." Goten looked at me and he started crying and held me close. My eyes where as wide as a kid on Christmas morning. "Trunks I love you for who you are, not you when your high, I love you just the way you are." "Goten…" I kissed him with my slightly cold blue lips. His bright red lips gave me warmth no one else had. Had I finally found true love?

Well here is chapter 1, what you think? Chapter should be better, if not I will update and change, I noticed after I typed it out, I didn't put any profanity in this, woah..uh whatever, Next one might be a bit more violent. Maybe 'til then folks SEE YA!