Surrender

By: Devi Rhea Circe

Harry was floating in the blackness. He could remember fighting in the battle, the battle to end it all.

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

He remembered shouting the killing curse and a blackness consumed him.

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

As he floated he thought of all he had lost, parents, a loving family, Sirius, Cedric, possibly others.

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

All the hated memories of the Dursleys.

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

He saw Voldemort's furious face from every encounter with the Demon.

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

You can't have me any more he screamed in his mind as he surrendered to the darkness and was no more, only piece remained.

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

I'm going under
I'm going under
I'm going under

Going Under by: Evanescence