Warning: still slightly OOC and angsty Yuki… just the way I like it.

I show my deepest gratitude to those who reviewed… heartillyangel, Medalladark, Shii-chanchick, EK, Kyo's Kitty…

And so I have decided to make it a longer story… Although the chapters would still be kinda short…

I am a disturbed and confusing girl… but enough about me— let's get on with the story…

BUT I'M NO GOOD…

I'm no good…

The phrase kept repeating in Yuki's head, over and over, as he twisted and turned in his sleep.

"Hey," muttered Kyo, poking him in the ribs, "wake up. You're having a bad dream again… no doubt."

Yuki blinked once, twice and sat up.

"Akito again?" asked Kyo, "I thought you already stopped being afraid of him…"

Yuki shook his head.

Oh great, Yuki mode, thought Kyo crossly, "Okay. I'm willing to talk about this without it having to turn ugly— or bloody."

Purple eyes stared disbelievingly at Kyo.

"C'mon. You can do better than that. Speak. Squeak. Speak. Squeak. Speak."

Purple orbs continue to stare.

"Okay. Okay. Goodnight then. Honestly— you're such a— aargh. Goodnight." And with that, the orange-haired cutie (sorry… couldn't resist.) went back to sleep.

Purple eyes still continue to stare.

Stare into the darkness that enveloped them as the moon hid itself behind the dark clouds of the night.

I'm no good…

I don't deserve to be loved…

I don't deserve to love…

Tohru should just forget about me…

Or…

Yuki stood up and changed his clothes, deciding that now would probably be the best time to do what he had been contemplating to do for a very, very long time.

He got his bag and stalked around Kyo, reaching the handle of the sliding door.

He opened the door and found Tohru's sleeping figure, blocking his path.

What is she doing here? Yuki asked himself. Probably couldn't wait to see Kyo… or probably had a date with him…

For he, the oblivious one, took no notice of the concern clearly etched on his beloved's face… Concern— for him.

But then again, he couldn't see it.

He was just as unmindful as he was before.

No, he told himself firmly, I should stop caring... that's what I've decided to do… and I'm sticking to my decision…

Like a quiet mouse, he sneaked out of the house and headed for the last place on Earth any sane man would want to visit other than holidays— the Main House…

(tsuzuku… like I said before… it means "to be continued" ne?)

Jwei Lih (04/14/05)

Utterly sorry for the cliffie… :) Couldn't help myself.