Hello guys! You probably figured you wouldn't be hearing from me for a while right? No such luck, I can't go to school yet as I'm not enrolled. Whatever. Um... this chapter will most likely upset some people, but it might make somebody happy. Warning: This chapter contains sexual content and it's my first crack at anything like this. I'm absolutely not responsible if I corrupt you.
Chapter 10: Unexpected
Lila opened the door to the apartment she shared with Lorelai and was shocked to see Cam sitting at the kitchen counter. "What are you doing here?"
Cam stood up and leaned against the counter, "Liam called and said you found out about Sarah."
Lila shut the door behind her,"Sarah, Sarah, Sarah," she said it like she was racking her brain trying to figure out who she was. "Oh, you mean the daughter you created with my half-sister then abandoned? That Sarah?"
Cam's blue eyes blazed,"You don't know a damn thing about me, and you're assuming I abandoned my kid?"
She could hardly believe his denial. "Isn't that exactly what you did? I don't know the whole story, but I trust Kristina, a whole hell of a lot more than I trust you so if you wanna dilude yourself into believing that you're a loving father go right ahead, but I don't want any part of it or you." She opened the door and stood to the side waiting for him to leave.
Cam shook his head silently then picked up his jacket and headed for the door. He stopped just short of exiting and leaned over to Lila's ear. "Gimme a call when you want my side of the story." With that, he left and Lila slammed the door behind him.
She stomped through the apartment in a fury. Did he really think that she would believe him over her own sister. Sure she and Kristina weren't raised together, but they had gotten incredibly close over the past few weeks. She didn't know Cam from Adam. So what if if he had a motorcycle? She could by her own with the money she inherited. Hell she could buy two for every person in this damn town and still be set for life. She was brought out of her fury by knocking on the door. Thinking it was Cam, she swung the door open and began to yell,"I told you I-" she stopped abruptly when she saw who was at the door.
"Think I was someone else?" Michael asked giving her a grin.
"Yeah. Sorry. C'mon in," she closed the door behind him and stood in front of it arms crossed over her middle. "So what's up?"
He scratched the back of his blonde head before speaking,"Well, I just wanted to make sure you were okay. Today was kind of a shock for you..." he trailed off as though waiting for her to explode.
"I'm fine," Lila smiled trying to reassure him. "You don't have to worry, Cam is no longer a part of my life."
Michael frowned and took a step closer to her,"I wasn't worried, I was jealous."
She was suddenly unsure of where this was going, but knew it wasn't somewhere she needed to be right now."You know what we need? Music!" She quickly put space between them by walking around the kitchen counter and turning on the radio.
Listen as the wind blows
From across the great divide
Voices trapped in yearning
Memories trapped in time
The night is my compassion
And solitude my guide
"Lila, I was jealous of Cam, because I knew that I wanted you for myself." His voice was much closer than she expected. She turned and was shocked when she ran straight into his chest. She stumbled, but his strong arms wrapped around her waist steadying her. His touch sent shivers down her spine.
"Michael, we're practically related," Lila tried desprately to reason with not only him, but the tiny voice in her head telling her that being in Michael's arms was okay.
His lips brushed her hair before settling just a breath away from her ear, "But we're not. There's no blood between us. We're not even step brother and sister."
Would I spend forever here
And not be satisfied
And I would be the one
To hold you down
He moved so their faces were almost touching. His eyes were locked with hers, brown meeting brown in an intense battle for control. "We're just two consenting adults, who happen to be attracted to each other." Their breath mingled, and Lila was sure that at any moment her legs would give out. She'd never felt this attracted to anyone in her life. None of her boyfriends, and certainly not Cam. She wasn't even sure where it came from, until about ten minutes ago, she considered Michael only to be a close friend. Now here she was in his arms, body flush against his, wishing that he would kiss her already. As if reading her mind, he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers.
Kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
The kiss started out tenderly, his lips barely brushing hers. Then it turned passionate, he nipped her bottom lip forcing it to open and allow his tongue to explore her mouth. His tongue rubbed over her teeth before thrusting again into her mouth. Lila was in shock. She'd never felt anything so intense before. She pressed her body closer to Michael's. His hands were at her hips, pushing her backwards. Her back hit the hard counter top and his leg slid between both of hers. His hands once again began to explore as his mouth claimed hers over and over again.
And after I'd wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear
His right hand played with the hem of her tank top while his other hand was tangled in her hair bringing her head closer to his. His mouth moved off of hers, and began to trail kisses across her cheek and jaw and finally down to her neck. He kissed and sucked while Lila explored his shoulders and back. His hand snaked up her shirt and came to rest at the bottom of her bra. He groaned then pulled his face away from her neck to look her in the eyes. His voice was barely above a whisper, but she heard every word loud as day. "Lila, if you don't want me to make love to you, you need to stop me right now." She answered him with a long passionate kiss. He picked her up, and she wrapped her legs around his waist. He carried her to her bedroom, and gently sat her down on her bed. He turned away from her and locked her bedroom door. Once he was facing her again, he lifted his black long sleeved t-shirt over his head.
Through this world I've stumbled
So many times betrayed
Trying to find a honest truth
To find the truth enslaved
Lila stood and faced him then pulled her tank top over her head. They kissed again and Lila's hands found Michael's belt. She fumbled impatiently before Michael grabbed her hands in his own. "Just relax princess." He told her, his voice husky with need.
Oh you speak to me in riddles
And you speak to me in rhyme
My body aches to breathe your breath
Your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
They quickly rid each other of their clothes and leaned back onto the bed. Michael kissed her everywhere, illiciting tiny gasps and loud moans. He stared into her eyes again before kissing her and entering her. He felt her stiffen beneath him, and realized through his passion induced haze what had happened. He pulled his mouth away from hers and began to whisper soothing words into her ear. Finally, she wrapped her legs tightly around his waist and he began to move. She writhed and arched under him, before finally hitting her peak screaming his name. He followed her seconds later, collapsing on top of her. They were both breathing heavily, content to be in each other's arms. He slid off of her and pulled her body towards his. He kissed her neck and ear gently before looking at her face. She was fast asleep.
Into this night I wander
It's morning that I dread
Another day of knowing of
The path I fear to tread
Oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow through without pride
Nothing stands between us here
And I won't be denied
He wanted to stay awake and watch her sleep. She had just given her virginity to him, and he was sure another woman had never been so beautiful to him. He tucked the comforter securely around them, before pressing his face into her neck. She smelled like peaches. He hoped with everything in him that she wouldn't regret what had just happened between him. As he drifted off to sleep he silently prayed to God that he would be able to smell peaches every night.
And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
And after I'd wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear
Kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
Posession-Sarah McLachlan
From under the computer desk where I'm hiding You guys either loved this chapter or absolutely hated it. For the record, it is perfectly okay for them to be together. Please review, but don't flame or I'll send my big brother after you.
