Disclaimer: Joss owns the charters and all btvs and angle things but I own the plot. Unless in some passed out state of confusion Joss wants to trade it for Spike then, by all means I say hall yea you got a deal.

Chapter 4: Not Quite Yet

They had missed the truck, barley. Spike had swerved them off the road and almost down the side of a hill. She had had trouble of thinking of a time in the last couple years that she had been so scared. She looked over at Spike who sat for a moment taking in unneeded breath when he looked over at her and pulled her tightly to him. They sat there like that neither wanting to let go of there new found since of security when final Spike pulled back and looked into her eyes.

"Are you ok Nibblet?" desperately searching her eyes for an answer he waited. He knew she wasn't physically hurt he would smell it if she was but there was something nagging at him telling him that something was wrong.

Finally after a few wordless minutes Dawn decided that there was something wrong but it had nothing to do with there near accident or the fact that she was leaving with him. The thing that bothered her the most the thing that was starting to drive her crazy was the fact that he hadn't kissed her yet. She knew that he wanted her at least she thought he did. Why else would he make an arrangement with Buffy and then come and take her away. There could be no other reason, she hope. Because if there was he was going to be mad in a second because she wasn't waiting any longer. She wanted him and they weren't going any further till she at least got a kiss.

"Spike."

"Ya Nibblet ?"

"Shut up."

His eyes flew wide with shock as she pulled his head down to hers and took possession of his mouth. He wanted to pull away take control of the situation. They had to go slow he had to know that it was real on her part. At this the other part of his brain kick in. You, you are a complete sod. She's the one who's kissing you and if you don't start kissing her back soon then she's going to think you don't want her. His demon gleamed at that. Can't have the pet thinkin that can we. And for once he agreed.

He began to kiss her back with force. Showing her beyond a doubt that he did want her and if she still had any questions left they vanished when he lifted her up so that she was sprayed across his lap. The whole time their lips never parted and soon she had to pull back needing air. She looked into his eyes and saw the raging desire that lived there. She was about to show him that her desire was just as strong when he shock his head. She gave him a questioning look and decided to ignore it. She began to run her fingers along his chest exploring what she could reach. She lifted her hand and began to explore the hollow at the base of his neck. Soon she ran kisses after her trailing fingers when all of the sudden he seamed to wake out of the mindless stage she had lured him to.

"No Dawn" he said firmly, removing her hands from him as he spoke. "Not here."

"Why not, you want it I know you do."

"That's not the point, I want this to be special."

"It will be" she smiled and freeing her hands began again to run them along his neck.

Again he grabbed her hands but this time he lifted her fully off his lap and to her side of the car. Simple saying once more "No."

She glared at him before turning dejected and stared out the window as he put the car into gear and pulled back onto the highway.