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"Babe, are you ok?" Monica knew Chandler was worried. "Uh? Oh we should just go," Chandler just walked to the car and got in, waited for Monica to get in, and drove home. The whole way he didn't say anything but the radio was on to keep Monica "company". As they were driving Chandler started to cry but he still didn't express his emotion out loud but his worry ness and sadness was eating away at him inside.

They got to the apartment, walked up the stairs. "Hey man how did dinner go?" Joey curiously asked. Chandler ignored him and walked into the apartment. "Not now Joe, I'll explain tomorrow," Monica said following Chandler.

Chandler was already in bed when Monica walked in. "Sorry Mon, Its just it's hard and this voice in my head keeps reminding me how the last words I ever said to her were " If you'd start being a Mom, and it's…. "Shhhhhh," Monica hushed him up. "I am going to be honest with you, My dad or mom have never really experienced any strokes, heart attacks and stuff like that, and I know my parents were there for me, well kind of they were more there for Ross, but basically I am very lucky to have parents who love me and care for me, but Hun," She paused for a second and looked at him, with a look full of love and kindness then she continued, " I am here for you, You can talk to me and I am here for you, We are here for each other," She finished her little speech.

Chandler smiled at her. He got out of the bed and walked over to her and whispered in her ear, "I do know you're here for me." Then he looked at her, and he leaned in and he kissed her and she kissed him back. At that moment when he was holding her and kissing her, all his pain went away, he loved her more than anything in the world. Monica felt like she was like a kid in grade 6, with a crush, as he was holding her knees were weak.