Disclaimer: I dont own the lyrics for "the way I feel" by 12 stones.
Joey: you said I was in this one right?
Snayar: yeah towards the end, now here it is
Chapter 6 The way I feel
Chris wondered down the halls of the warehouse, hoping to find a way out, he needed to go outside for some air. Being stuck inside for four days isn't exactly good for you, and having a cut on your stomach doesn't help you much.
"Chris" A female voice stopped him in his tracks, he turned around to see Rose. "What are you doing up, you should be resting" She yelled at him.
"Uhh, I was just gonna go outside and get some air" Chris laughed and she got angry a little. "Oh before I do that can you tell me where the bathroom is" He asked.
"Oh" She whispered "Well anyway, its right there" She pointed to the door next to Chris.
"Thanks" He walked in and she walked away, having to go see Yami about something. Chris did his business and walked back into Dana's room, seeing her still sleeping peacefully from the little out burst Maria had a few minutes ago. He walked over to her and sat by her side. He smiled.
"She is so peaceful when she's asleep" Chris thought to himself. The hours seemed to pass like seconds and before Chris knew it, it was night time. He started to wonder if she was ever gonna wake up. He began to think about the fight with Sargent he had, the tatoo he saw.
Chris saw a tatoo of a heart that said blood life under it. Before he knew it he felt a sharp pain in his stomach, Sargent placing a dagger there, they both took off running leaving Chris lying on his knee's.
"That was no accident, he did that on purpose" The anger inside of Chris began to grow, growing with every second he thought about Sargent. He clenched his fist, seeing Dana in her condition.
"It"s my fault that she is like this, if he didn't stab me, she would not be in this condition right now, its all my fault, I took my attention away from the fight and thats when he got me, I was so fucking stupid back there, if only I could go back in time and fix this" Chris said to himself.
Dana began to stir, her eyes squinted and her arms went to her chest. "No Chris" she whimpered. Chris looked down to her.
"She's dreaming" Chris thought to himself.
"Chris look out" She whispered. Chris growled. She began to calm down again and her hands went back down to her side's.
"It was Sargent, isn't it" Chris asked her not expecting a answer. "I have had enough, I will find Sargent myself, maybe me killing him will snap you out of this, I cant stand to see you like this anymore, I need to do something" Chris ran out the door, running right by rose.
"Chris, where are you going" She yelled. He didn't answer her, he continued to run till he got outside. He could have takin the car but decided to walk it. He needed to find sargent and being in a car would decrease his chances if sargent was on foot.
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You've given me so many things that I've never had
Chris had no idea where he was going. He just kept running, looking everywhere to find Sargent, not caring who he bumped into along the way.
"Bastard"
"Watch where your going"
"Moron" Chris heard them all but he didn't care, he needed to think about getting to Sargent before he hurt himself or Dana even more.
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true
Tears began to build up in Chris's eyes as he continued to run in any direction that he seemed was the right way to go.
"Dana, please know this, im doing this for you" Chris felt a strong pain in his stomach and knelt down, his arm gripping his wound. "Come on, I can take this pain" Chris slowly got up to his feet and ran, ran down the streets filled with pot heads, gang bangers, and any other type of scum on the earth.
"Chris..." Dana moaned in her bed with Rose right next to her.
"Dont worry, he will be just fine" Rose whispered to her.
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
He was sure that the tears were streaming down his face by now, cause he felt water on his cheeks, But it wasn't the tears that made his cheeks wet, it beagn to rain, but chris didn't care. It felt like the only thing that was pushing him forward was to find Sargent. fire burning in his eyes. Chris hated what he was feeling inside of him.
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
and I promise to make the sacrifice
"Dana, I will save you and not any body on this fucking planet will stop me" Chris thought, he saw a bunch of figures standing in front of him blocking his path. There were five all together. Chris stopped when he reached them.
All five of them laughed and the leader stepped forward "You picked a wrong day to come down our turf" The leader said wearing a red bandana with a skull on it. Chris growled and clenched his fist.
"Get out of my way, I dont have time for this" Chris yelled amusing the leader "Fine I'll make this fast" In a matter of minutes Chris took them all out, leaving a few bleeding on the ground and one lucky to even be standing up with bruises on his face. He still blocked Chris's path, so Chris ran right into him causing him to fall to the ground. He continued to run, farther down the street.
"No, Chris dont do it" Dana whimpered in the bed, tears going down her face.
"Dont worry" Rose said.
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Chris was now soaked but he didn't care. He needed to find Sargent and settle the score. He wanted to get even.
" I will kill you for what you did Sargent, you wont get away with this" The images of what Sargent did ran through chris's mind over and over again. The tatoo, the dagger. Chris fell to the ground on his knee's again.
spiteful eyes are watching me
with everything I do
More people came around the corner and saw Chris on his knee's.
"Well well boys, looks like we get a victim" Another leader of a different gang said. Without hesitation Chris took him out with a simple punch to the face, he went to the ground and Chris took off leaving the other two members standing there in shock.
He ran down countless dark alleys, knowing that they would be filled with hobo's and pot heads. He didn't care about them. Chris found himself in the village and made his way towards the high school cause Sargents house was by it.
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you
He was now breathing heavy but he finally got to the school, Sargent was close by, he could feel it.
"Chris, please come back to me, forget about him" Dana tossed and turned in her bed, saying Chris's name over and over again.
"She must care about him very much" Rose said grabbing her hand, feeling her hand was getting cold.
'Dana, I must do this" He stopped again cause of the pain he felt in his stomach. The cut was opened again and felt the blood on his finger tips. He didn't care.
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
"Chris" With one final scream of his name she sat up and panted.
"Good your awake" Rose said sitting next to her.
"Chris is in trouble" She grabbed a coat and ran out the door.
"You dont even no where he is and its raining out" Rose tried to stop her.
"I know where he is, I can feel him" Dana said running down the streets to go to Sargent's house.
Yes I hate the way I feel Tonight
And I promise to make the sacrifice
Dana ran down the streets, following the countless bodies that Chris left in her wake. She knew that Chris did all this and she followed them. She eventually made it to the high school, not too far from where Chris was.
He was at Sargent's house, taking a hard long look at the house.
"Sargent will be in there" Chris said to himself.
cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
She was now on the same street as him, Chris continued to take a long stare at the house and took one step toward it but stopped when he saw a blonde haired girl running at him.
"Dana" Chris yelled. She fell into him and he caught her, tears running down her face.
"Chris...I love you please just forget about what happened for now and spend your time with me" She went down to her knee's and Chris went down with with her.
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
and I promise to make the sacrifice
"Dana...I love you too" Chris said covering her body from the rain. "Ok I will let it go for now, I would rather spend my time with you then hunting down Sargent" She looked up at him and smiled. He wiped away the tears from her eyes and he smiled. " By the way, how did you know I was gonna come here"
"Because ever since he stabbed you, you have been wanting to get your revenge on him, but I know that you love me more then trying to get revenge" He smiled thinking maybe Maria had a part in all this but maybe not.
"Well, lets go back to the gang" Chris said, Dana nodded. "Im sure Yami and Rose are worried about us"
"How are we gonna get back" She asked still kneeling down in the middle of the storm. A pair of headlights appeared behind Chris and noticed the car immediatly. It was Joey, but he wasn't alone, Yami was with him.
The black car stopped and Yami stepped out first.
"That was stupid of you to run out here to get revenge" He said Harshly.
"Yeah, I know that now" Chris said still hugging Dana. Joey stepped out of the car and ran over to the three.
"Stop talking out here, get inside hurry up" Chris noticed joey wearing all black, so he was in the gang too.
"Ok, lets go Dana" He helped her to her feet and they all got in, Chris and Dana in the back while Yami and Joey up front. They drove away and Chris couldn't help but notice two figures satnding in the window of Sargent's house.
"Things are going according to plans, he's mine" Sargent smiled next to the other figure.
"Yes, do not fuck this up, or the boss will be angry at us" The other figure said.
"Right dave, we cant mess up now, we have come to far" Sargent said to Dave.
"Yes, if all goes well Chris will be dead in a few days" Dave said stepping away from the window.
The way I feel tonight
The way I feel
Snayar: well I hope you liked that chapter, I did, keep an eye out for the next chapter.