A/N: I'm really sorry this has taken so long! I feel terrible! Anyway, I am in need of a beta-reader for this story. Please tell me in a review if you wanna help me. Or you can just email me. Anyway, Please please forgive me for being late!

Dear Diary - April 2nd

I had a weird dream. I was sitting in a pond but the water was warm. I dont know how I got there, but I seemed to enjoy being there. Then, I got this weird feeling..like I was scared. I started looking around but nothing was there. I stopped looking around and focused my gaze into the water. I leaned closer to the water, like I was looking for something. Then, I reached underneith and grabbed something. I pulled it up and screamed. It was houshi-sama.

He looked like he had beed drowned by something. I dropped him back into the water and ran back to camp to get help. I could see the camp but as I ran, the further away it got. I stopped running and started yelling for help. I heard something yelling my name behind me and I turned around. I didnt see anyone at first but then, Kagome came into view.

I ran over to her and started telling her what happened but she stopped me.

"Sango. I know what you did to Miroku" she said sadly.

"What?" I asked.

"Why Sango? Why did you kill him? He loved you"

"Kagome, I didnt-"

"Save it Sango. Ever since we last saw your brother, all you have done was hurt the people who care about you. Stop being a bitch and take a reality check! The world doesnt revolve around you" Kagome said.

Then she did something I didnt expect. She put her hands on both my shoulders and shove me, hard. I fell to the ground, but the ground opened and I fell into a black hole.

Thats when I woke up. Or was woken up I guess. Houshi-sama was shaking me and trying to get me to wake up, Kagome was standing behin him looking worried and Inuyasha further away, trying to look pissed off but I knew he was concerned.

but wait it gets weirder.

We were walking on a trail to...somewhere, and Kohaku came out of nowhere. He stood in front of us, looking dead, as usual. I, on the other hand, was trying to find Naraku's sick joke behind this. After all, he always had one.

"Where's Naraku?" Inuyasha asked him. I didnt really see a point in asking him anything, since he didnt know who he was or anything.

"Inuyasha, he doesnt even know what he's doing here, let alone know that!" Kagome was always the voice of reason behind Inuyasha.

Kohaku looked around, like he was looking for someone. His eyes landed on me. A spark of hope flared inside me as he watched me. I prayed he would recongnize me. I imagined him running to me, begging for my forgivness for all the horrible things he has done. Of course I would forgive me, because it wasnt really him that did all those horrible things.

Instead he came at me, his weapon in hand. I was so in shock I didnt move. Kohaku has attacked me before, but never so suddenly. His eyes were full of hate and anger. I wondered what Naraku had been telling him about me.

By the time I realized that Kohaku was trying to kill me, I was pulled out of the way by Houshi-sama. I'm so grateful for him sometimes. I didnt have a chance to say anything to him before Kohaku attacked again. I pulled Hiraikotsu over my shoudler and blocked his attack from hitting me and Houshi-sama.

I never knew my brother was so strong. My feet were slipping into the dirt as I struggled to hold on. Houshi-sama's hands were on my waist, helping me keep my balence. Just when I thought I should give up, Inuyasha knocked the weapon out of my brothers hands. He managed to knock him on the ground too.

Kagura appeared and took Kohaku away from me again. We watched her, flying away on her feather, Kohaku absentmindedly starring ahead. Inuyasha was yelling at Kagura but I wasnt paying attention. I couldnt believe he attacked me like that.

The whole day I stayed to myself. Not saying much to anyone and ingoring Kagome's atempts to start a conversation. I felt horribe but I didnt want to talk to anyone.

Now everyone is asleep and I would give anything to apologize to them for how I have acted. I know that the dream doesnt have a huge impact on me today but its just a feeling. You know, like when something happens and you just know you have to remember it.

I really hope I'm wrong because this feeling, doesnt feel like a good one.

A/N: I know this is way late but I have been having issues. Mentally, physically, emotionally. lol. I hope you guys havent given up on me! I will try to get the next chapter out very soon! Please review and apply for a beta-reader job!