His soul has been smudged. A black spot has been placed over his heart and the darkness has spread.
His life is tainted. Every motion he takes is twisted by the growing blackness of his soul.
His world is crumbling. The source of his suffering is his only love.
Reality is pain. The waking world holds no pleasure for him now.
His dreams are sacred. The world he creates in his mind is the only place he finds peace.
His hopes are crushed. Any dreams he had hoped to make into reality died with the man he loved.
His perceptions are damaged. The world he thought he knew was twisted into something dark.
His heart is shattered. The one person he truly had cared for betrayed him and broke him.
His eyes are mismatched. Proof that the man he loved had actually loved him back, but could love him only in death.
Love is pain. The one thing that should bring him happiness and joy has destroyed him and left his soul smudged.
His soul is smudged and his life is tainted. His world is crumbling because reality is pain. His dreams are sacred for his hopes were crushed long ago. His perceptions are damaged because his heart was shattered and a black stain was put on his soul. His eyes are mismatched because no matter what he couldn't let go, even if love is pain.
Well, this is my first X fic, and my first fic in a loooong time... If you couldn't tell, its about Subaru. This is an entirely different style of writing from my normal style. I don't know. I think its pretty deep and dark and whatever considering. Anyway... Please R&R
