Angela P.O.V.: Have you ever felt so connected with someone that you thought you could never understand? Well, that's how I feel with Jordan Catalano. We connected last night. It was strange yet exciting. For the first time in a very long time, I woke up feeling special. Like someone like needed me. And just like that the memories of the letter came flooding back in my head and I immediately thought of Brian. Suddenly my happiness came crashing down like a broken chandelier impaling my smile. What am I going to do about Brian? I still don't know if he knows that I know. I know Rickie knows. Oh, this is confusing. Can't I just ask him?

"Hey, did you talk to Brian or anything last night after I left?" asked Rickie as we walked to school.

"After I ate dinner Jordan came to me front door!" I exclaimed still in disbelief.

"NO!"

"YES! I was stunned, Rickie. He asked me to go outside and talk with him. He told me that he liked me…a lot."

"Wow"

"I know. I still don't know if we're like going out. Ricky I need someone to like tell me what to do. I can't figure this out on my own."

"Angela, you know that nobody can tell you what you feel. The best thing you can do is to just do what you feel. You deserve Jordan. I'm not sure if he deserves you or not but go for it." He paused, "If that's how like…feel."

"You know, it might be." I was about to say "but" but Ricky interrupted me.

"Angela, you should be saying this to him," Rickie walked away just as Jordan came walking up.

"Hey." Jordan walked up, grabbed me and kissed me rather needy. It felt so good. He finally stopped.

"Um, Hey," I replied lamely.

"So are you like going to class? Do you want me to like walk you or something?"

"Oh, yeah, uh sure. I mean, like, yes, that would be good." He grabbed my hand and we started walking. It was strange. Like, I came to the end of this long journey. I had conquered it. Yes, I had conquered Jordan Catalano. I chuckled out loud on accident.

"What?" Jordan asked kind of suspiciously. I couldn't help but smile.

"Oh, nothing. I was just, you know, thinking."

"Oh, right. Well, I think I'm going to just like, go," He said sort of looking around. I shook my head slowly.

"Well, bye, I guess," I said. He just looked at me for a second. Then he kissed me again. I opened my eyes and he was already walking away. For some reason I oculdnt get Rayanne out of my head. Maybe it was because she was walking right up to me as I stood by the classroom door. Or was it? She made me feel insecure. Like she had a lot of neat stuff that I didn't. I'm not jealous am I? She stopped right in front of me and I just stared at her in disbelief.

"Well come on, Angelika, you don't want to be late," She said as she pulled me into class. I just looked at her for the longest time. My heart was weakening. It was like she had everything to offer and I only had a pen. I was confused with myself now more than ever.