AN: This story takes place after Tim Speedle's Funeral. It has been done for awhile just haven't gotten around to typing it up until now. I hope you all like it.
Calleigh Duquesne walks into her home, she had just gotten home from Tim Speedle's funeral. Tim and Calleigh were friends for almost ten years, when Tim died in a shooting. Sitting down at her dining room table she takes out a black leather journal, with her name embroidered on the front in baby blue with butterflies and flowers around it in mauve and pale yellow. She had gotten the journal in February for her birthday from Speed she almost always wrote in it. This time she wrote:
Dear Journal,
I miss Tim so much. He was such a great friend and person. I was secretly in love with him. I'm sure that everyone else misses him too but none of them knew him as long, or as well as I did. I know that I will always miss him no matter how hard I try not to. The last time I talked to Speed was when I was mad at him for using up all my stuff in my kit. Its not him using it that made me angry it was the fact that he used something all up and neglected to tell me about it until I went to use and found out it was all gone. I hated yelling at him in the first place but now that he's dead I feel even worse. Speed was amazing to everyone, including Eric who he didn't get along with well. Speed was also sweet, okay, he was disorganized but he was still a great guy. He was the best CSI I ever met or worked with, Horatio and Eric are good ones too but I really enjoyed working with Speed for his intelligence and insight. Great now I'm crying I couldn't bring myself to cry at work or at his funeral I will always love Speed. I miss him, but at least I know that he's safe and is and always will be in my heart.
Calleigh
Calleigh puts the journal away and gets ready for bed, she puts her pajama's on and brushes her long blonde hair before hopping into bed and before turning out the light she looks at a picture of her and Speed at last years Christmas party. "Goodbye Speed, I Love You." She turns out the light and goes to sleep.
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