A/N: hi, yeah, sorry about posting the same chappie twice, but i was exhausted so i skrewed up. here is the REAL chappie #4. anywayz thank you simply obsessed your my first reviewer! anywayz, to answer you, yes Lily is REALLY out of charector, i do realize that, but you see, she has a lot of shit happening, so its difficult for her. Yes she will soften up tons in the next few chapters, her hair is dyed black, and she won't use magic to die it, so it will change back soon and she won't die it again. so anywayz, after this riddiculously long authors note, ON TO THE STORY!

John

"Hey" I look up, so does Will; we're looking at our sister. Of your wondering, we're triplets, and it's all weird.

"Why'd you dye your hair black Lee?" I asked, she shrugged, "I felt like it" that's a good excuse for her. I couldn't help myself; I had to scold her, "Lee, why did you get into that damn fight? She's a wallet so her dad is going to be mad. Not only that, do you remember you're on probation still? You're going to have to spend that week in Azkaban if you are not careful! Dad won't keep bailing you, you know." I scolded, I couldn't help myself, imagine the only time you've actually seen your sister was when she was in court or in the ministry in BIG trouble for the last 2 years. You'd scold her too!

"I know, but you know how I am when people make fun of mom. I couldn't help it, I do realize she's a wallet, so I do know Dale will probably come get me tomorrow for my probation hearing. Dale will make a big scene again because of last time" she responded, I did not want to know what she did last time, but obviously Will did, so he asked, and she responded "I kicked him really hard in the nuts, so…" Why did I get stuck with such odd siblings? Will stood up gave her a high-five and a hug and said "Oh ya, that's my lil' sis!" woo hoo! Can you tell our families weird?

"Hey Lee, come up to our dorm ok?" I said, she looked at me weird, "I want you to meet our weird roommates" I said, she cocked an eyebrow "and we don't want that KayLee chick to kill you." I added sheepishly "Ah" was all she said, so that's where we went. Upstairs we went, past one, two, three, four, five, six landings, entering the door on the seventh landing door. Our roommates were in there. Goodie! Lee walked in and sat on the nearest bed, which happened to be Sirius'. He was sitting there to, he put an arm around her and to all of our surprise she leaned on him. It was a hoax, it had to be, she never lets someone new touch her that much.

"Hey Lee! What's new since the fight?" he asked grinning like a moron. He liked her! We could tell, but we could tell Lee wasn't paying attention to Sirius' thoughts. Just his face. "Nothing really." She said and looked at him. "Is there something you'd like to tell us guys?" Remus said from his bed. Lily and Sirius grinned, oh dear, how I do NOT like that face. They looked at each other and in the blink of an eye they were all over each other. "Ok, THAT was not what we wanted to know" Remus muttered from his bed. James jumped off his bed, that was next to Sirius', and sat on mine, which was pretty far from Sirius'. "Erg. Their like going to swallow each others faces!" He said pulling a face. After about five minutes of watching my sister suck Sirius' face off, I doubt any of us could stand it any longer. I coughed, they didn't stop, I coughed louder, no sighs, I went into a fake hacking fit. No rise, I took my wand and shot water at them. Bad move. Two laud voices shouted "JOHN YOUR GOING TO DIE!" and so the chase around the room began. It would have been funny, if Lee didn't run so damn fast. After a few carefully chosen spells, I was a female. SO NOT FUNNY!

I had a chest (d cup!) make up and the works. AHH! I sounded female as well! "This means WAR!"

Later that night

"I am ashamed of all of you! Especially you John, I expect better from Gryffindors! As this is your first day here miss Evans, I hope you excuse me for not punishing you as well. Mr Evans and Mr Black, report to me in 10 minutes, both normal color and male, is that understood?" a very mad Professor McGonagall screeched, we nodded. "good, now go!" We left, once in the hall, Sirius and Lee laughed. Well, if professor McGonagall wouldn't punish her, I sure as hell will. "Lee, what is wrong with you? Do you know how awkward it is for me and Will? All of a sudden we can't call you Lily, it's Lee now. What is wrong with you?" I shouted, she looked up, her defenses were down, her eyes held pain. I knew something wasn't right, she was hiding something from us again. As calmly as she could she looked me in the eye and said "Call me Lily then, all of you people can. Just go now." I did, I didn't look back either, I wouldn't.

Sirius

"I've never seen John calm so fast after he got worked up like that." I said to Lily, she nodded. "Hey, Lily, Lils, will you" I paused, and took a big breath "willyoubemuhgirlfreind?" I asked very fast. "Yes" she said back. I'm walking on air. I looked at her; she wouldn't look me in the eye, "What's wrong?" I asked gently, "a lot of things lately." She said back. Shocking me, she turned and punched the wall as hard as she could; little bits of brick broke off. I was afraid of her strength. It was scary. "I'm sorry" she said "it was just a little overwhelming, it's kind of shocking have your twin brothers all of a sudden being pushed back at you after not seeing them properly in over two years."

"I understand" I said back "I know what it's like, except mines going to be harder to cure, my sister died. Last year, I was told she had terminal leukemia, a muggle disease you know, and well, she was my twin and I never really got over it. We were so different, she was a squib, but I loved her still. I miss her still you know; at least your brothers aren't dead." I said gently, silent tears streaming down my face. She reached up and wiped them away, she was gentle about it. I knew at once, she wasn't as tough as she looked, she didn't trust easily and I was lucky because she trusted me right away. She was a tortured soul whose torture was just beginning. I know now, but I don't know how to help her. She hugged me then, she just held me for awhile and then all of a sudden she got up, and ran. I don't know why or where, but she did. I didn't go after her, because I knew she needed alone time and I didn't do something wrong. I let her go and watched her run.