After the Denial By: Light in the Darkness

Disclaimer: The characters in CCS (Cardcaptor Sakura) don't belong to me! They belong to Clamp!

Fragments of Memories: Changes From the Past

After Sakura was done reading it over again she sighed and crumpled it up. She wanted to tell her beloved Syaoran that she loves him in person not in a letter. Syaoran (the bear) was looking at Sakura. He/It was looking at Sakura wearing a dark green ribbon. Sakura looked outside her window. Just then, she saw a shooting star.

She gasped. "I wish, I wish. Oh shooting star, that Syaoran will come back so I can tell him my true feelings in person."

Sakura went to bed that morning dreaming about Syaoran coming back. She felt so happy she didn't realize that Kero was trying to wake her up.

When Sakura got back from school she immediately to her room. She changed out of her school uniform and into her home clothes. Sakura went to her desk and opened a draw. She dug into the back of the bottom draw and pulled out an envelope with a letter. She opened it. She blushed when she saw whom she addressed it to. The letter was for Syaoran. Sakura planned to give him the letter a few days before she knew he was going back to Hong Kong. She started to read her letter…

Dear Syaoran,

I need to tell you something very important but I don't think I'll ever have the guts to tell you. I have this strange feeling that something is going to happen to you. I don't know what but I don't want you to leave me all alone. I care about you too much to lose you.

Darkness

Loneliness, fear, hatred, and comfort.

Before I met you I thought I was truly happy,

but when I first met you I knew

That there was something different about you.

Out of all the other people I know, you

were the most important person.

I finally realized how much I missed.

You opened my eyes.

Now when you're not here …

I feel loneliness and fear.

No matter how much

I wish for you to come and save me from the dark

but, I don't think it's possible to do that.

In the darkness it's pitch black. I can't see anything.

I keep walking around in circles trying to find you but I can't.

One time I actually fell and started to cry.

That's when I saw something.

It was a light. The light was growing brighter and brighter.

That's when I saw you. Your hand was stretched out trying to reach me.

When I grabbed your hand everything was pure bliss.

I was finally with you. I wasn't in the darkness anymore.

You found not only me but you found the key to my heart.

I never want to be alone again. I want to be with you.

I hope you understand what I mean. ;;; sighs --V Please tell me your answer soon. It's okay if it's not what I want to hear.

Love (and I literally mean 'love'),

Sakura Kinomoto

There was two tears stained on the letter. One was old and one was new. "I wish I got the guts to actually tell him how I felt before he left." sniff, sniff "I miss my little wolf." Sakura buried her face into her pillow and started crying on her bed.

Hey! I actually wrote this a really really really long time ago but I never actually put it up but I did now! I know this chapter kinda sucked but I still want your opinion on it so I can improve. So … PLEASE review! .