I got borded with my other story then i turned to hate it so I'm going to start another that I'm sure everyone will like! Hopefully...
Chapter 1

Chapter 1

It's now summer. The first summer that Jesse has been alive. I have been thinking on what to do this summer and have come to a solution. I was thinking that I might go to Rome. No, not Rome New York, Rome Italy.

But the thing that was bothering me was if someone would go with me. That someone meaning Jesse. Then remembered that he has to pay for college in the coming years and that a summer job is a big part of it. Sense theres not much to do during the summer most people either vacation or they work. So now I'm sitting here in my room flustrated. Not that I don't have money to go because I have enough saved up from working at the hotel, but weather if mom and Andy would let me go. That and if Jesse would go with me.

I took a chance and called Jesse. Not knowing what may happen. In my head I was thinking of all the ways to get him to go with me, but then there was the reasons that Jesse would use why he couldn't go. I knew one of the reasons; temptation. Jesse being the gentleman that he is wouldn't ever have sex with me, but I know what summer and love can do when there mixed. But I scraped up all the courage that I could. The conversation went like this:
"Jesse"
"Susannah, what are you doing calling me, you should be enjoying your first day of summer vacation."
"Yeah I should, but theres something on my mind I would like to discuss with you"
"Okay, what is it?"
"Ummm I was wondering..."
"You were wondering what?"
"Oh crap I have to go"
"Okay, Querida, but you still have to promise to tell me."
"Yeah, I won't forget" I said with a sqeek.
"Bye Susannah..."
"Bye Jesse."
"Wait Querida are we still on for dinner?"
"Yeah of course."
"Bye."
"Yeah bye."

Yeah I guess you could say when I heard his silky voice and I knew he was waiting on every word that would come out of my mouth that I felt nervous. I even had all the symptoms, seriously, I had sweaty palms, my voice got sqeeky and I made an excuse to get out of the conversation. Then I remembered we had a dinner date at his apartment and he was gonna make dinner, so I thought I would tell when we were together while we were looking into each others eyes. I know what your thinking thats cheesy, but I didn't have to worry about anything when I was in Jesse's arms.
Then came thought that I had to ask my mom if I could go. Which made more flustrated and nervous, but then I thought that the worst that could happen was she would say 'no'. So I walked hopelessly out of my room to my mothers room where she was watching some Soap Opera. I knocked on the door and my moms teared face turned my way. She grapped a tissue and ran it along her cheek to get rid of the wetness.
"Suzie come in," she said with a groggy voice. I walked over to her bed and sat down.
"Mom I need to ask you a question and it's okay if you say no, but I thought I would try anyway, so here it goes...," I said before I coughed on my saliva because I spoke so fast.
"Suzie," she said slapping my back so I wasn't coughing as much before.
"Thanks," I said trying not to get into another coughing fit.
"So, what is you were going to say and please say it slower this time, I only caught a little bit of what you said."
"Ummm I was wondering if I could go to Rome and spend summer vacation there," I said in a whisper like voice.
"Oh Suzie I think thats a wonderful idea," she said and gave a bear hug that left me gasping for air.
"So your fine with it?"
"Of course I'm fine with this, but who is going with you?"
"Uhhh I was thinking of asking Jesse, but I wasn't able to ask him so I'm going to ask him at dinner."
"What a perfect choice, I have always liked Jesse sense the first day I have met him."
"Good. I can't wait to go," I said excitedly.
"Andy and I will pay for the trip though," she said with a smile on her face.
"But I was going to use the money that I have saved up from work to pay for it."
"You can use that money for suveniors."
"But-"
"I wouldn't have it any other way I would be more than happy to be able to pay for it."
"I'm not going to win with you am I," I said with a smile on my face.
"Nope."
"Thanks mom, I'm going to go get ready for dinner with Jesse I have to be there by 7:30 and it's 6:30."
"Okay, I will talk to you about this later after you have asked Jesse."
"Alright see ya later," I said walking out of the room. I went back to my room to take a shower and get dressed. I chose a dark maroon silk dress that hugged my curves. I kept my hair down because if I did it up I was going to be late getting to Jesse's apartment.

His apartment building was brick and mostly college students lived there. I walked up to his door and opened it knowing that he wouldn't mind. I walked in and I saw the usual. The kitchen was ready have something cooked with a big pot on the stove. Some recipes were scattered on the table. The living room had some clothes on the couch as if Jesse was deciding on what to wear. I walked to his bedroom to find asleep in his bed. I wanted to giggle, but I didn't want to wake him up. So I slipped off my heels and sneakly walked over to his bed. He was lying there with a dress shirt half buttoned up and black dress pants. In his hand was a box and single red rose. I smiled when I saw that. I carefully put one knee on the bed and both my hands to steady myself. Then I put my other knee on the bed and slowly moved towards Jesse. When I was a couple of inches away from him I quietly and slowly removed the rose and the box and put on the night stand next to his bed. I then layed by his sleeping body and put my hand on his chest. I felt him russle a little when I did this, but he didn't wake up. I like him fell asleep with the rythm of his breathing. I dreamed of the past, the present and the future.

I dunno, what do u guys think...well i got the other chapter almost done...and there is going to be a suprise guy that might come between Suze and Jesse and it isn't Paul...so give me some feedback, but don't be to harsh...Stay mellow and maybe even yellow, spring is here, but maybe not for colorado -------I think that is spelled right, anyways...yeah...R&R!

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