You and I ( poetry, Balthazars POV)
Author: Rosomakha
(She doesn't own anything, though she desires to, so don't sue.)
Ive never known what human love can bring:
Its passion, pain and pleasure seemed so small
To my eternity; So, tell me, Constantine,
Should I give up or should I have some more?
So cynical, so stupid and so weak -
The piece of meat that soon will be just thrown...
I always thought that you was just a fake -
No need to mention, I was damnly wrong.
"I've never known" - Hey, such a stupid phrase!
I should have known. There's nothing more to say...
The strong light hurts that one living in the haze,
Now I love you - the way my sins are paid.
But who can be more different that we are?
My only wish has never been so far...
Tick -tack, Tick -tack
The clock ticks on.
We've not much time
So come along.
The schedule's hard,
We should be prompt
Still not apart -
All bridges burned.
"So - that is love?
Damn piece of luck..."
We are dissolved...
"Shut up you suck".
Tick -tack, Tick -tack -
One touch, one kiss...
There'll be much time
To pay for this.
Well, stupid thought-
What will it take?
Please, don't break short
For devil's sake...
Unslaked thirst -
"Not here. Not now."
And you'll leave first
Just anyhow.
We were not meant...
"Well, such a nut,
You won't regret..."
Tick-tack. Tick-tack.
This love wasn't human
Let alone divine -
Should've I said: "Stop fooling.
Just be here. Be mine..."?
Just the fight - quite honest,
Nothing more to say;
That is what we'd promised -
"Die but not obey".
Trying to look further:
Could we even choose,
Knowing each other -
Just too strong to lose?
No disappointment -
Internecine jam.
Have I ever wanted
All this crash to end?
What a pain! - Much stronger
That I've ever learned...
Healing? Guess, you want it
But you ever won't.
Now... who's the winner?
May be you? I am not...
Holy or sinner -
There's no more restart.
Fin