Author Note: I just realized that I have been forgetting to do a disclaimer, so I don't own 7th Heaven, only the story. Oh yeah I don't own the song lyrics either, it's by evanescence! Thanx to everyone who sent a review…

Lilmonkeygirl31: I know, the fact that none of the family is there is totally crazy, I've been really worried about that, but I didn't want them to be there cuz I wanted to show the nice little matt and Lucy moments. I don't think that everything would be the same if their parents were there, like I don't know if Lucy would yell "I hate you" to Matt if her parents were there. Don't worry though, Matt told his parents he would call if something major happened in chapter three, so he calls in the next chapter and the family all comes at the end.

Beauey and krazypirategurl: I have tried to email you both to help with your stories, but neither worked. I think it might be my computer. I think the best thing to do will be email me and I can reply. My email now is . A copy of the email I tried to send to each of you is below…

Beauey:

Hey wuz up?

I have an idea of what could happen, but if you don't like it you don't have to use it! You said in your summary that one of the Camden women might go out even if Kevin doesn't want to. Well, Lucy could get annoyed with always having to wait to go places. She could leave to go to the store or something and the rapist could get out. He's trying to get her and Kevin happens to be walking by. Kevin could try to save Lucy and end up getting hurt, then Lucy could feel all guilty and what not.

Just an idea you don't have to use it, but good luck anyway! (-:

Talk to ya later,

Sodastaygold16

Krazypirategurl:

Hi!

Well, I'm drawing a blank, but I think you said her parents were divorced and she never saw her dad. I was thinking maybe he could come back (they could meet at her mom's grave and go back with her to the Camden's) and hate that she was dancing or something. That's all i can think of right now, like i said major blank, but i'll let you know if i have anymore suggestions!

Sorry, such a long A/N! By the way the Lucy's doctor's name is Doctor Jones (can't think of anything better!)

Matt's POV

I started the walk back to Lucy's room. I was scared that she wouldn't want to talk to me and that she really did hate me. I saw Doctor Jones walking toward her room.

"Doctor Jones," I called.

"Oh, hey Matt, how did it go?"

"I don't have leukemia," I told him cheerfully.

"That's great!"

"You know what that means don't you?"

"That you don't have a deadly cancer?"

"No, well yes, but more importantly I can donate a lung to Lucy."

"So you're her perfect donor?"

"Yeah."

"That's what I thought," he said smiling, "You should talk to her; see how she feels about this."

"I'm not sure she wants to talk to me."

"Yes, she does. She's been asking to see you."

"Really?" I said excited.

"Yeah, she's really sorry about earlier. She told me what happened. I'll let you go and talk with her after I tell her. I'll tell her you found a donor, but I'll let you tell her that it's you."

"Ok," I told him.

We went toward her room. I let him go in and after a few minutes he came out and told me that I could go in and see her, but I needed to make sure she stayed calm. I walked in. I closed the door behind me and stood in the doorway. Our eyes met and I wasn't really sure what to do. I knew that the doctor said she wasn't mad, but I wasn't sure.

I didn't really care if she was mad or not. I was so happy to see her I ran to her and wrapped her in my arms. She began to weep lightly.

"Matt, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it, really I didn't."

"I know, I know."

"I don't hate you. The only thing I hate is the thought of losing you and it was just easier for me to pretend I hate you so it wasn't as hard to except that you might go away."

"Hey, hey, I'm not going anywhere and I don't have leukemia."

"Oh, that's so great. I can't believe it!"

"Well, believe it!"

"Oh yeah," she said remembering something, "Doctor Jones said you found a donor for me and I should ask you who it is, so who is it?"

"It's me."

"Wait, you?" She said, almost as if it were a bad thing.

"Yeah, is that ok."

"Matt, isn't it dangerous for you to do that, I mean living on one lung isn't very common, is it?"

"Well, no, but if your healthy you can."

"I don't want you to."

"Why?"

"I don't want to hurt you, that's why. I don't want you risking your life for me."

"Luce, do you remember when I first told you about the accident and I said I would do anything to take your pain away and that I wish it was me?"

"Yeah."

"So let me do that."

"Matt, I think you should leave."

"What, why?"

Because," she said beginning to cry, "I think all of this is too much to handle for you and if you leave and go home you can get over this, move on, and forget about giving me a lung."

"I'm not going to forget about it."

"MATT, NO," she yelled, "I don't want your lung, I want you and if you give me a lung there is no guarantee that you will be around."

"Listen Luce, neither of us is going anywhere. God will only take us when we're ready and we're not ready. In the mean time, we'll get through this together. I'm here ok." She smiled lightly.

"Ok, together."

A/N: This is more of that Evanescence song. I pretty much got the whole idea of writing about a donation from this part… (Like I said, I know it's suppose to be romantic, but I think it fits)

My love for you still grows
this I do for you before
I try to fight the truth my final time
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone…