Unbeknownst to Allison and Kougaiji, this has happened before. They were bound to find each other again. It was fate. Now Kougaiji doesn't believe in fate. He be lives you can control the future, that it isn't preset. Allison thinks everything is the way it is for a reason.
But that doesn't matter now…
Nothing does…
Kougaiji can't hear Jein calling him, or feel the rain drops fall on his smooth skin. All he is aware of is the smiling girl that's spinning in circles catching rain drops on her tongue.
When she finally stops, she clumsily stumbles in into Kougaiji's arms. He doesn't let her go and she doesn't mind. But she gets wet and cold and eventually he has to let her go. He has no idea what is going on inside his brain and why he wants her back in his arms.
Breathing out and
breathing in
is harder than it's ever been
for me
God I
think you're beautiful
you're stirring every chemical in me
and
I see you standing here
and I can't believe it
whispering a
symphony
and I think you mean it
But there you go
again
walking out on me
but I will be okay
I will be
okay
cuz I feel fine
Long ago I dreamt of you
the
memories are nothing new to me
and now you're coming back to
me
you're everything I wanted you to be
but I see you talking
here
and I can't believe it
I try to make it clear
that I
think you mean it
But there you go again
drifting out on
me
but I will be okay
I will be okay
Where were you
yesterday ?
Why did you run away ?
What did you do for me ?
you
believe it for so long
but now you're back again
and I
won't let you in
cuz I will be okay
I will be okay
I will be
okay
I will be okay
cuz I feel fine
yeah I feel fine
I've
never been better
yeah I feel fine
I've never been better
A/N: Nine Days and Saiyuki don't belong to me. is sad and eats pint of Ben and Jerry's brownie fudge ice cream