A/N: Princess of The Shadow Land I here by dedicate this entire story to you! Thanks for your reviews they really keep me going. Not my song. Anyway on with the story…
It was bound to happen… Amy returns but not alone. She has brought the Sanzo party with her. She had this terrible habit of coming in at bad times. Allison was so happy with Kougaiji and the others, yes she knew they were 'evil' but they were so good to her.
Yaone was like the older sister she always needed.
Jein was her protector.
Lirin was one of her best friends.
And Kougaiji…
Well she didn't know how to describe him. He was always there for her happy and ready to assist. But other times he could be a royal pain in the ass. Sometimes they'd have their little shouting matches. But only because Allison did not want to except that what she was feeling was love, Kougaiji knew what it was but she is a human and the joining of the two species is taboo.
Not like it mattered…
Allison and Kougaiji were just sitting alone in the willow tree talking when Amy came with the Sanzo party. Kougaiji was watching Allison swing her pale legs over the edge. He was just lying in the middle of the branch thinking about what happened last night she was in his arms.
Tap Tap…
"Kougaiji are you awake?" Allison asked softly before stepping into Kougaiji's enormous bedroom.
"yes." he responded. The truth was he hadn't been able to sleep all night, he was thinking of her.
Kougaiji herd some rustling noises and felt the bed shift. He turned over to see her lying there next to him. In the bright moonlight he could see her pale skin reflected an eerie blue, her hair looked a most menacing black, and her face was stained with tears. This soften the her look completely.
"Did some one hurt you?" he said defensively which was a shock even to him.
"no…" Allison whimpered.
Kougaiji was getting confused, why was she crying if nobody hurt her?
"I had a nightmare…"Allison continued
Kougaiji understood now. "What about?" he asked nonchalantly
"You"
He could tell in her voice that she wanted to cry again.
"Me?"
"Yes. We were out side and it was dark, you started running ahead and I couldn't catch you. When you finally stopped you fell to the ground. And no matter what I did you wouldn't wake up."
Allison was in hysterics by this point, and in all honesty he didn't know what to do. So he sat up and cradled Allison in his arms.
"Kougaiji?"
"Yes"
"Why are you so nice to me? Can't you find someone else to confuse for a hour?"
Her face was so unbelievably perfect, so filled with emotion. He could read everything in her eyes, every ounce of pain and anger and frustration and love and desire.
Because you're the only person who ever shows me emotion, he wanted to reply. Because, after all the indifference in my life, I'll do anything to see someone react to me. Because you're beautiful when you're feeling, because I can see everything in your eyes, because I feel so powerful to be able to make you feel so deeply when no one else can.
"Because you make it too easy, human."
Allison was framed by moonlight, and it shone brightly in the dark strands of hair sticking up all over the place. Her face was shadowed, but he could see her eyes well enough, glinting almost dangerously like tiny embers in the darkness, surrounded by a halo of pure, soft light surrounding her brilliant profile with life and beauty.
He was sure the look on his face must have been very startling. He loosened his hold on Allison a little and she cocked her head to the right, just a little, in the way that had become such a striking testament. With her head turned, he could make out the features of her face better. She just stared at me, deep in thought, before finally daring to speak.
"K-Kougaiji? What are you staring at?" Allison peeked behind her back quickly, making sure nothing was there, and of course, nothing was. Kougaiji was staring at her.
He reached up and placed his finger across her lips gently. "Shh. Your lip's bleeding,
Allison..." She looked startled, both at the realization that she was injured and that he'd called her by her first name. Before she could speak, however, I lowered his head and very carefully sucked her bloody lower lip into his mouth, and to his surprise, she didn't pull away and start yelling. She didn't move at all, which he took as a good sign, and so she freed one arm from his loosened grasp and gently cradled the back of his head. He was so pleasantly surprised by her passion that he willingly let her have control, and tangled their legs together. He remembers that she tasted like vanilla and a little bit of mint, which only served to heighten his desire for her. He ran his fingers over and over through her hair, peeking up sometimes when they broke for air and watching it reflect the moonlight brightly. He hated the fact that he let her have him, and he loved it. Being completely surrounded by her was everything he needed, everything he'd been missing in his life.
She filled him completely that night, in every possible way, and he'll never forgive Amy for taking that and Allison we'll never let him.
"Patience"
Damn you for trusting me
what's wrong with you?
I'll work for nothing less.
Damn you for accepting my immaturity
when I scream for silence
child, I'll work for nothing less.
I need patience, and someone strong enough to hold my breath for me until the smoke clears.
I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie.
Damn you for letting me sleep till noon
and get away with it.
I'll work for nothing less.
Damn you for keeping quiet when I like to
I won't work for anything less.
I need patience, and someone strong enough to hold my breath for me until the smoke clears.
I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie.
Ahhhhh, ahhhhh, aaaah...
I need patience, and someone strong enough to hold my breath for me until the smoke clears.
I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie.
I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie