Ordinary Day Chapter 10: She wants to belong again, a saiyuki fanfic

The Sanzo party had stopped traveling and made camp in the wood. Allison felt bad because she wasn't nearly as excited to see Amy, as Amy was to see her. She hated being their, not like they noticed she was there, and towering so close to the edge of the cliff. Nice to know if she ever needs attention all she needs to do is die. I mean Amy was and all ways will be best friends but something lingered something she needed wasn't there.

What?

She looked down at her dress that Lirin made her. It was magnificent. It was a halter, knee length, A line, silver and red laced. Lirin had made her a shawl with it, it was long and red and just missed her shoulders and it was held together with a beautiful Amulet given to her by Yaone.

Oh…

Now she knows. She wants her friends. She wants to belong again. To feel wanted, needed, and loved. She wants to learn how to use her scythe with Jein. She wants to stay up late with Lirin sharing secrets. She wants to sing silly songs with Yaone. She wants Kougaiji next to her to tell her its all right and that she'll be ok when she has a nightmare. But she won't have that here, not with them. She can't look at them for they burn her eyes; their grating voices make her sick. How could she adore them not less than four days ago and now feel like this

She can feel Kougaiji's arms around her; she can smell his sweet aroma of juniper and pine. She can feel his hot breath on her. She hears him tell her that he loves her. But Goku starts screaming that he's going to beat the shit out of Kougaiji if he doesn't let her go. She looks up and he's not there. But he was. She knows she loves him now…

She can't see the demon lord sitting in the tree. Nor can she see how much he loves her back.

You light me up and then I'll fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep coming' around, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you then that makes me better

I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep coming'

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again...

Pretty baby don't you leave me
Pretty baby why can't you see
Pretty baby don't you leave me
Pretty baby why can't you see
Oh pretty baby, pretty baby
My pretty baby, don't you leave me
oh, pretty baby, baby
my pretty baby

A/N: Sorry I took so long to write this. (Hits muse for not being useful) Not my song.

P.S. PyrotheDarkAngle is such a cool name.