(a/n chapter 4, i think some of you are reading this a bit wrong, look at it from a rude but slightly confused Mia Thermopolis)
In my room, Listening to Bootleg, a brilliant Phantom Planet album
Ok so this isn't what i want, sure i love Michael but i don't think he is the one. The one i'm supposed to have given my virginity too, loved for so long, i don't think he is the one anymore. He is too much of a puppy, and i don't want that, the problem is how to tell him, i this is how my plan is gonna go, if he makes a few changes then i will make a lot more.
How to tell him? I cant linger around this question i just have to do it.
Homeroom.
Ok so here goes my event full day of trying to get to Michael, and work out our plan, it is our plan, if he wants me to change then so does he, there is no way this is going to be an easy ride, i have sacrificed a lot to be where i am now, i'm gonna be sacrificing a lot more to go back to a tiny bit, if you understand what i am saying, basically, if i change so does he.
As much as i adore Michael, i don't think out relationship can last on false promises and sweet kisses.
I know i love Michael, but changes need to be made.
Note to self: Stop telling yourself, go and do it.
Note back to self: FINE!
Michael's Dorm room bathroom.
Well that worked don't you think?
I came round he started to make out with me, WHILST his friend was in the room, i stopped and looked at Michael with my eyes glancing over to his friend.
"Hey Dave were going for a walk" Michael told his friend before grabbing my hand and walking me out of the room.
"Where are we going?" i asked, what else was i going to do?
He answered the opposite to what answer i wanted to know, "We are going to the bridge, see that one over there" He pointed to this little bridge in the college grounds park that ran over a little stream, so perfect.
"Ok"
So we got there and i stood facing the water that flowed beautifully beneath my feet, as i watched it's brisk flow, i felt Michael wrapping his arms around me, i looked down to check it was him, but instead i was greated with a velvet box..