By Shizuko
All at once, I took a moment and I'm relising that you're not coming back and it finally hit me all at once. All at once, I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell, my eyes began to swell and shattering my dreams. Ever since I meat you, you're the only love I've known and I can't forget you, though I must face it all alone. All at once I drifting on a lonely sea, wishing you'd come back to me and that's all that matters now. All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea, holding on to memories and it hurts me more than you know, so much more than it shows. All at once my dreams were shatters.
Last chapter:
"How long... Do I have?"
"Not very long... I'm so sorry Inuyasha... this is all my fault... if I jumped into the well like you told me then you wouldn't be suffering like this. Will you ever forgive me?"
"There's nothing... to forgive... so please don't... blame yourself... cause... I don't."
"I just wish you weren't going to die... what am I to do when you're gone." 'Who am I going to love?' I though.
"Kagome... I feel... oh it hurts... please make... it stop," he said. His whole body tensed and jerked as he squeezed my hand tightly while his other hand grabbed the blanket that was wrapped around his body. He was transforming. In a matter of seconds his hair turned black, his dog-ears faded away, his eyes turned violet, and his claws shrank to human fingernails. And he was in pain. Pain, from the forced transformation that the poison was forcing upon his weak body. His body stopped jerking as he fell into unconsciousness once again.
"So it has finally begun... he has now lost all his demonic powers, he won't last threw the night." Sesshomaru informed me.
Chapter five:
I sighed. The one thing I feared the most is happening before my very eyes. How could this happen, why is this happening to MY Inuyasha. He's the first boy I've ever loved, who I even considered spending the rest of my life with. Just when I finally realize how much I love him he's being taken away from me and nothing can save his life like all those other times. Not his ability to heal fast, his demonic powers, or even a cure for the poison that's eating him away to nothing, nothing can save him. The worse part is I can't do anything about it, I have to sit hear and watch MY Inuyasha, my true love suffer a horrible death. I've done so much to heal the wounds in his heart and now I feel it's all for nothing. I haven't even gotten to tell him how I truly feel, how much I love him.
Inuyasha thinks that nobody could possibly love a hanyou or stay faithful to him, but he's wrong. I love him and I would never betray or mistrust his feelings like so many people have done in the past. I just hope one day he realizes I can't live without him, I need him. My mind began to wander in and out the last few hours while everyone slept.
"You should try to get some sleep?" said Sesshomaru from his perch in the corner. 'Ok everyone but Sesshomaru is asleep,' I thought correcting myself.
"It's no use, I've tried but I can't sleep. I need to be here for Inuyasha," I said as Inuyasha turned his head away from me and began to cough. "He's getting worse," I said turning his face back towards mine. A tiny blotch of blood coated his lips and a thick trail ran down his chin and stopped at the base of his neck. "Oh my god, he's coughing up blood." I took out a wet cloth ringing it out and began to wipe off the blood. I felt his forehead and sighed sadly. "His fever has risen tremendously," I whispered as Inuyasha began to cough uncontrollably. More blood began to ooze from his lips as his coughing increased. I wiped the blood away only to be rewarded with more guising blood.
"Ka... go... me," he whispered threw drips of blood that came up from his though coating his lips and chin.
"I'm right here Inuyasha," I replied and grabbed his hand as his eyes opened slowly.
"I-I... want to ... tell you... something... i-important ... before I d-die." he choked.
"Yes," I said leaning down towards him.
"I-I…l-love…y-you," he said as his eyes closed and his body went limp. I pinched myself. Did Inuyasha just tell me he loved me. Yes, my ears aren't deceiving me he does love me.
"Inuyasha... INUYASHA!!!! Come on this isn't funny," I said shaking him and got no response in return. I placed two fingers to his neck to check for a pulse and received none. Then I checked to see if he was breathing, his chest wasn't rising or falling. "He has no pulse and he isn't breathing." No he can't be dead, not so soon, I didn't even get the chance to tell him that I love him. "WAKE UP, COME ON INUYASHA WAKE UP," I said pounding on his chest, hoping that his body would regain life. "Please, please wake up, please," I said as the tears began to stream down my face carving endless rivers on my damp cheeks.
"Kagome he's gone," said Sesshomaru grabbing my hands.
"Do SOMETHING."
"Let him pass over," said Miroku kneeling beside us.
"No," I said braking free from Sesshomaru and picked up Inuyasha and held him in my arms, crying into his beautiful hair. No he can't leave me, what am I going to do now. He's the only reason I come to this era, to see him laugh and smile and hold me when I'm sad or cold. Now I'll never get to see or touch him again or hold him when he's hurt or depressed.
"We shall burry him when the storm fads and the soil dries," said Keade before I passed out from exhaustion Inuyasha still in my arms.
Authors Note: Please don't kill me… I swear it was all for a good purpose… anyways please review and I will write the next chapter… and please be nice