Disclaimer: Me at group therapy (again) "Hi I'm still Kt" Group: Hi Kt "I still don't own Phantom of the opera or any of it's characters" Group: Still awwwwww.

A/N: I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH I have been inspired by my reviews. So bring on Chapter 6.

Still talking about Christine:

I couldn't believe it! How could he be dead? My angel... Dead. I felt as if my heart

would stop at any moment. I started to sing under my breath.

I am your Angel of Music . . .

Come to me Angel of Music . . .

I wanted my angel, I couldn't go on without him.

His voice filled my spirit with a strange, sweet sound.

In that night there was music in my mind

And through music my soul began to soar!

And I heard as I'd never heard before...

I remember that night, I never can forget it. It will haunt me till the day I die. I loved

Erik, and I still do. I still couldn't think that he was dead.

He can't be dead! He just can't!

I would never move on, I would always be haunted by my angel of music. I could

here his voice in my head:

Floating, falling Sweet intoxication!

Touch me, trust me Savor each sensation!

Let the dream begin,

Let your darker side give in...

I knew that without him life would be empty and unbearably lonely. I thought of

when he first brought me down to his lair.

I remember there was mist...

Swirling mist upon a vast glassy lake

There were candles all around, and on the lake there was a boat

And in the boat there was a man

Who was that shape in the shadows?

Whose is the face in the mask?

I knew if he was really truly dead it was my fault.

I left him. He loved me, and I left him.

He died of a broken heart.

You killed him. Christine how could you?

You love him and then you kill him!

I tried to stop my own thoughts, but they wouldn't cease to torment me. I never

thought angels could die, but they apparently can. At that point I cried the tears I

had been hiding, I wished I could just change the past. I could be with him, with my

angel. I hated myself, and I would continue to do so, until I found the truth. With

that I continued to head towards the opera house.

A/N: I still can't get over all the reviews. Keep them coming and I will give you more chapters. Can Erik really be dead? Tune in sometime between tomorrow, and Monday to find out. Yeah I know I used a lot of lyrics but they made sense. next chapter: Christine Arrives to the opera house. and Raoul reads the note.