Kagome's Nightmare

Author's note: I'm so sorry everyone it's taken me this long to post more, I've been very ill. I have an ulcer and an acid type disease, to where I have to take pills for the rest of my life or the acid in my stomach will eat away my organs and insides and well kill me... I will try to post as soon and as much as possible.. sorry for the wait... I hope you contuinue to enjoy my story... thanks a bunch! Anyways on with the chapter... enjoy

All at once, I took a moment and I'm relising that you're not coming back and it finally hit me all at once. All at once, I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell, my eyes began to swell and shattering my dreams. Ever since I meat you, you're the only love I've known and I can't forget you, though I must face it all alone. All at once I drifting on a lonely sea, wishing you'd come back to me and that's all that matters now. All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea, holding on to memories and it hurts me more than you know, so much more than it shows. All at once my dreams were shatters.

Last Chapter:

"I've never felt better," I lied as Sesshomaru stared down at me. "Ok… This is the worst day of my life. I feel so empty, so broken… I lost my other half, a part of me that will never be restored… I miss him so much; I never even got to tell Inuyasha that I loved him before he died."

"Oh trust me child, he knows. The dead can hear our thought, remember?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

"Right now I bet Inuyasha is with our father and his mother. Spending the time with them that he has never gotten to receive."

"Sesshomaru, what was it like when you and Inuyasha were growing up… you know before you became enemies."

Chapter Eight:

"Our relationship was stronger than any other blood related friendship in our lands. When Inuyasha was born I was so happy, so proud, I was a big brother. I took him everywhere with me and even begged father to have Inuyasha and I share a room. We would go on hicks together, go fishing, hunt, train, and even sleep together. (No and this is not yaoi, their brothers come on) I taught him how to hunt, to fight, and to live. I was so proud of my little brother; he was a half-demon yet he was stronger than most full-blooded demons twice his age. Inuyasha just loved to fall asleep in my hair. He would cuddle up next to my head using my hair as a blanket and a pillow. Sometimes he ended up getting himself into a little jam by getting tangled up in my hair. I didn't mind, at least I knew he was safe..."

"What did you think of his mother?"

"I loved her to death, she gave me a baby brother… Inuyasha doesn't know about this, but he has three older half-sisters, named Miki, Kiana and Seako from my father's first mate, her name was Kumiko. Miki, Kiana and Seako are triplets, and Kumiko died when they were five. My father soon moved on and met my mother, his second mate. When I was ten, my mother left me high and dry without even looking back."

"One day when Inuyasha was three he ran off to a near by village hoping to make friends. The bastards who call themselves humble neiboors nearly beat him to death. They beat him with sticks and threw stones at his little body. A mear child… but did they care, no. The only thing they cared about was the fact that he was a half-breed… By the time I found him, he was beaten into unconsciousness. When the villagers saw me they fled like bats out of hell before I could rip them to shreds. I took him to the river that was near by and cleaned and dressed his wounds. When he finally awoke he bursted into tears, crying into my chest as he told me the horrible things they called him."

"What savages."

"Yes, they were. That's pretty much how life was for Inuyasha, the only people he trusted was father, his mother and I. Before father died he game me his title as the Lord of the Western Lands and named a forest after Inuyasha. I was furious, jealous. It seemed like father's favorite was Inuyasha. After he died my heart turned to stone, I didn't care about anything or anybody so I banished Inuyasha and his mother from the Western Lands."

"How old was Inuyasha when you banished him?"

"He was about three and a half."

That's so sad... No wonder he felt like he never belonged anywhere. Even Kikyo never fully accepted him. She tried to change who he was by making him human.

"When Rin started taging along with Jaken and I, she slowly started to change my heart."

"How did you two meat?"

"After the battle with Inuyasha where he discovered the Wind Scar. I reatreated to the forest and collasped by a tree brused and bleeding. She tended to my wounds and feed me fish, which she stole form the village. She wasn't afraid of me, and no matter how many times I told her to leave she still returned... Until one day that is. I found her in the middle of the road, dead. She was attacked by wolves. So I used the Tensaiga to revive her and she's been traveling with me ever since."

"Speaking of Rin and Jaken, where are they?"

"I sent them to the Western Lands to retreve Miki, Kiana and Seako. They should be arriving soon... I noticed your little friend Shippo was missing from the party, where is he?"

"It's the aniverery of his parents death so he's returned to his village for a couple of days... It's a good thing he's gone, Inuyasha was like a father figure to him."

"The poor fox, I know what it's like to lose your parents."

"What are your sisters like, are they nice, rude or completely and uterly evil down to the core?"

"They act and look identical to Inuyasha concidering they've also had a rough childhood. They seem to feel they don't belong anywhere and they don't trust many as a result. But I'm sure when they meat you you'll change their heart's like you did with Inuyasha and they will once again regain their trust in people."

"I hope so... Sesshomaru would you like to go on a walk with me?"

"Sure, let me grab my swords," he said walking into the hut.

Author's note: Ok everyone that's all for now... Please review... I will try to have chapter nine up as soon as I can... depending on my health and my schedual... Thanks Shizuko