A/N: Thanks to those who have reviewed and supported my story. I noticed that I messed up something in the last chapter (2) was the rurouni thing and (1) was this song they once used for a McDonald's commercial. The pairings in this story have now been established as 1x2 and 3x4. There might be more to come so look out for them. Warnings......hm.... where there is some lemon/ lime, whatever you wanna call it. The real warning is that I suck at them so beware. Standard disclaimers apply. Um the ages in this story are something that need to be laid down so here:
Duo: 16
Quatre: 17
Trowa: 19
Heero/ Metrian: Heero is posing as an 18 year old highschool student, a senior. Though he is much older, being Metrian and all. But to make a long story short if Heero were a regular human he'd be only 18.
Anthony: posing as a 21 year old, same situation as Heero basically in terms of age.
Zechs: Age is unknown (it's seriously unknown, it won't be revealed later nor will he let it accidentally slip) NO one knows Zechs age except for Zechs himself.
On with the story.
Chapter Six
I was walking through a really long corridor. It was beautiful. Something right out of the lost city of Atlantis or something. I kept walking until I reached a wide open space under the night sky. Candles burned sending sweet scents to tease my senses. I walked out and then I saw her....
She seemed to be sitting on the ground and she looked off into the sky sadly.
"Who are you?" She turned around startled. Eventually her surprise turned into curiosity so she got up and walked towards me. She wore a curious expression on her features. I looked deep into the olive green depths and saw confusion. She touched my face cautiously as if testing to see if I'm real. Her features then lit up.
"It's you!" I didn't understand.
"Who are you.....?" She gave a small curtsy and began to speak.
"I have waited for you, you know." She sat back down on the floor and continued staring off into the vast plane of midnight blue. I stared at her.
"I don't understand." She looked at me with a serious look on her face.
"I want you to release me." I gave her a puzzled look.
"What do you mean release you?" She stood up and put her hands on her hips.
"I'm locked up here and want you to free me." she said as a matter of factly.
"Well duh, but how?" She smiled and took my hands from my side and into hers.
"Just free me." We stood like that for a minute. Her green eyes boring into my violet ones. She seemed to be searching my face for something. I continued to stare as she analyzed and scanned right through me. She finally sighed and turned away.
"Forget it for now. I'll be here when you figure things out." She sat back down on the floor, back facing me. The wind blew thick tendrils of her hair to the side. Letting it float and shimmer in the iridescent moonlight. She had black hair. Black as the raven's feathers. Black as the panther's fur. She reminded me of a cat, the way her eyes focused and glowed in the moonlight. She had delicate yet strong features. The way she continued staring at the sky you'd think it was calling her........
(X)(x)(X)
It's been a hell of a month. I've always hated November because it will only be a matter of time before thanksgiving rolls around the corner and then our apartment will be swamped with a whole host of relatives I could probably live without. But every Thanksgiving I thank God for everything, especially one particular thing I've thanked him for since 6th grade. Which is.... Thank GOD I'm not Quatre! With all those sisters and their kids and their husbands and their kids boyfriends and girlfriends (not excluding the family pets that just CANT be left alone at home) and the aunts and uncles and OI! Poor Quatre, man! I'm surprised he doesn't just snap and try to kill himself with the fine holiday silverware (but not before he throws the holiday turkey out on the front lawn and torches it). ANYWAYZ.......... Things are going pretty well. No gigs at the club lately......hm.......
Heero somehow got a new car. He won't tell me where on earth he got the money from. Whenever I ask where the hell it came from he simply says "Baka, be glad it's here. The minute it's gone you'll be bitching about it for the rest of your life." Amazing how he can give the same long response every time I ask such a simple question. The car itself is pretty simple. A nice black Honda Accord, he says it get's him where he needs to go. I wish he'd turn it in and get something cool like Quatre's Mustang (that seems to have disappeared for some reason or the other), but the fact is that we've already christened it...heehehhe........... I won't go into the details of that.
My teachers have been absolutely DREADFUL to me these past few weeks! I walked into Mrs. Alsendor's class one morning, on time mind you, and she gave me the pink slip.
"Mrs. Alsendor I came in at the same time as everyone else. I'm on time!" She proceeded in the same irritating ritual of looking at me over the rims of her glasses and smiled devilishly.
"Mr. Maxwell, you simply can't think that coming in on time today will atone for all the times you've come in late since 7th grade." My jaw must have hit the floor. Was she crazy! Must have lost her everlasting mind!
"You weren't even my teacher in 7th grade!" Her face took on a stern look.
"No back talk, or should I add on some days Mr. Maxwell?"
So I've given up on trying to come in early. It's a waste of my time! Stupid mother fudgers!
"So when's the next time you perform Duo?"I stopped sipping my vanilla brewed Starbucks coffee and looked at Q.
"How the hell am I supposed to know." I continued gulping down the contents of what was probably the largest cup of coffee in the place. Q just looked at me.
"Your insufferable Duo." I stopped inhaling my coffee and took a nice deep breath. Gawd that's GOOD.
"You bet your bottom dollar dude." I could feel the effects of the caffeine starting to kick in as I said that last sentence a little too enthusiastically. Must have more..........
"You know caffeine isn't good for you Duo." I could practically feel Quatre start to cringe across from me.
"Mm Hm......."
"You could get a heart attack and die from that stuff. And coffee in general. Don't even let me get started on coffee........."
"Nn......." This coffee is so damn good. Maybe I should put some more milk and sugar in it.........yea sugar is always good........
"Are you even listening to me?"
"Mm Hm....." I moaned in satisfaction as the warm substance made it's way down my throat. Who the hell ever said the best things in life are free? Last time I checked this coffee was about 10 bucks. Well considering I'm a greedy little mother fucker........
"I've never known a person to get off on drinking coffee....." My response was a long throaty moan. This kinda reminds me of..........oh shit........
"Nnnnnnnn uh hmmm...."
"Duo stop it....that isn't funny! You starting to make me think your some kind of freaky bastard......" I quit the molestation of my coffee to grin evilly at Q.
"Oh but I am a freaky bastard! Or have you forgotten?" I saw Q visibly shudder as I finished off the last of my coffee in the most erotic way possible. Quatre looked as if he was trying to figure out what kind of monster am I. I looked around to see other's staring at me in a similar fashion. Was I that terrible? I snickered as I had managed to squick out every single last person in the incredible coffee house known as Starbucks.
"Q, be a doll and throw this out for me would ya?" I stood up and sauntered casually out the coffee house, feeling every single last person's eyes on me. I gave a sigh of contentment. I love being the center of attention....... well sometimes........
I walked out of the Starbucks trying to figure out what do next. I pondered for a while.
"Q what should we do, I am so BORED man!" WE kept walking, we seem to do that a lot. Just walk, walk, and WALK until we figure out what to do with our lives.
(X)(x)(X)
Quatre's POV
I listened to Duo talk for a while. I was listening to him, really I WAS. It was just that a guy in the coffee shop had been staring at us for sometime, even as we left. I could SWEAR he was following us, no matter how discrete he THOUGHT he was being. He seemed vaguely familiar........
He has shaggy blonde hair and is wearing a light pair of sunglasses, while smoking a cigarette casually.
"Duo." I rolled my eyes as Duo continued on in his rambling.
"Yea but you can never really tell, ya know? Take Christina Aguilera for exam-"
"DuO." I better be prepared to take drastic measures. IT doesn't seem like he'll hear me any time soon unless........
"-she can either be Spanish or white, not that it makes a difference she still is pret-ACK!!! What was that for!?" I shook my head and ignored his question.
"Duo, I think that guy is following us." He was instantly alert. Letting go of his braid and forgetting his abused scalp.
"Are you Sure?" I nodded.
We cautiously turned our heads to take a look at the shaggy haired stranger. Suddenly he turned his gaze on us...actually it seemed more like he was staring at ME.
"What the-" I felt as though I should know him.......... something kept tugging at me, like an alarm or something. /Who are you?/
"Hey!" Duo waved at the man cheerily and pulled me across the street. I was VERY confused.
"Duo do you know this guy or something?" He nodded.
"Of course, he's the dud from the club!" HE continued tugging me across the street, eager to talk to this guy, whoever he was.
"Your not stalking me are you?" Duo said, grinning cheekily. The guy raised his sun glasses so they could sit upon his shaggy head and grinned.
"Of course not!" He then turned his gaze on me, which seemed to darken considerably. I suddenly felt that this guy wasn't to be trusted in any way shape or form. Duo's laugh lightened the atmosphere some.
"OH! That's Quatre, I call him Q though!" HE grinned and slapped a hand on my back.
"Quatre, that's Anthony!" I narrowed my eyes at this "Anthony". I personally didn't even trust him enough for him to know my name. He extended his hand. I smirked. He seemed to be straining as much as I was to be civil. I raised my hand and waved him off.
"There's no need for the formalities or whatever." He smirked back.
"Makes sense.:" He then turned to Duo. I didn't like the way he stared at Duo either. Don't get me wrong, I mean a LOT of guys (and girls) stare at Duo. He's an amazing person whether he knows it or not. But the way THIS guy looked at him.......... (shakes head)....... I'm sensing nothing but intentions of pure evil.... mixed with the usual lust shit.
"So Duo you know you have another performance coming up soon, right?" Duo chewed on the end of his braid in thought.
"No, I didn't."That Anthony guy nodded and gave a smile, that MIGHT be described as charming IF it wasn't for the fact that this is my POV. So deal with it. It was a sickening smile. One I thought of with nothing but pure disgust. It could frighten small children and make herds stampede and thunder crash........ Ok.....I'll stop now..............
"Well, yea. Next Thursday good sexy?" I noticed Duo blush and fidget uncomfortably.
"Sure....." He kissed Duo on the cheek before whispering something in his ear.
"Later." He gave me a nice dirty look and then he was off down the street. I quirked an eyebrow at Duo after making sure to glare at "Anthony's" back some.
"WoAh Q, you're practically foaming at the mouth, with all the growling shit and everything. Take it easy!" Duo smiled at me. I relaxed some for his sake.
"I don't like him. He's giving me a bad aura." Duo frowned.
"Well I'm not gonna argue with you, I've never been one of those with a sense of empathy." He shrugged.
"I'm not gonna say you should stay away from HIM, because that would mean staying away from the club. Just watch out when you're around him." He nodded and held his hands up.
"I KNOW, I'm not stupid. The guy gave me a weird feel the moment I met him." We stood there in silence for a while before Duo piped up some.
"Let's go harass Heero!" Soooooooooo........... we began our journey towards Heero's. Well actually it wasn't a JOURNEY per say being that it was only a skip, hop, and a jump away.
(X)(x)(X)
I was sorely stressed with this whole Phoenix thing. I didn't even know where to start exactly. I mean, sure I had presented a decent strategy to Zechs, but what was the point decimating the city and extracting all the mortals? Even THEN we still wouldn't be able to find the Phoenix unless we got some kind of lead, a clue, anything..........
/Duo.../ I smirked . he was on my mind alot these days. ( I had the sheets and laundry bill to prove it)I wasn't afraid to admit that I was attracted to him anymore. Actually I never was. He was an absolute vision with his amethyst eyes and long chestnut hair. God.......... I'll never be able to rid myself of those images of him arching his back and crying out beneath me..........
I moan softly as I slide my hands into my boxers. Shit... no one makes me lose it like this. I have NEVER had to jerk off so many times in my LIFE.
Duo's warm tongue sliding against my own..... his form pressed against mines........him naked and arching beneath me...............
"Christ...." I suddenly hear a knock on the door and work to compose myself. Who the FUCK is knocking on my damn door.
"Damn civilians always intruding and knocking on someone's door like they own the fucken place....." I continued to grumble on my way to the door. I opened the door without unlatching the chain.
"Who the FUCK is it?" I heard a gasp and some snickering behind the door.
"Well hello to you too Mr. Sunshine!" Well speak of the devil..........
I unlatch the chain and lean against the door frame. I'm clad in nothing but my boxers and I'm pleased to see that Duo notices.
"Hey." He grins and pushes past me.
"We didn't interrupt something did we?" Quatre quirks an eyebrow at me and I just shrug it off.
"What would you be interrupting? Shit rarely happens here." I sat down on the couch and was joined by Duo who flopped down on the other side. Quatre wandered into my kitchen and seemed to be looking for something or the other.
"C'mere Duo." He looked at me suspiciously. I motioned for him to come again.
"Why?" I rolled my eyes and smirked.
"Just come here." He scooted over next to me and seemed to be trying to calculate my next move. I moved towards him a bit when I saw that he didn't plan on coming to close to me anytime soon. To tell you the truth I really just wanted to screw him the minute I saw him in the hallway. In fact I was quite disappointed to see Quatre there with him. Hey I know it sounds like a shitty thing to say but remember I'm an asshole so I don't give a flying fuck.
I leaned over to Duo and brought my hand to caress the side of his cheek. He remained surprisingly quiet, like a mouse hoping the cat will spare him in a way. I continued running my hand down the side of his face and neck. I could feel him gulp and I leaned in just enough to get a nice satisfying lick up the side of Duo's neck.
"Heero, I really don't think now is the time for this. Ya know you have guest and it's just plain rude to go around screwing your boyfriend when you have company because I know if I was-" He was rambling nervously, which I found kind of odd. Duo Maxwell usually doesn't do nervous when it comes to stuff like this.
"Duo....." I brought my hand around to the back of his head and pulled him closer to me. Our noses were practically brushing and I could see clear into the amethyst pools that just so happened to be his eyes. I crushed my lips against his forcefully. I loved the feel of Duo's kisses. They were damned addicting. Like Grape Jell-O. YES. I actually found something I enjoy in the new found wasteland and it just so happens to be grape jell-O.
I noticed I had been clutching Duo's braid possessively. I removed my hands and began putting them under Duo's shirt. Another thing that was attractive about Duo was that while he wasn't particularly muscular he wasn't scrawny either. He had a nice lithe form and a flat belly. NO gut what so ever which surprises me to say the least. I smirked somewhat as I heard Duo whimper against me. He seemed somewhat tense so I stopped to catch a breath.
"Why the hell are you so tense?" He looked directly in my eyes and gave me an incredulous expression.
"I'm not tense."
"Yes you are." I narrowed my eyes at him. I wasn't one of the people who liked to play the concerned boyfriend trying to figure out my current boyfriend or girlfriend's problems. He looked at me and smiled.
" Forget it. It's nothing." He hooked his arm around my neck and kissed me tentatively like he wasn't sure what he was doing. I'll ignore that. I'm horny as all hell and Quatre is the last thing on my mind.
(X)(x)(X)
Ever since my earlier encounter with Anthony, I've started to get that dirty feeling again, ya know? I've never really felt like that before and it's kind of unnerving. So you can only imagine how hesitant I was to have a make out session with Heero on the couch. What's to get worked up about? It was JUST a kiss on the cheek! It's not like I haven't gone further than that.......ok that really made me feel worse than ever. I suck at pep talks and reassurances. Well on the side of that he whispered something really dirty in my ear that I'd rather not mention at this time........
I had last seen Quatre in the kitchen but he's not there now. Something tells me we missed him as he headed out the door. He probably went to go find Trowa or something, who knows. I care about my friend and all, in fact I feel kind of bad for leaving him AGAIN, but Heero wants this right now so who am I to deny him? Ok I know how that sounded. I'm NOT Heero's slave, we've only been going out for what? A week? Ok I know I'm exaggerating.
The truth is that something about Heero makes me nervous, I have no idea what game he's trying to play but I'll go along with it for now.
It's amazing the things that go through your mind when someone is currently trying to suffocate you with their tongue.
Heero moves from on top of me and stands up. I can tell that my cheeks are as red as god knows what and I'm breathing in ragged breaths. Heero's the same, minus the flushed cheeks thing. He turns around and walks to what I'm assuming is gonna be his bedroom.
I sit down on the bed and kinda just stare into my lap. The last thing I really want is sex right now. It really and truly is the LAST thing. Heero sits beside me and I can feel him glaring at me.
"What have I done to be glared at? HM?" He simply sucks his teeth and lays on his back.
"Your acting odd. I'm not making you do anything DUO. Just say that your scared so I can move on with life. Shit. You make everything so damn complicated." Why the fuck was he getting annoyed with me. What the fuck did I do? I went along with his stupid little foreplay with no complaints. Today is an off day for me.
"Today is an off day for me Yuy, so excuse me if I'm not begging to be fucked at this current time." I spat. I stood up and glared at him as he sat up. He leered at me.
"What are you afraid of Duo?"
"I'm not afraid of anything, SHIT! What's wrong with you?" I yelled it more at myself than at him. He couldn't tell that though. I turned around a glared at the wall. I don't know how on earth glaring at the wall was supposed to help me, but that's what I did. Maybe if I glared long and hard enough I would turn around and Heero would be gone and this whole situation would've never existed. Maybe the wall would give me answers. I heard Yuy get up and nearly flinched when he placed his hands on my shoulders. I could feel his breath tickle my ear slightly.
"Since everything must be your way, then we'll try it your way. Turn around WHENEVER you can handle me." My eyes widened as I listened to the statement he whispered in my ear. OH HELL no. Handle him? He didn't think I could handle him?
I turned around prepared to tell the bastard off and was shocked to see a very NAKED Heero Yuy sitting on the bed smirking at me. I chuckled nervously.
"Hey Heero where your clothes at?"
"We're going to do things your way today. Since your not scared I want you to dictate what happens during the activity of us having sex without me initiating anything. I'm yours." He gave a grin to accompany the tone of voice he used.
I have never been told to do something like this. Usually I just sit back and let the person have their fun when it comes to stuff like this. Even with girls. Don't get me wrong, I'm an active participant but I don't START anything. I follow.
Heero was absolutely intimidating to me. He was BUILT. He had a nice bronzed and tone body accompanied with a very impressive package.
Heero rolled his eyes, put his hands up ,and flopped them on the bed to his sides.
"I'm waiting Duo." I was determined to do this. I shed my clothes and then lunged at Yuy. Since we'd be doing this my way. I was assuming that I'm in complete and total control. I chuckled as Heero "oomfphed' as he hit the bed. I studied him carefully and I knew he could tell I was feeling unsure of my self ,he didn't do anything though, just smirked at me. Obviously when he said he wasn't going to initiate anything he meant it.
I was at loss at what to do as I sat atop of Heero, straddling his thighs. My groin was resting right upon his bare torso and I gulped and began blushing furiously. YES! I know it sounds like a very girly thing to do but I did it. Heero merely put his hands behind his head and yawned. I
fixed my jaw and leaned down to kiss him fiercely. I felt him bring his hands to support m frame as I did this. I suddenly thought of something I never really considered doing, but I'd try it now. I pulled away from Heero and brought myself down to Heero's things and was faced with the frightening length that was Heero's. He sat up to see what I was doing and I looked at him for help, but once again he refused to give me any feedback.
I thought for a minute before bringing my hands to wrap around Heero's growing erection. I brought the tip to my mouth and licked. I was pleased to here Heero hiss so I decided to take it into my mouth. Why not?
(X)(x)(X)
I felt the warmth of Duo's mouth engulf me and placed my hands at my side prepared to use the sheets to anchor myself if need be. I smiled a bit to myself knowing that he was probably enjoying this. I watched his head move and bob up and down for a while. When he discovered that he couldn't take all of me in he used his hands for the rest. I moved my hands to fist into his hair and threw my head back.
"Shit." This was how I had pictured it earlier, the real thing is so much better. I tried to stifle a moan but it just came out louder than it would have if I just left well enough alone. I shuddered slightly at the tightening in my abdomen.
Why had I given Duo control of the situation? Why? He was going to use his current status to torture me.
I cried out silently as I felt release. I bowed my head as I tried to catch my breath. Duo still knelt between my legs his head resting on my knee. I didn't take Duo for the swallow type. I'd always thought he'd be one to choose spit. But I suppose it would be quite inconvenient for me if he was to spit on my bedroom floor. I was actually kind of sorry when I pushed myself further back on the bed, therefore disturbing Duo's little "nap" if you want to call it that. I pulled him back to sit on top of me. I stared at him for a while and then knew what I was missing.
I reached behind Duo and unfastened his hair tie. Regardless of who was in control or not, he wasn't going to deny me the pleasure of seeing his hair down. His face was flushed and he seemed somewhat embarrassed of me staring at him.
"You're Beautiful, know that Duo?" I threaded my hands through his hair and was pleased to see his cheeks flush even darker. I was already incredibly hard so this pause was sort of inconvenient. I was relieved when Duo took my length in his hand and guided it towards his entrance. I watched, completely fascinated as he began taking me in, however slow it was. He let out a hiss which was soon followed by a distressed mewl. He bowed his head forward. His bangs fell over his face somewhat, but not enough to obscure the need evident through the flush of his cheeks and the slitting of his eyes.
I felt his muscles contract around me trying to the adjust to the feel of me inside him. No matter how many times he did this, I knew it was always gonna hurt in the beginning. He took my hands and placed them on his hips as he began gyrating them slowly.
I grunted softly as Duo rode me fiercely. I think he was confused at first as to what the rhythm should be but he figured it out. Duo's inventive like that.
I think I eventually got sick of doing things Duo's way and he allowed me to take over. I don't think he cared much though. I soon found myself slamming into him; his legs thrown over my shoulders an his back arched as he continued to cry out and moan wantonly. Our bodies had a thin sheen of sweat on them despite the actual apartment being somewhat cold. Thick pieces of hair stuck to his forhead and chest as he threw his head back.
I'll always keep this picture of him in my mind. I've never seen someone look more beautiful than Duo during sex. He looks alive and wild, another set of qualities I've always found attractive being that I lack them myself. well in my mind anyway........
I could barely make out Duo's cries and exclamations as my conscious soon gave in to the mind numbing pleasure that came along with the blissful euphoria of being joined with Duo.
"God........HEERO!" (A/N: Cue echo. Hehehhehe........)
(X)(x)(X)
I woke up, laying against Heero. His even breaths causing me to rise and fall with his chest. I must be pretty light.
I tried to get up but quickly found myself clinging to Heero for dear life. I was aching. I moaned as I felt Heero twitch inside me and decided that I should try to pull myself off of him.
It hurt, but not too much being that my insides were now slicked with his essence.
I finally succeeded in doing this without waking Heero only to find that I was sticky. I smirked. The sticky feeling reminded me of when my cousin once got mad at me while making sundaes and decided to shoot chocolate syrup at me. Oooooh........ chocolate syrup..... I'll have to see what Heero thinks of that.
I sloppily re braided my hair and curled up next to Heero. I faced him and took the time to stare at him as he slept. His face still held the scowl it did when he was awake. I sighed. Doesn't he dream? If so it can't be all that good if he still scowls when he sleeps. Part of me laughed at that. Typical Heero, right? The other part wanted to make sure he had good dreams to replace the temporary void he was cast into when he slept. I wanted to be part of those good dreams, more than that, the CAUSE of those good dreams.
I shimmied closer to Heero in search of warmth. I smiled as he unconsciously wrapped his arms around me.
As I fell asleep I could here a song playing softly. Either in a neighboring apartment or outside somewhere.
)Baby we can Baby we can (Baby we can)
Alright Yeah Baby (Yeah Baby, heh)
Meet me at the southside girl (Oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh)
Cause all I want to do is ride to the south wit you
(Ooooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-hooh-hoh-ooooh-oooooh)........(
(X)(x)(X)
)What can I do for you?(
As the song broke itself down I winked seductively at the audience on the last beat before the lyrics.
)"What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?" (
I smiled, and I mean real genuine smile. I honestly loved this song.
)"Ano hi kokoro no kanata ni
Egaiteta basho ni iru
Tohou ni kuretetari suru
Keredo mou modorenai" (
Getting the Japanese lyrics for this song right had been a real bitch, but it was worth it. True, I could have just done the English lyrics but the song was absolutely beautiful in japanese. Even if you didn't understand the words the song still had the most amazing accoustics and instrumentals to back it up. And if you sung it properly then forget the damn language of the lyrics!
)"Yume ni mita katachi to wa
Nani mo ka mo ga chigau
Genjitsu ni wa...memai sae suru
Real na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Maketakunai
Mou tada hashiru shika nai kono mune ni
Kikoete kuru
Kimi wa hitori ja nai" (
I felt really loose and free as I moved with the song. I could see Heero sitting somewhere in the back at the bar and I smiled into the words as I spotted him. He watched me intently and wore a smirk. I had taken to dragging Heero to the club with me on my performance nights. At first he was adamant to the idea but not so much now.
)"What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?"(
At first I found it odd, singing a song from a video game but then I decided to hell with it. I remembered Zechs saying that I could sing whatever the hell I want so I did just that. Yuna had been hot singing in the commercial so in a way I guess I was imagining myself in her place as I sang.
)"Kesshite furimuki wa shinai
Anata ni wa tayoranai
Nani ka ga areba kanarazu
Sugu ni kite kureru kara
Ima boku ni dekiru koto
Sore wa shinjiru koto...
Shinjitsu nara kono mune ni aru
Real na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Sasaeru no wa
Sou----anata ga oshiete kureta subete
Ima no watashi
Dakara, hitori ja nai" (
I imagined myself on the DDR machine as I sang. True, I sucked at that damn game but it didn't hurt to make my own variation of the moves and such.
)"What can I do for you?
I can hear you"(
I got more into the dancing part as the instrumentals took over. My braid swung wildly with my movements. In fact it nearly smacked me in the face, but I don't think anyone noticed. I heard a couple of hoots and cheers and such. I think people were really loving this performance. Loving ME.
)"Real na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Kanjite mo
Anata ga me o toojita nara soko ni iru
Kizuna ga aru
Dakara hitori ja nai"(
I saw Anthony along the side somewhere. He waved casually as he moved a bit to the song. I got back into the song and by now I think I was beaming.
)"Real na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Sasaeru no wa
Sou----anata ga oshiete kureta subete
Ima no watashi
Dakara, hitori ja nai"(
My movement to the last part of the song was broken down carefully.
)"What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
I can hear you"(
I shifted to the side and put my hands on my hips as I smiled at the resounding applause my audience gave. Yes you heard right, MY audience. I waved goodbye and made my exit. As I tried to make my way to where Heero sat I bumped into Alex.
"Duo, long time no see." I shifted uncomfortably under his gaze.
"Hey." I tried to smile in spite of myself. Anthony always seemed to be smiling, even now though I was pretty sure he was pissed.
"Duo have you been avoiding me?" He actually looked hurt. I was gonna trust my instincts and go with the pissed theory.
"Why would I be doing that?" He brought his hand to rest on my shoulder as he came closer and towered over me.
"I haven't been able to get you out of my mind. Remember when I saw you and your friend and I told you-" He broke off and started whispering things in my ear, trying to bring me close against him. I pushed away a bit, but his hand tensed on my shoulder.
"Look Anthony I think we should be friends or something because-" I couldn't have been more relieved to see Heero. He glared Anthony down like he stole something. Heero came up behind me and put his hands on my shoulders. His voice seemed so much more threatening when it wsa right next to my ear. I shuddered at the sheer authority in it.
"He has someone, "Anthony"." The way Heero spat the guys name out you'd think he was some sort of criminal or the lowest scum of the earth. Well for all I know he could be, but I'm not gonna broach that subject again. EEEoooooooo..........scum.......
"Heero" I didn't know you were so involved." He glared at Heero a bit before giving a good natured laugh in my direction.
"I hope there's no hard feelings or anything Anthony?" He waved it off.
"It's ok Duo. Oh and tell your blonde friend I said hi." He waved lazily as he put his hands in his pockets and walked off into the darkness of the club. Of course not before giving me a look that indeed spoke volumes. I got the message loud and clear: "I'll be waiting Duo."
I was a bit unnerved by the whole situation, with these 21 year old guys comin on to me and what not. I turned around to look at Heero.
He was still glaring off in the direction Anthony had vanished.
(X)(x)(X)
I absolutely loathed Alex. NO not loathed, it makes me sound as if I'm a teenage girl bitching about some guy who won't return her affections. The appropriate statement would be that I have a burning desire to smash his face down through his ass then torch his remains on a spit and feed them to the pigeons. He's a lecherous, incompetent asshole and he touched Duo. MY Duo.
"Heero you okay man?" I glared down at him.
"Where the fuck does that bastard get off touching you like that?" He seemed confused for a minute before it quickly escalated to obvious aggravation.
"Heero, I can take care of myself. Don't be such an ass about these things." Someone nearly fell into me so I decided to move us over to a more quiet location. It made no sense, trying to talk in the middle of a dance floor. I dragged him over to the nearest bar corner.
"Duo you can't just go around talking to random guys, FLIRTING with them. What else have you and "Anthony" done?" I crossed my arms waiting for his response.
"Heero I refuse to answer your questions. Wanna know why? Because it's none of your damn business. I can't believe you would ask something like that." Did he just say it wasn't my damn business? I stalked closer to where he slumped against the end of the bar.
"Like hell it isn't Duo. Since your not answering my questions I'm guessing you can't have done something I'd be to pleased with." His eyes widened as the last sentence flew angrily from my mouth.
"Fuck OFF! You don't talk to me like I'm some child! You can't just reprimand and punish me whenever I don't do something that's to your liking or satisfaction. Why would you doubt me like that? I met Anthony way before there was even a thought of an us. Plus you don't own me so hop off!" I was standing close enough to reach behind him and grab his braid. I was having another one of my bastard days. I grasped it at the base so I had enough leverage to pull Duo's head back a bit. He tried to hit me but I used my weight to press him against the bar. His eyes held a look of pure disgust.
"SO you gonna fucken hit me or somethin?" He spat out. I sneered at him.
"I don't need to hit you to get my point across Duo." I could feel him shake a bit under my weight. His face held a look of pure defiance. I took my hand and felt along Duo's neck.
"Let the FUCK go of my hair Heero." He ground out. I chuckled a bit. I've always loved to have power over others weaker than me. Duo was strong, but not physically stronger than me. I wondered idly what Duo would think of bondage. I know, I know. I was a kinky bastard, so sue me. EVERYTHING about Duo turned me on in some way, shape, or form. I licked along the side of Duo's neck, using my free hand to brush hair out the way. I'm sure anyone who was looking at us wouldn't approve of the way I had Duo' against the bar. He tried to kick me, but I just yanked harder on the braid. I watched as tears sprung to his eyes from the pain I was probably causing from yanking on his hair like this. In the past month or so, Duo had made a lot of changes. He had acquired a few piercings': multiple ones in his ears and a belly button ring. Last I checked he was still debating on a tongue ring. It supposedly makes oral sex better. He also had highlights in his already beautiful chestnut hair. He had blonde and red highlights winding throughout his braid, which by the way, smelled like sour apple shampoo.
I suddenly had the most evil idea as I realized the current position we were in. I ground my hips against Duo who in turn gave a startled cry.
"What the FUCK is wrong with you Heero! Just let go of my braid! SHIT!" I ignored Duo's colorful use of language.
"Beg." I said simply. This caused him to erupt in a display of sheer fury.
"What the hell do you mean BEG?! What the fuck do you think this is you arrogant son of-" His last sentence was cut off in a choked moan as I dragged him to the nearest restroom, fang imbedded in his juglar. I was feeling very angry with Duo and myself for doing the things I was doing to him. However that didn't stop me from doing what I did in the next hour or so."
(X)(x)(X)
Lord knows what time it is. I'm sore and frustrated. I can still feel shit dribbling down my ass as I lean against a restroom stall, Heero behind me, playing absently with my hair. I give the bright light assaulting my peripheral vision a glance. Lo and behold it's a fucken clock. Whoop de fucken doo. I assess the time..... One hour and an angry fuck later........... 2:00 am.... I'm amazed to see that they have a glowing digital clack in the highest corner of the bathroom.
I don't think Heero cared what noises we made. I chuckle bitterly as I wonder how many people came in the bathroom and made a hasty exit as they heard yelling in time with the insistent grunts and moans along with the rattling of the stall door. I actually tried to stifle the sounds coming out my mouth by stuffing my braid in my mouth. I gave up on that method though after it fell out when I couldn't control my yelling anymore. I guess if I wanted to be childish I could call what he did rape, but I know that's not right. You can't rape the willing. Sure I struggled and cursed but I guess after a while I didn't care anymore, especially after Heero had already slammed into me causing the most searing pain I've ever felt. After you get used to it, the feeling is incredible, besides the fact that you feel betrayed and stupid. If I HAD been getting raped, no one sure cared to help me, unless no one believes in using the bathroom and they all just said "screw it" and shitted on themselves; Continued dancing with their current project for the night in hope of getting some ass. I glared at the wall from my place in Heero's lap. He had his left arm running along mines, our fingers intertwined. He was still playing with my hair. I wanted to cry out in frustration. How could he be so calm after practically violating me? And for what reason? Over some stupid argument. I clenched the fist of my free hand and stewed silently in my anger. I couldn't believe this shit.
"Duo don't be so pissed. I should be the one pissed." I got up and picked my pants up from where they lay discarded behind the toilet. I didn't bother to respond. Every time he got angry, was he just gonna screw me in hopes of gaining the control he longed for? Thank God I didn't have to look for my shirt being that I had kept it on. Remember this was "angry sex" so basically only the necessary clothing was shed. Heero was dead wrong if he thought I shouldn't be pissed. I walked out the stall to check my appearance in the mirror that extended across the length of the bathroom wall. I scowled at the marks Heero's fangs had left, besides the usual bit marks too. He's such an inconsiderate bastard. I tried to ignore the pain flaring up the side of my neck and the tears threatening to spill down my cheeks.
I was a little ruffled, but hey this was a club, no one would think anything of it. I walked to where Heero's car was, opened the door, and flopped inside. I closed the door and stared straight ahead as I smoked on the cigarette Heero's glove compartment had supplied me with. I continued to stare ahead even as Heero eventually came out the bathroom, took his place in the driver's seat, and started up the car. We drove in complete silence.
When I finally got to the front of my apartment I calmly got out still smoking my cigarette. As soon as I shut the door Heero was speeding off down the street. I threw my cigarette on the sidewalk and ground it our, putting all of my anger into it the act.
When I got in the elevator I took that as my cue to break down. I hadn't cried in the longest time, but I sure as hell was now.
Ending Notes: Reviews are scarce. But it's ok. Please remember to tell me what you think of the story so far. Suggestions, anything. Anywayz yea that was the Sixth chapter of my life turned inside out. The songs belong to Koda Kumi (along with the Final Fantasy X2 people), Ashanti and Lloyd. I also might be coming out with another fic soon that should be titled "Down With Love" it's based on this movie which you probably noticed. However that's a big MAYBE being that I haven't seen the movie enough times to actually get an idea of where to start. Anyone wanna help me with that?
Well Until next time