Gundam Wing and its characters are owned by the nice people at Bandai please don't sue me. Gwendelin Wynneburrow and her family are mine.

Note: Italics means it is a characters thoughts.

Chapter 2: The Loneliness of Quatre

Quatre's room was painted in soft beige tones accented with a pale sky blue. The large king sized bed sat in the middle of the left side wall. The bed was a canopy with four ornate poles, a headboard and footboard. The canopy was a medium blue color. The blankets on the bed were a light cream and blue color. The opposite wall held a sofa and small oak end table. Beside this was a bookshelf full of books. At the far back of the room was a walk in closet and the Bathroom.

Quatre walked toward the bed and sat down on the edge with a sigh. Trowa went to his friends side. He slipped down on one knee in front of him so that he could see Quatre's angel face. Trowa waited patiently for Quatre to speak.

"I'm….well…envious of our friends. I mean Heero has Duo, and Gwen and Wufei make out with each other and I'm…I…just feel really alone, like I'll never find someone who will ever want to share himself with me. I just think that I'm going to die with out ever feeling a lovers touch." Quatre sobbed, falling back onto the bed.

"Oh Angel." Trowa stood and sat on the bed beside Quatre. He looked deep into his aqua, tear filled eyes. Gently he wiped away the tears from Quatre's eyes. Trowa then placed one hand upon Quatre's small chest feeling his heart beat, in a loving manner.

"Quatre, you don't need to feel alone, because your not. I'm here for you and I'll do what ever I can to make you feel better." Trowa whispered.

"Do you really mean that?"

Trowa did not respond in words. Instead he moved his hand lower so that it rested over the bulge in Quatre's khaki pants. Bending down Trowa placed a gentle kiss on Quatre's lips.

"Does this prove it to you, little one," Trowa whispered huskily in Quatre's ear.

"Oh, yes." Quatre responded.

Trowa smiled as he felt Quatre start to grow hard under his hand. He gave the Quatre a slight squeeze before bending back down and kissing Quatre's soft lips. Quatre opened his mouth slightly as Trowa ran his tongue across his lips. Trowa took the offer and pushed his tongue into Quatre's mouth. He did not start exploring till he felt Quatre's tongue tentatively touch his. Trowa moved his hands behind Quatre's back and neck, helping him to sit up on the bed. Quatre moved to straddle Trowa's lap giving them both better access. Quatre wrapped his arms around Trowa's neck as they deepened the kiss, Quat finally getting the nerve to taste Trowa's mouth. All this time Trowa's hands had been on his new lovers back. Slowly, his hands moved and pushed Quatre's deep purple vest off his shoulders. Quatre shrugged out of the garment and helped Trowa un-tuck his pink dress shirt. Carefully, Trowa unbuttoned Quatre's shirt, revealing slice after tantalizing slice of creamy white skin. Once unbuttoned Quatre, moved to take his shirt off, however, this did not occur.

"Ahh," Quatre cried out as his tired muscles cramped in his back.

"Quatre, what is it, what's wrong." Trowa asked, concerned for his friend.

"My back," Quatre squeaked out, "It feels like its being ripped apart."

Trowa helped Quatre to turn around. He then carefully removed Quat's shirt so he could see his back better. Trowa's calloused fingers pushed gently into Quatre's back and shoulders. Trowa noted each time Quatre winced in pain, which was centered in the young pilot's shoulders and mid back.

"Quatre have you been having any neck or shoulder pain lately?"

"Yes, but I've just taken a pain killer for it. Why?"

"Because your back and shoulders are full of knots little one. Well come with me, I know just the person to go to, to help you." Trowa said getting up from the bed.

"Who, Trowa?" Quatre asked following.

"Wufei actually, Gwen was telling me he was really great at giving massages. She also said that he loves being asked to do so. It let's him show his softer side."

Trowa led Quatre to Wufei's door. He knocked and they waited for their friend to answer. A moment later Wufei met them clad only in a loose pair of white pants, showing his coppery well toned chest and abs. He smiled gently when he saw his two friends.

"What is it Trowa?"

"Actually I'm here because of Quat. I felt his back and it's full of knots." Trowa stated.

"Really, come here Quat. Tell me where it hurts." Wufei said gently.

Wufei ran his hands across Quatre's back. Quatre winced in pain in a few spots and in one near his right shoulder he let out a yelp of pain. Wufei moved his hands quickly from that spot. A look of concern crossed his face as he accessed just how bad Quat was.

"Quatre why didn't you tell someone your back was bugging you. If you're yelping in that much pain at the lightest touch then you must feel it." Wufei stated.

"I didn't want to bother anyone." Quatre whispered sadly.

"Quatre, it wouldn't have bothered any of us. This is something we could have helped you with a while ago. So that it would not bother you. Besides, with your back this bad it could affect your fighting skills," Wufei said gently, "please come in, so that I can help you."

Wufei led Trowa and Quatre into his room. It was set up the same as Quatre's only in hues of clover and hunter green. Wufei's things were scattered across the bed like he had just started unpacking.

"Trowa, why don't you have a seat on the couch this shouldn't take more than an hour," Wufei stated, as he took a towel off his bed and lay it on the floor, "Quatre, I want you to lie down on the towel on your stomach."

Quatre's eyes widened in fear he looked to Trowa for support. Trowa nodded and smiled calming Quatre some. Tentatively Quat lay down on the towel. Wufei knelt down beside him with a bowl of water and a face cloth.

"Quatre, I'm going to rub your back down with a warm cloth. It is just to loosen your sore muscles so that I don't break my fingers all right."

"Oh, ok."

Wufei looked up at Trowa; his eyes held a worried look at how scared Quatre was. Trowa was worried as well; he did not know what was making him so scared. Trowa shrugged and Wufei took a deep breath before placing the warm towel on Quatre. He slowly moved the towel across Quat's back and shoulders loosing the muscles.

"Quatre, what's bothering you?" Wufei asked.

"I'm just…I don't know how to put it."

"Frightened that this might turn you on?" Wufei stated smiling in a knowing fashion.

"How did you"

"Don't worry, Quat. It turns me on too." Wufei said with a laugh.

"Really?" Quatre laughed.

"Yeah." Wufei said.

Quatre's body relaxed under Wufei's touch with the face cloth. After Wufei felt that Quatre's muscles had started to relax, he removed the cloth. Wiping Quatre's back with a second towel, he then retrieved a bottle of scented oil. He opened the lightly scented lavender oil, and poured some onto his hand. Rubbing his hands together, Wufei warmed the oil before placing his hands on Quatre's shoulders. Starting out slowly Wufei rubbed Quatre's shoulders with more and more pressure. Quatre's breath caught in his throat as Wufei made the knots slowly subside. Working downward Wufei worked out Quatre's soar muscles. He then straddled Quatre's thighs so that he could rub Quatre's back better. Wufei then lessened his pressure after he felt the knots give out. Gently he rubbed finished rubbing his back, shoulders, and neck. Resting his hands on Quatre's back Wufei moved to kneel beside Quat.

"Does that feel batter, Quatre?" Wufei asked.

"Yes, thank you Wufei." Quatre said

"Good," Wufei helped Quatre to stand up.

"Thank you, Wufei it was very helpful." Trowa said standing up.

Wufei walked over to Trowa and whispered, "Trowa, I wouldn't do much to Quatre in bed tonight. He is probably still a virgin. People usually raise themselves into a person who is straddling there ass. Quatre didn't even move. Ease him into things ok."

"Thanks."

"Did I miss something you two?" Quatre asked a little confused.

"Nothing to worry about, little one," Trowa said with a smile.

Trowa and Quatre then headed for the door. Wufei followed to show them out.

"Quatre," Wufei said turning the young pilot toward him, "I want you to promise me that you will come to us if you're in pain or in trouble. Actually for anything at all, all right."

"I promise. I will come to any of you for help." Quatre said.

Trowa then led Quatre back to his room. Once they were inside Trowa led Quatre to the bed. He spun him around to face him as he drew the shorter pilot into his arms.

"Now, where were we," Trowa said huskily, "I know."

Trowa bent down and kissed Quatre deeply and passionately on the lips. Quatre moaned into Trowa's mouth, as he ran his hands across Trowa's chest. He reached down and toyed with the hem of Trowa's blue turtleneck. Trowa smiled as he pulled his shirt off revealing his toned upper body. Quatre ran his hands over Trowa's chest running his fingers across his coral pink nipples. He was surprised by the moan he heard Trowa give as his nipples became hard. Trowa, kissed down Quatre's jaw and neck. He then kissed further down and latched his teeth onto one of Quatre's rosebud like nipples. Tugging gently Trowa made Quat cry out in pleasure.

Walking backwards Quatre pulled Trowa toward the bed to which, Trowa bent his young lover onto. Quatre pushed back and got comfortable, as Trowa crawled so that he leaned over Quat's body. He went back to kissing Quatre's swollen coral lips, while his hand explored his lithe body.

Quatre arched his back in anticipation of Trowa's touch. The Heavyarms pilot's calloused hands caressed Quatre's nipples and chest. His fingers then started to quest further south. They stopped when he reached the button on Quatre's pants. Quatre nodded in approval and Trowa proceeded to remove Quatre's and his own pants leaving them both in boxer shorts.

Trowa looked deep into his young lovers face as he slipped his hand beneath the waist band of his shorts. Quatre's eyes widened as Trowa wrapped his hand around his sex. Trowa pulled down the boxers so that he could better see Quatre's sex. Trowa was surprised that for one so small he was pretty well endowed. Trowa tunneled his fingers around Quatre and started to pleasure him. It didn't take long for Quatre's body to climax.

"Trowa!" Quatre cried as he was spent.

Trowa smiled at his lover as he pulled Quatre's shorts up. He laid a gentle kiss on his lips as he went to move Quatre under the covers.

"Wait, Trowa what about you?" Quatre said sitting up on his elbows.

"Let me pleasure you for a while love. There is a great deal I want to show you. Don't worry you will have plenty of opportunities to take me as well." Trowa stated.

Trowa tucked both Quatre and himself under the covers. He then lay on his back so that Quatre could lay his head on his chest. It was that way that the two lovers slept that night.