A/N: don't own don't sue
The lyrics at the beginning are from 'Giving In' by Linkin Park
Well you will all be pleased to know this is very nearly the end of this particular fic. I anticipate about two or at the most three more chapters until we reach the end. The sex scene in this is slightly more graphic then I normally write but I thought I'd give it a try and see what happens. Thanks to all my reviewers, enjoy x
Chapter Fourteen – Giving In
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in ... to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink till I'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving in
Giving in now!
Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
"Thank you."
He turned to look at her but she was staring fixedly at the tinted window of the car, her hands entwined in her lap so tightly her knuckles were white against the dark fabric of her dress.
"You're welcome."
The two statements were the first words either of them had spoken since they had landed in the balloon and the air was thick with tension around them. A heavy silence descended upon them both again, the atmosphere so tense Ginny could almost feel it crackling over her skin as the car rounded a corner almost depositing her in Draco's lap as the silky material of her dress slid along the smooth leather of the seat.
The car pulled to a leisurely stop outside the apartment building and the driver hurried around to open the door for her, extending his hand to help her up while Draco circled the car to meet her as she rose to her feet. The sun was warming up now and the city was coming to life around them; the clothes shop owner across the road had his finger against the button which was emitting a loud buzzing noise as the shutters rolled up to reveal his store.
And the owner of the newspaper stall next-door-but-one to their building was tossing stacks and stacks of newspapers and magazines out onto the racks that held them on the street as he hummed a tune to himself and nodded politely to Ginny as she passed. Making her way up the stairs to the building she tugged the lapels of her jacket tighter around her and did all she could to avoid his gaze; it had gone awkward between them again and she had no idea why.
She bit her lip against the frustration rising inside her and dutifully followed him into the lift where silence surrounded them once again.
"Look this is goddamn ridiculous…"
Her words were cut off by his lips meeting hers and she allowed him to kiss her for a few moments before both drew back.
"I'm sorry."
Considering for a moment she paused and he looked up just in time to see her leaning into him. Their lips met once more and he sighed into her mouth, his hands snaking inside her jacket to rest at her hips, pulling her ever closer towards him. Her own hands tangled in his hair almost painfully as she strove to become closer to him, their bodies pressed flush against each other.
Somehow he manoeuvred his leg in between hers until she was straddling it and she leaned back with a thump against the cool mirrored wall of the lift, his knee holding her up as her legs wound around him almost unconsciously and his hands dropped to push her lower body further against the strain of his.
BING
Somewhere at the back of her fuzzy mind Ginny realised the elevator had stopped and the doors were rattling open and yet she was reluctant to end the moment. She was practically seeing stars from lack of air as it was and yet she couldn't get close enough to him, his lips were like an insatiable hunger she had to have more of and she couldn't escape if she wanted to.
"Ahem."
Reluctantly drawing away she moved her slightly unfocused gaze to the couple stood in the doorway of the elevator waiting to get in. They were in their late-forties, early-fifties as far as Ginny could see from the small laughter lines around the man's mouth and eyes and the greying roots of the woman's thick black hair.
Giving a grunt of impatience Draco moved away from Ginny and caught her as she started to slip down the wall, gripping her arm gently but firmly he led her out past the couple, the man winking at them and grinning and the woman looking scandalised and disapproving. The second the elevator doors closed behind them with a slight shuffling sound both burst out into furious giggles and fell against each other with laughter.
"Did you see her face?"
Ginny could hardly breathe through her laughter as she followed Draco down the corridor on slightly unsteady legs; it appeared the lack of oxygen through their kissing had gone to her head more than she'd thought. Smirking wickedly she raced up to Draco and leapt onto his back, shrieking with laughter as he took off down the corridor leaving a stream of angry voices echoing from the doors on either side of them.
Watching over his shoulder as Draco unlocked the door Ginny suddenly came to a decision she had been making for a long time now. Once inside she slid down from his back and watched as he staggered into the bathroom, breathing deeply from his running and shoving a hand back through his sweaty hair.
"You want a drink?"
She didn't answer, her mind was too busy weighing the pros and cons of what she was about to do. Taking her jacket off she tossed it onto the floor besides the bed and kicked off her shoes. Slipping her leggings off from underneath the dress she dropped them on top of her jacket and sat back on the bed, waiting.
"Did you want that…"
He trailed off as he entered the room, she had dimmed the lights with her wand and the dozens of candles on the windowsill and around the living room area were flickering steadily with Wizard fire. She lay on her side on his among the dozens of pillows with her legs curled up under her and her gaze fixed on him from under her silky lashes.
She crooked a finger at him, beckoning him closer.
"It's about time you figured out what I want."
Her whisper carried across the otherwise silent room and he found himself crossing the room towards without realising it, his legs seemed to have a mind of their own as he approached her. He crawled up the bed to kneel next to her, gently lowering his lips and seeking out the warmth of her mouth with his own.
As if she'd been burnt she jerked away from him and landed with a crash on the floor in a trembling heap. He was so startled he just sat on his haunches and stared at where she had been for a moment before edging towards the end of the bed to look at her.
"I'm sorry; you just look so much like him…"
His face hardened and he climbed off the bed and turned his back on her; so this is what it was all about, his damn father.
"It's fine I should be used to it by now."
She winced but he didn't see it, his back was still to her as he clenched his fists before slowly turning to face her. She saw it then; he wasn't his father, the only similarities there might have been were his hair and eyes. But his hair was so much more beautiful than his father's, even now falling in ragged locks into his eyes. And those eyes, there was a passion in them Lucius could only dream of ever possessing.
"I know I look like him but there's nothing I can do about that I'm afraid, I am who I am and nothing can change it."
For the second time that day she launched herself at him, spinning them around so she landed on top of him when they collapsed across the bed, her lips locked onto his. And this time he could really feel her, all of her in the kiss, in the way her hands ran over his body and her breathing hitched from his slightest touch. He had finally broken through the last of her defensive walls; he knew she was his to do whatever he pleased with now. And had he been his father he would have manipulated her, pained her for his own pleasure but he wasn't so he didn't and she knew it.
The hands that gently lay her on her front and unzipped her dress were gentle and loving and she shivered with pleasure as the cool air from the open window caressed the bare skin of her back. He lay down next to her and glided his hands over her smooth skin, tracing patterns down her back and over her hips before moving up to tickle her sides softly.
She squirmed and he lowered his head to kiss across her freckled shoulders lightly and lovingly. Rolling onto him she rolled him underneath her and pulled his top over his head quickly, running her hands and tongue over his now bare skin until his breathing was as heavy and laboured as hers and she sat up still straddling him.
Reaching behind her she unclasped her bra and tossed it onto the floor with the rest of their clothes. His hands smoothed over her thighs, up her stomach and sides to caress and knead her breasts and she threw her head back at his touch. Lifting a trembling hand up she released her hair from its binds and it fell over her shoulders in tumbling waves that caught the light.
He twined his fingers into the hair at the nape of her neck and pushed her head gently down towards him so he could capture her lips again. While his tongue was busy flickering against her own she set about removing the obstacle of his pants, her fingers fumbling with the belt until she finally manage to open it and unzip his trousers.
Pulling them down she shoved them over the edge of the bed and returned to his lips, her hands smoothing up and down his body and her nails pressing into his flesh just hard enough to create a groan deep in his throat. Rolling her over he pinned her beneath him and dipped his head to run his tongue over her collar bone and up her neck to lick and very gently bite at the flickering skin where her pulse throbbed.
Arching up against him she dug her nails into the tender flesh of his shoulders and rocked her lower body up against him enough to make him growl into her ear. Smirking at him shifted her leg until her thigh was pressed against his most intimate spot and her foot was gently massaging his calf. As his tongue hit a rather sensitive spot at the base of her neck she took a sharp breath and he grinned against her skin and proceeded to manipulate that spot until she was squirming around underneath him and rubbing against him with increasing regularity.
"Mmmm…"
The noise she made was partly purring and partly moaning and it sent Draco's senses spinning as he reluctantly moved away from her thoroughly bitten and sucked skin and moved further down her body. As he did so she manoeuvred her foot until it was rubbing against his thigh and the tightness in his boxers was almost too painful to bear.
Finding yet another sensitive spot just below her left breast he began to give that the same treatment much to her approval. Gradually he made his way down her body until his hot breath on her most intimate place was like a caress in itself and she shuddered pleasurably, sitting up slightly when he continued to sit and stare at her flushed face, smirking he spread her legs almost obscenely wide and ducked his head. Her own fell back and hit the pillows when her elbows gave way beneath her.
"Oh!"
The tiniest of exclamations left her lips as her hands twisted the silk sheets besides her and her legs trembled. Lifting his head he licked his lips and wiped the back of his hand across his mouth, smirking as she stared up at him through eyes half-closed and darkened with lust.
Somehow summoning a smirk she leant forward until she was on her hands and knees before him and she locked her lips onto his, tasting herself on his tongue she shuddered, feeling half ashamed at the excitement that coursed through her. Deepening the kiss she gently eased him onto his back and knelt over him, he could feel the heat radiating off of her skin already covered in a slight film of sweat.
Ever so slowly she lowered herself onto him, almost hissing as she finally eased all the way onto him and his eyes flickered shut; just being inside her was enough for the moment. She surrounded him entirely, every single nerve and cell was attuned to her as she began to move, so slowly and teasingly he hardly realised she was at all.
Eventually he began to move with her and she shuddered at the feel of him inside her and his hands all over her. The wonderful thing about Ginny that made her different in bed was that she could both give and receive at the same time. While with everyone else he had been with he had pleasure them then they him and so on but Ginny could, and indeed was, giving him as much pleasure as she was taking from him.
They spent all day in several different positions, stopping for food in bed at around dinner time before carrying on and a considerable amount of orgasms later they slumped, exhausted into the pillows having only enough energy to pull the sheets up over them as they lay with their legs still coiled around each other. Their hands were entwined on the mattress between them and she glanced down at them bathed in moonlight. Looking back up at his face she saw he was asleep and she bit down on her bottom lip, still tasting his own lips against hers.
"Draco I think I…"
His finger found her lips and she took the hint and closed them, her words dying on her tongue as she closed her eyes. He didn't know why he'd stopped her, for weeks now he had wanted nothing more than for her to say it, to admit she belonged to him and him only but now when she was so close… when the words were tripping off her tongue he didn't want to hear it. Because he already knew.
"Don't, I thought I needed to hear it but I don't."
She smiled into the pillow and pressed a kiss onto the finger still over her lips and he smirked to himself, his eyes were still closed as he trailed the finger across her lips and down her chin to rest on the pillow besides her head
"I lo..."
Cutting him off with a kiss he grinned and twined their fingers together once more.
bigreader – I'm not big on romance personally most of it annoys me but this I thought was adorable so I had to write it down, enjoy
Nickel – I'm glad you liked it and I hope you like this one as well although there isn't much plot advancement in this chapter
Gjess86 – He's the sweet talking type lol enjoy
lina – Draco's tenseness isn't explained in this one but it will be in the next one or two, it definitely will be explained though, have fun
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MiAmor434 – I'm from England, cold rainy England. I love everything American though, in fact I plan to move there eventually, thank you and have fun with this chapter
AandKerock – I had no idea people looked forward to my writing so much, here's another update for you
im no muggle – He's Draco Malfoy silly things such as hangovers don't affect him. I dunno it never occurred to me maybe he took a potion before she woke up
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