Disclaimer: Again, I do not own digimon or any other things in this story besides the idea to write it. Hello again everyone! Here is the second chapter which I wrote a day after I posted the first chapter, just never got around to typing it up. I wrote it rough at my friend's sleep over. I had nothing better to do, so why not! Well I hope someone is actually reading this and enjoyed the first chapter. Thank you to my first reviewer!(Takato the dreamer)Whoo! I hope everyone will enjoy the second chapter too. I wrote it at night so I don't know if it will make much sense. Oh and in this chapter there is a little straight pairingness. Ew... its Hikari/Takeru... This chapter I also revamped! W00t!

Bleeding Hearts
Chapter 2: Midnight Crush

Jyou POV

Jyou lay in his blankets and was staring at the person next to him and sighed. He hasn't been getting much sleep lately because he has been so frustrated with himself and his thoughts. He continued to have all of these feelings he's not supposed to have and he just hides them, even though that sometimes can be nearly impossible. He had these feelings for a long time, he even doesn't want to be a doctor, but he also hides those feelings from his father. He knew he could not let his family down and have a completely different lifestyle than what is expected of him. He turned over on his other side and took off and rubbed his glasses. He lay breathing lightly, putting his glasses back on, his blue hair against his face and nothing but his boxers on. He started to shiver from the fan that was running above him quietly, blowing down on him and his friends' warm bodies. His friends that were left to sleep over anyway. Mimi and Miyako stayed over at Sora's to help Mimi complete her outfit for her in-class fashion exam and Iori left late at night so he could get up early for his Kendo classes. The only ones who stayed over were him, Taichi, Ken, Yamato, Takeru, Daisuke, Hikari and Koushiro. 'Koushiro, why is it Koushiro.' Jyou thought to himself remembering the red head boy who was sleeping next to him. 'Why is it him, it's wrong, he's my best friend, nothing more. I mean this is all just a fluke. It's only normal for a guy to grow attracted to who he's with the most, right? Usually it's a girl, but since I'm hanging out with a boy, it's just friendship thing, right? I will not let myself believe anything else. Just because I think that he's adorable, doesn't mean I want to be his boyfriend or anything. Oh boy, Jyou, stop thinking about this. Snap out of it!' Jyou couldn't stop himself from turning over to the opposite direction to look at the other boy. He was sound asleep, breathing so lightly on his pillow, right next to Jyou. 'He looks so hot sleeping like that, his shirt off from the heat and his hair messy with his tossing and turning. Oh shit! I cannot think like this. How can I stop myself from this? Do I have some disease or something? I knew I should have avoided him once I started feeling this way. I don't want to be apart from him though. We've been so close lately, and we've been actually joking around more, showing a different side to each other. Like Taichi and Yamato, without the fighting of course...I really need to get this off my mind. Maybe if I just write it all down I will be able to sleep.' Jyou got up, putted his t-shirt back on and walked over Taichi to his bedroom. He shut the door behind him and lay on his bed, leaned over to his dresser and opened it slowly. Inside were a few pictures of him and his friends, a few papers explaining his experiment for science class, a letter he wrote to his father explaining how he never wanted to become a doctor and a navy blue journal. Of course he never handed the letter to his father, but writing it made him feel a little better about taking different courses then what was requested of him. Jyou pulled out his book and thought for a moment. 'I wonder if anyone else keeps one of these, not as a diary or anything, but just a spot to sort out their feelings. Feelings that aren't always good though, because of this, it made me like Mimi for awhile, and now love Koushiro. Wait, I do love him, I just feel something,.'

Friday 29 1:13pm-

Well, today was interesting. Everyone came over to help each other study for our exams. It was a lot of fun, and I mean I have fun studying by myself! I'm pretty sure it's only me and Ken who enjoys school. Well Koushiro too, but he only likes the computer, he's like glued there when I come to walk with home afterschool. It sucks that we are all not at the same school, but at least we see each other often. Ken actually made Daisuke do something today. Which was completely amazing due to the fact neither of us knew the boy even had a brain! I must've tried to teach him the cell theory at least five times and he still didn't understand. Ken must never given up I guess, which was weird. It's like he has a lot of hope towards Daisuke, he belives that Daisuke can do anything. I wonder if they have anything going on sometimes, like what I feel towards Koushiro. They are so friendly toward each other, and I see them flirting, such a weird combination, the ex kaiser, and the complete idiot. It must make sense to them, they'd be cute together, though not that I think they're like that, I'm just not a homophobic like my or Yamato's dad. Koushi was sleeping so adorably, I wanted to reach out and touch his face. Shit, I cannot keep thinking this. It seems to get worse every time I hang out with him and look at him. Why do I have strong feelings toward my best friend? I have to get this stupid childish thing off of me. I really think it's just a teenage thing because I never hang out with many girls, I do like girls though, don't get me wrong on that. I liked Mimi and Ashleigh last year didn't I? Well I think I should go back to sleep. I need rest for my English exam tomorrow. Even though it is going to be so easy. My teacher wasn't even in class half the semester. I don't want anyone catching me writing this, so I'll sleep. That would definitely not be good if they found this. Well goodnight. - Jyou Kido...

Jyou shut his book and tucked it back away. He walked towards the living room once again. He crossed over the snoring Taichi, put his glasses on the table above him, and pushed his blue hair behind his neck.

"Goodnight my Koushiro" Jyou said in less than a whisper. Then his eyes widened at what he just said. 'No, no, no. What if someone heard that? Bad, bad, bad! Just go to sleep Jyou, it does sound nice though...' Then he fell asleep in an instant.

The next morning the blue haired teenage was woken up by a shock. Daisuke had crashed right down on him and whispered in his ear.

"Harder Jyou, harder!" The younger boy whispered. He started laughing hysterically and stood up by Ken who was also hiding his smirk.

"God, Dai! What the hell do you think your doing?" Jyou said trying to breath.

"Sorry Jyou, I did it to Ken and I thought it would only be fair to do it to you." The young goggled boy laughed. "Plus, I tried to do it to Takeru, but he just started to moan in his sleep about god knows who. I really don't think those to aughta' be sleeping beside each other..." he continued pointed at Takeru and Hikari.

"Ya, sorry. It was just not working with Takeru." Ken smirked.

"Whadda you mean? You were making out with a pillow trying to imitate him! That, was hilarious! Picture it. The ex-kaiser, and the pillow. Together, think about it. It's funny!" Daisuke laughed whaling his arms trying to prove a point.

Ken rolled his eyes and pushed Daisuke down. "Shut it goggle boy, it's over, you don't have to make a scene about it. Plus I was half asleep when I was doing it. And shh, the others are still trying to sleep."

"Sorry" Daisuke answered sweatdropping, falling backwards on Ken, causing them to both fall on the ground on top of each other.

"Humphff. No beatles, stay way beatles. Kiss me, oh yes. Nooo, I said no beatles. Little tiny beatles kill. Kiss me good..." said a muffled voice from behind the three boys. They turned around slowly to find Taichi squirming in his sleep, talking to himself. They all couldn't help but burst out laughing. (A/N: This beatle idea is brought to you by my friend Mel. Once again I mention her name in a story. She once started talking about beatles in her sleep one day at the sleepover, me and my friend couldn't leave her alone about it.)

"Shh, shhh" Jyou said with his finger and his lips trying not to laugh. "It's still early, let them rest a while longer." Looking over at a sleeping Koushiro as he said this.

"I dare you to wake him up." Ken said smiling evilly, Daisuke still sitting ontop of him. "Your choice of how. Just have fun." ' Oh God, he caught me looking at Koushiro. Not good. Well better not make a big scene and just make it look like I was glancing around or something, I don't want them to think I like him or something. I don't like him...'

"Okay, humm.." Jyou said lightly blushing moving closer to the sleeping red head. "Koushi..." Jyou whispered into the boy's ear while shaking his wirery frame softly with both his hands.

"That's not a way to wake a man Kido. You really don't know how to be interesting do you." Daisuke stated rolling his eyes walking over beside him. "Watch, and learn."

"Uhh, Dai? What are you doing?" The velvet haired boy asked nervously. Daisuke just smiled.

"Hey my Koushiro, you sexy boy, I want you, kiss me Kou, kiss me! Muah, muah muah!" Daisuke said in a sexy voice. Jyou was in shock and Ken was muffling his laughter. 'Oh, my, God... he didn't'

"Humm? You want me? Please, please I need you, I love you Jyynugh. I need you..." Koushiro muffled out falling back to sleep without a clue of what he said subconsciously. 'Oh, my, God, did he just say my name? No, that is impossible. Oh God, I'm blushing. No, even if he did feel that way, I'd have to deny him. I'm not like that. I don't like him. Hopefully Daisuke didn't think he said my name. Maybe I'll ask him when he wakes up. What if it was my name? It's not. I know it...'

"Well that was, uh, interesting. Anyone want to start breakfast?" Daisuke rolled over and fluttered his eyes at Jyou. Jyou just rolled his eyes.

"God, Dai, your just like Taichi, always thinking about your stomach. I didn't think anyone could be as bad as him." The oldest boy said getting up. "Eggs for you boys? It's the only thing we have left in the house from last night." Both boys nodded and smiled thanking him. As Jyou made eggs for everyone he looked over at Ken who was blushing when Daisuke sat on him again. 'Ken blushing?' I know I never thought of him returning interest in Miyako, and I know he didn't fight over Hikari. Maybe he really does like Daisuke. I mean I was just making it all up before, but this time there's more proof...'

"Taichi is up too now Jyou, so put on some more food." Ken said from behind the counter. "Daisuke got him up on one try."

"Remember, he doesn't like beatles!" Daisuke said from behind Ken. Taichi scratched his head looking confused.

"Beatles?" he asked confused, combing down his brown long hair. Everyone just smiled. "Anyways... It was hot last night, wasn't it. I mean none of us are wearing our shirts anymore..."

"Yea it was, oh and by the way, when you were sleeping you started to mention something about beatles, and not wanting them but kissing something else... Boy I feel sorry for the girl your marrying..." Daisuke said shaking his head.

"Or boy!" Yamato slipped in coming up behind Taichi poking him in the sides, smiling. He turned around and ran as fast as he could to get away from Taichi's angry grasps.

"Get back here Ishida! You'll pay for that! You know I hate being tickled!" Taichi said jumping Yamato pushing him to the ground.

"Could you guys be any louder?" Hikari asked coming into the kitchen. She pined her hair back and started combing through it with her fingers."All I hear are you guys running around... You two better quit it before you wake up the other two, just like you woke me."

"Too late for that..." Koushiro said walking into the kitchen with Takeru. "We're already up." Takeru put his arms around his girlfriend and Koushiro sat in a chair at the table. Jyou looked over at the half dressed computer genius and couldn't help but look up and down the boy, cheaking him out. He felt his face blush and he looked away quicky, in fear of being caught. 'What am I doing? Calm your hormones down. I do not feel that way about him! Why was I looking at his crotch? I'm just curious that all. Curious...' Jyou placed the food on the table and sat down between Ken and Koushiro. He couldn't help but smile and look at his friends all around him that have grown up enough to actually all get along at the table. He thought back to the many food fights that were held at the noodle restaurant down the street. Everyone at the table was topless except for the exception of Hikari who was wearing a black tanktop with a picture of Gatamon on the front.

"Well after this we all should get ready to meet up with the other four." Takeru said stretching. "How about we meet at my place after everyone's done?"

"Why don't we go to my house? It's closer to the schools and my mother has been begging for my friends to come over. She thinks it's weird that you guys are not over that often. She's worried I'll go back to how I used to be." Ken said putting his dish in the sink. "Well it's up to you. I don't have much at my house to do, but it's still bad weather outside so I wouldn't want to walk to far. My parent's are going out too so we could probably watch a scary movie"

"Sounds good to me" said Koushiro getting up as well. He put his dish away and walked back into the living room. ' He looks so good in the morning with his hair messy and he's very cute. That is all I will choose to admit, at least for now...'

Chapter End

To Be Continued...

A/N: Yay! One more chapter completed! Thank God! I still have to read this over and correct my errors. I of course added a lot from my original copy. Please tell me what you think. The next persons perspective will probably be told from Ken's point of view, I think. Just so I can get all the Seme done first, then go on to the Uke's. Hehe this will be fun. Sorry for the boringness of this chapter. I will try to put some more drama into the story so you guys don't fall asleep. Please please review! That is all I'm asking. It can even be a one word answer. I just want to know if people are actually reading this. Thank you! -Izumi