Disclaimer- I do not own Gundam wing.
A/N- I've decided, each of these ficlets are gonna be about a page long. So, it won't be very long.
Heero
I made one of the biggest mistakes in my life a few years ago. I blew up at the person I loved, and still love, more than life.
We'd been living in a not so perfect house in a not so perfect neighborhood. He'd been trying to make things work for us, as had I. He would wake up every morning with a smile on his face and a kiss. At first, to me, that was enough.
But then, as days, months, years went by like this… it got to be too much. I hated that I couldn't buy him the things he deserved and couldn't take him to the places he wanted to visit. All we could do was work, work, work, and pray that someday we would have enough to finally spend time together.
But it never did. In fact, it seemed to grow worse. The bills piled up. I tried to keep a happy face, tried to stay optimistic, but I just couldn't.
I know it seems like I'm whining, or trying to redeem myself, but I'm not. I'm just trying to tell you why I'm sitting here alone, with a beer in one hand and a gun in the other.
I bought the gun a few years ago. I never thought I would use it in anyway, but as the days go by, it's starting to look more and more beautiful to me.
I really can't live with myself. I'm a pathetic thing. God, I wish I could see him again. Just once again.
Another chapter to the Heero/duo saga! Hope you enjoyed!