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A/N- Nobody reviewed my pther chapters except for Ak1-chan and xWhitexStaRx! Oh well...
Duo
I want to see him again. It's like a dream, a nightmare without him here. It's been forever to me. Even with all the words he said, all the pain he caused me… I think of him every night, every day, every moment I'm not working…
I wonder everytime I eat, does he get enough food? I wonder everytime I get dressed, does he have clothes that fit him? I wonder everytime I get into bed, is he sleeping in something warm?
I'm obsessed and desperate. I want nothing more then to have him here, in my arms, to hold, to kiss.
The days seem endless…just a parade of the same continuous thoughts.
I tried to date again… it was a horrible sight. I couldn't be myself, I couldn't open up… which is saying a lot, 'cause I'm probably the social king.
But no matter who I went out with (I even tried women), they all seemed to be missing something.
Their eyes wouldn't be blue enough, their hair wouldn't be messy enough, they wouldn't be quiet enough…
I know there'll never be anyone as perfect as him, but it doesn't stop me from looking.
Even now, I look for him. After all these years, his is the face that I look for in every crowd, his is the glare that I look for when I know I've done something wrong, his is the smile I look for when I come home.
I keep repeating myself, but it's hard not to. Could you do any better when pining for the one you love?
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