Thanks again to those who reviewed. This chapter will contain swearing and dark content

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After Regan was in her room, she started packing. She threw her clothes in a bag along with her mother's necklace and a few personal items that included her photo album. Just before putting it into her bag she flipped through it, she noticed that over half of her pictures gone. When she looked more closely, she discovered that all of her photos of Liam were gone, she looked around the room for her framed ones of him. They were gone as well; then she went over to her desk and leafed through a stack of paper looking for the pictures he colored, they too were gone. She was now boiling with rage, the fact that they took her son was horrible as it was but now they took every thing that would remind her of him.

She stormed out of her room, waiting for her again were Sirius, Remus, and Dumbledore. She was beyond angry this was bordering on psychotic, "what the fuck have you done with my things!" She demanded glaring at the people she once trusted.

"His adoptive family needed to have photographs of their new son, not to mention we thought that it would be easier for you if you didn't have any reminders of him." Explained Sirius.

"How dare you, you bastards." She screamed. "You went too far. You think that by taking him away that I'll have more time to prepare for this fight against Voldemort. That may be true, but I refuse to play as your pawn in this war. Harry might be willing to accept this as his fate and Sirius and Remus might be willing to follow you like the dogs they are." Her green eyes flashed with anger as she directed her words at Dumbledore.

"Regan please calm down you'll see soon that it was all for the best." Dumbledore explained.

"You've already said that" she said her voice now dangerously calm. "If your gonna be a broken record then don't fucking talk to me cause I've had enough of this bullshit I'm leaving I hope that you have a good fight with the big bad Voldemort." She said the last part with angry sarcasm.

She went back into her room where she finished packing and then she threw the bag over her shoulder and headed for the door. Once again ignoring the protests of the three men she had once trusted.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

As she reached the end of the Hogwarts grounds, she fell down as an invisible force hit her. It was almost like a wall was blocking her. She moved a few feet to the side the same thing, again the other way she was hit by the force. After that she knew what it was; it was Dumbledore trying to keep her in this prison.

A few minutes later Regan barged into her quarters Dumbledore stood up but before he could say anything Regan tackled him down to the ground and pinned him with her knees on his chest and her hands around his throat and demanded angrily "Why won't you let me leave?"

Before she got her answer both Sirius and Remus pulled her off their beloved leader. "Regan calm down." Remus ordered.

"I will not calm down! Not only do you take away my son you take away all reminders of him. This is beyond cruel this is inhumane. You should be deeply ashamed of yourselves." Her voice wasn't calm any more; her tears of anger were streaming out of control down her face. When Remus went to comfort her she pulled away and let out a pain filled scream. She grabbed a cup from a nearby table and threw it against the wall. Remus and Sirius went to comfort her but instead she started beating her fists against Sirius' chest. He pulled her away and turned her around and held her. A minute later she pulled away. She turned to all three of them "I don't want you to touch me, just because I have to stay here doesn't mean I have to follow you." She said with an accusing finger toward the aged Headmaster. Out of anger or mourning, she didn't know which Regan ran to her room shut the door behind her and started sobbing for the part of her that was missing.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

An hour later Harry came back from the Quiddich pitch, he noticed that Remus and Sirius were looking a little unnerved. "What happened? He asked hoping that everything was ok.

"Harry we have some thing we have to tell you." Said Sirius.

"What is it?" he asked now curious.

'Well you know how we told you to go flying until this afternoon?"

"Yes."

"Well that is because we needed to break some very bad news to Regan."

"What sort of news?" Harry asked intently.

'Harry, Dumbledore thought it best that Liam went to live with other people for awhile."

"How long?" Harry asked worried what this news did to his twin.

"Most likely indefinitely."

"I see," said Harry. "I think I should see how she's doing."

"I don't think that that's such a good idea," added Remus.

"Let me be the judge of that" Harry replied.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Harry knocked on Regan's door. He heard "Go away" from her in a teary voice.

"It's me Harry."

"Harry" she said. "I don't want to talk right now."

"It's ok," he said as he came in sat on her bed. Regan was sitting at the head of her bed clutching a pillow with her knees to her chest. "I'll just sit here."

"I just feel like a part of me is gone," she sobbed. "There's this big hole inside and I feel so empty."

"It'll be ok," said Harry. "You'll see everything will be ok." He moved toward her and held her as she cried.

"It doesn't feel like it will be ok." Regan said through her tears.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Over the next few weeks Regan refused to go to her lessons, she had two states of mind. She would be both sobbing uncontrollably and throwing objects at whoever came through her door or be in an almost catatonic state. She would lie on her bed and stare at the wall while silent tears fell to her cheeks. Her roommates would bring her food but the bowls, plates, utensils, and cups were used as projectiles. She became even thinner and the nightmares that had left after the second night came back with full intensity.

Harry and Regan's birthday came with Regan in a catatonic state and Harry at loss when Ron's letter asked when he could meet her. Sirius and Remus tried to make the best of it by taking Harry to Hogsmeade and out for dinner but the day was still tainted by Regan's depression.

A few days later Remus came into Regan's room with her daily tray, he dropped it when he saw Regan. She was lying on her back her wrists slit and in her hand was a picture of a headstone that read Rebecca Elizabeth Hartson. Remus could hear her pulse but it was weak. Sirius and Harry came in to see what was the matter and both gasped when they saw her. Before anyone could say a word, Remus picked Regan up and rushed her to the hospital wing.