Well this is another one of my stories and of course it is about Pan. Well the last story I never got finished cause it was to graphic so yeah. I had faithful readers too. This so sucks ass but I couldn't stop wanting to write another fan fic.

Disclaimer: I didn't make dbz or anything like that so I take no credit for it but yeah. This story here is mine.

Do you understand the life of a saiyan? Well then do you understand the life of a female saiyajin? I don't think you do and I don't think you will ever. I'm not even full blooded or half, every one thinks I am weak and every one thinks that I can't handle myself. I'm so alone and the only one who would understands me is so far from all the isues I go through (Bra of course). My family treats me like a child and think I can't handle anything with out going off my rocker. I have tried to prove myself so many times before but they seem to knock me back trying to stop my achievement.

I use school as an escape from it all but I am teased and bullied and I refuse to use my power cause I know that it will only bring me more greif. I hate this and I hate life but I have to live on and try more just to keep going.

Sicerly,

Pan

Pan leaned back from the desk that she was writing at and looked at the journal that she was writing in then looked up at the clock on the wall. "That's just great I am gunna be late for school!" she hurried and grabed her back pack from her bed then walked from her room down to the kitchen then grabed a yellow stickey note off the fridge before she left through the front door and flew through the air. Pan looked down at the city passing beneath her feet then looked to the yellow note. It read:

Your father and I have gone on

Another bussiness trip and

will be back ina week or so.

Love,

Mom

Pan looked down at the city now and looked to the distance… her school wasn't to far away now and so she cautiously took to a near by alley to land so that she would not be spoted. She began to run now not to fast as to alert people of her abilities. She heard the bell ring as she approached the school, it was the 5 minute warnign bell and she knew that she could make it but she knew she wouldn't once she saw the people at the front of the school. It was high schools most notorious bullies. Just her luck. She slowed her pace and looked away not even daring to see if they were coming towards her now.

"Hey guys look who it is" she heard a rough voice comeing from just behind her. "It's little Pany, in regular goth and depressing style" she heard the others with the boy laugh. Pan turned now to face them slightly but was greeted with a fist to the stomach which didn't effect her at all but she had to act like it did so this minuture beating would end soon. Pan keeled over pretending to me in pain and then she heard the rusle of feet and felt multiple kicks to many different regions of her body.

"Your so pathetic, will you ever learn to fight back" the boy kneeled down grabing Pans chin with his hand "well then I guess we will just have to keep diong this until you learn how." he said standing up, "come on guys, well be late for class" he walked off and the rest of his lakeies did the same.

"Damn it" Pan said seeing blood that had driped on the ground and she felt a slight pain in her nose. She stood letting her shoulders sloch and slowly recovering her balance. "Well I didn't espect the daily rutine to change." she said and she walked in the building holding her nose as people stared at her knowing what had happened again. She lowered her head looking at no one and stayed towards the side of the hall as to avoid any one. She knew her way around her like it was nothing. She went straight for the rest room and to one of the cells locking the door. She layed the seat cover down and set resting her head on the wall and her back pack on the floor. She grabed a wad of toilet paper from the roll and held it to her nose. She reached into her back pack and grabed a compacted mirror, it contained no make up caus eshe hated to wear that stuff but the mirror was good fro this occasion. She opened it and about gasped from her reflection. This is the first time they had beaten her this bad.

'No wonder everyone was staring at me more then usual." She thought to herself. He left eye was complety blackened and a bit swollen and the a bruise was developing around her nose plus it was slightly cruked. 'Damn I'm gunna have to snap it back' she thought… then she thought of the pain. 'this is gunna hurt … BAD' she screamed mentaly at herself for being so careless when they were beating her. She esed her left fist and braced her pants and took the right hand and placed it to her nose. She took a deep breath and then held it '1... 2... 3' She counted mentaly and then SNAP! She felt the pain surg through her body hen reduse to a small throbbing in her nose.

The Blood still came forth in small gushes but she knew it would stop soon. 'I am not staying here today' she thought but before she opened the door she heard voices and the bathroom door open and she with 3 sets of feet shuffle. "Hey did you see that girl just a bit ago." Giggle

'great it's the preps of the school' Pan thought. This was the usual get together of the prep group … it was make-up time.

"Hey Bra don't you talk to that girl sometimes?" questioned one of the girls. Pan heard this … Bra was here… 'I guess they aren't all pure prep.' she thought.

There came a giggle and Pan knew that it was Bra's "yeah, it's not like I want to though, my mom is friends with her family so I have to PRETEND to like her so my mom doesn't ride me about it is all" she laughed again. "If you ask me she is one of the most pathetic things I have ever seen."

Pan sat there angered and quivering feeling tears sting her eyes. She heard them leave the rest room and knew it was okay to exit her stal. She steped up to the sink and looked into the mirror as she rested her hands on either side. "That hore!" she growled. The only friend that Pan seemed to have obtained in the years of her living really never had been. She looked and the dried bloob that had cover her uper lip and chin. She was about to turn the sink on but shrugged it off. "why should I care any more." she said to herself and looked to her sid espoting a window.

The sun beat in and pan felt the warmth as she moved closer. Metal bars covered the window preventing anyone from opening it. But that wouldn't stop Pan. She broke three of the bars off and let them land hard on the floor. She put he hand gently on the glass and push with mech force and watched as the glass shattered making her enough room to move through.

Pan climbed into the widow and lept before grafully taking to the air with full speed. She just kept flying. She knew not were to go but she didn't care. No one was here to hurt her, to tease her, to ignore her, to lie to her, to do anthing to her. She was free, While it lasts anyway.

Well Guys I am in a typing mood right now and I am out of practice… my creativity is down the tube as you can see… things are slowly coming to me. Ohh and for my fans from the old fan fic "nightmare to remember" it was pulled cause it was to graphic. I never got to save it all either… I only have chapter 1-8 so that sucks. Well r and r please. And thank you.