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Chapter 8

super saiyajin

Pan's P.O.V.

After we talked in the cafeteria we silently walked to her room. Her room was the same one I had stayed in before. It was just as vibrant as before and the bed was just as comfortable.

"Go ahead and get comfortable." she said as she went to her closet "Oh do you want some night cloths… I only have the uniform gowns." she said pulling out a silk gown with the insignia of the S.F.E. in the right hand corner.

"Sure thanks" I said getting undressed and dressed right there not really caring if she seen me. She was the same as me anyway. I put the gown on and twirled around a bit. "Thank you for everything you've done for me" I said looking at her and truly smiling with a pure hearted love. She really was nice, unlike Bra … I could see real friendship within her.

She smiled back at me and nodded "Well I hope your tired, cause your really going to need your rest for tomorrow. Conca wants to see you… she wants us to join her in training." I nodded with a smile. "DO you want to take of your arm for the night it might be better… the metal can get pretty cold and this ship isn't all that warm either." she looked at my arm now.

I lifted it and examined it wondering how I would get it off now that it is on. "Um how does it come off?" I asked.

Eniguma went to my side and pointed at the joint. "There are 5 release buttons and you have to hit them in the right order to take it off." she began to hit the switches "…2...3...5...1...4.." she said and the thing made a mild beep sound and detached. She pulled the wires from the connections and set it beside the bed. "Ready for bed now?" she asked looking sleepily at me.

I nodded not feeling to talkative. We both slipped into the bed and pulled it comfortably over us. And to my shock she leaned over to me and wrapped her arms around me. We were face to face now. I was speechless and I felt like I was breathing.

"you know its hard to find a true hearted saiyajin now in days. Your so beautiful and so young hearted. You heart is full of love but so scared." she paused and leaned in kissing me gently on the lips. "I want to be the one to heal your wounds Pan. Men are evil and only a woman could heal the wounds they caused. Will you let me heal you?" she asked. I had no idea what to say so I leaned in and kissed her passionately.

I pulled away and just nodded "Yes." I said plainly and laid my head into her chest. "I want to be loved … to be healed and I want my revenge." I said and she began to hold me closer and stroke my hair as I finally dozed into a peaceful sleep.

I was woken up in the morning by Eniguma shaking me fiercely. "Come on Pan were late and we don't want Conca to wait any longer." she said. I sat up quickly only feeling a slight strain in my muscles then.

I stood up "Um Eniguma… You think I could take a shower though first?" I said looking at how grimy I was. " I haven't taken a shower for a while." I said.

"Well I will go to Conca and tell her you are freshening up. So hurry up. I will come back so I can take you to her though" she went and collected the armor on the floor. "Here's your cloths.. The shower is over there." she pointed to the other side of the room and through a door "so hurry up, k?" she said more or less demanding it.

I nodded and went through the door quickly taking off my gown in a hurry. "Damn I forgot my arm" I said walking back out into the bedroom and grabbing it from the side of the bed. I held it up with my arm and placed the wires together matching them all. "Okay now for the hard part." I said aloud and slammed the it into its socket. "There" I said then I went back to the restroom and began to adjust the water temperature. I climbed into the shower all the way and turned the nozzle so the shower started up. It felt so good to get clean after this whole ordeal. I hurried with the washing not wanting to keep Conca waiting. I climbed out as soon as I was done and I used my flared my ki around my body to dry off the fast way. I grabbed the fighting gi and slipped it over my body and then the armor. I slipped out of the restroom to find Eniguma sitting on the bed.

"Conca is waiting so lets go." she said standing and opening the door "SO come on." she said so I followed soon after.

We soon made it to the main training chamber. It looked like the hyperbolic time chamber back at the guardian tower... With no beginning or end. Conca stood there at the control panel and stood abruptly as soon as me and Eniguma. Eniguma knelt as Conca came forth so I kind of felt weird so I did the same. Conca began to laugh.

"You know neither of you have to do that. No one else is here so don't worry about it." She said Reaching her hand out to me. I took it into my metallic and gently grabbed it. She effortlessly pulled me to my feet. "I see you got your arm on already. You look tough" she said with a grin "Eniguma told me about your curiosity with the arm and all. I think before we start you should try your luck with it… see what you can make it do. But know this that still isn't a really arm so you can only use your left arm to for ki blasts. It may take some time to get used to it." she said.

Eniguma was now standing next to me and looked at me with curiosity.

"Well I have never trained in any hard core situations but I guess I could just try." I said looking at my arm. I then took a deep breath and then concentrated. I felt the center of my ki and slowly expanded it. I also began to think about things. They say a saiyajins power lie in their emotions. So being stupid I focused my hurt and my pain into everything. I thought of revenge the rape the ignorance the betrayal and everything that had pissed me off previously. The loss of my arm was Trunks's fault and I would never get it back. I would never get back anything he took from me.

For once I felt powerful and in control even though I wasn't … the memories swirled in my mind and finally the screaming from Eniguma woke me from my sorrow. I realized tears were streaming down my face and I was surrounded by a golden aura. "Pan stop!" Eniguma yelled and I realized what I had done. They did say when a saiyajin was defeated they became more powerful I guess that was true. The Pain and defeat I had gone thru actually did something for me.

I quickly powered down and collapsed on my knees. "I'm so sorry Eniguma." I said looking at the floor and taking the cold arm and wiping the tears from my face. "I didn't mean to I just lost it I guess." I was gasping for breath as I spoke.

Suddenly I heard the sound of Conca's laughing and I looked up. "Damn…" I heard her say as she began laughing again. "You are a strong girl Pan." she walked over to me and lifted me to my feet. "I've seen a super saiyajin before … even a second level super saiyajin but you … you went to three. " She laughed again.

"I think we found a special girl here." she said looking over to Eniguma. "With some military training and some training I think you could be a great leader and one of my best leaders." she said hugging my shoulder.

That's how it happened that how the 6 years of my life led into this day. The day I would finally take revenge. I couldn't wait to kill. I killed before but this would mean much more to me. The death of those who turned there back on me. I pillaged planets for years and earned the respect of all my fellow S.F.E. soldiers. I am now Conca's right hand man (woman if you want to get technical.) I control a little less then half the army and have the top 5 saiyajin women in my squad.

I fell in love with Eniguma and we have been together for these six year and have yet to have a night were we haven't slept in each others arms. She hasn't healed my scared heart but she will be by my side in the battle that I will be fighting soon and that is how she will heal me… she will help me kill the people who did this… that is all that matters right now.

WELL THERE WAS THE END OF THAT CHAPPY. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL LIKED THAT ONE. I SAY THAT ON ALL THE CHAPPIES DON'T I LOL OHH WELL. HERE IT IS… I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE NEXT CHAPTER. I AM SO GUNNA KEEP WRITING LOL I LOVE MY STORY.