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Chapter 10

Explanation of the past

Vegeta stood now whipping his face off. "Well I can tell you hate to be helpless. But really you are oonly making it worse." he said looking at her with a plain expression.

"The sisterhood will come for me. We have pride unlike you males do." Pan said turning her head away from Vegeta.

In that moment the door of the gravity room opened and Gohan and Videl walked in. Videl immediately shot towards Pan and hugged her not stopping to look at her or anything. "Oh Pan you really are alive. I thought I would never see you again." to bad she didn't get a loving response back.

"Get off me you winch." Pan yelled at her struggling to get out of her embrace using the joint in her metallic stub of an arm to shove at her as well. (the little metal thingy sticking out of her arm that connects the actual arm.)

Pans mother gasped and pulled away from Pan getting a good look at her this time and began to cry. "Pan what happened to you?" Videl asked kneeling there and caressing Pans face. "What happened?" she asked again.

"I said get off me!" Pan yelled. She flared her ki and once more it went Black and her mother shot back from her with a scorched hand. Pans aura looked like smoke, a disease that spread as far as it could until it died out. "I told you to get off. Its your fault for not listening wench… pathetic human." Pan said still not looking at them. "Give me my arm and armor and I just might not kill you." Pan said plainly.

"Pan get a hold of yourself!" Gohan Yelled at Pan coming forward now holding his wife by the arm and looking angrily and in despair. "What is going on? Why are you acting this way? And were did the others take trunks?" he said finishing his speech.

Pan looked at him and laughed. "You really never figured it out did you? This is pure stupidity. If you give me my arm I'll tell you." Pan said smiling.

She waited there hoping they would "Fine!" she heard Gohan say walking over to a closet like door in the room and pulling out Pans are. You could tell he found it quiet heavy cause he was straining slightly in carrying it. He dropped it next to Pan and stood back.

"If you would kindly remove my restraints So I can put it on please." she looked up at them and they had a distrustful look on their faces. "I give you the word of the SFE and I swear upon Conca and the lives of my fellow sisters." Pan said sincerely. She would not go back on her word. The SFE were a race of Pride and honor.

Vegeta looked over at Videl and Gohan and then Gohan spoke up. "Videl maybe you should step out just in case. It would be safer." Videl began to argue but shook her head knowing her husband was right. "Please get Goku on your way out." Videl turned and looked at Pan desperately and left.

Vegeta leaned down and Placed his hand on her left arm and slowly trailed it down to the restraint. He lightly touched it and it slowly disappeared. He began to go down to her leg and then was stopped by pan. "I need no more help" she said quietly. He Plan wasn't really going the way she wanted it.

Pans P.O.V.

(I like to do her pov its fun)

I looked at Vegeta for a moment. I think he was the one who understood me most out of all of them. That moment I had left he understood and knew that this would happen to me or the next best thing was I would have died. I picked up my arm and rested on my lap as I sat up. Goku entered the room and I only eyed him slightly as he was silent.

I slowly put the wires in and matched them up and as I did each finger on the hand twitched in turn. I closed my eye and clenched my teeth. Lately there was a Sever pain I felt whenever I inserted my arm. Genshi (The doctor) said that it was a sign of it needing to be replaced. I hadn't had the time though so I was stuck with the current arm I had. With a quiet grunt and one quick shove it snapped into place. It was like a quick tremor going through my body and then it stopped.

I moved my fingers a bit then stretched my arm. Now that I had my arm I could take off the braces they had on my feet. They came out of the floor like butter and then I stood. "You should be happy you gave me back my arm. You just saved your lives." I said thinking it was a bit funny. I lifted the arm to my face and pressed a button at the top. "Alpha… Bravo… Charley company. Stand down and pull out of orbit. The situation is secure and the hostage is to be returned!" I yelled into the arm and released the button.

I smiled up at them as the looked at me. I was a bit amazed. I really hadn't grown any taller since I left I was just a bit smaller than Vegeta. I thought it was kind of funny but I didn't show it. I came here and I told the others I wished to kill them but yet I never did. I wanted to show them what I had become. That was the whole reason for all of this. I wasn't weak anymore and I did hate them and all but I could never bring myself to kill them. Trunks was another story though but knowing how much he had meant to them I didn't think I could kill him either.

"Kira-Fuji we have received your transition and we are sending Eniguma Back with the captured Male." Kira-Fuji was the name I used during raids and such. Only Conca and Eniguma used my real name most the time. Kira-Fuji meant Killer female and Conca was the one who gave me that name, when I was initiated.

"Copy that and keep Conca informed on the situation and tell to hold off all attacks till further notice if by chance we are taken out" I said and I hit another button on the arm so that they couldn't hear any further conversation I was having with the three saiyajins.

I stretched my neck feeling how stiff it was since I had laid on the floor. "I wasn't ever really gunna kill you all… You do know that." I said looking up at them "I just wanted Trunks, I would have just beat him till a inch of his life." I said laughing. "So have any serious talk before Eniguma is to get here. I don't like talking about personal things with my soldiers." I said throwing my metal hand on my hip as I smiled happily for the first time in a while. The only time I ever did smile is when I was somewhere alone with Eniguma. She loved my smile and half the time she blamed herself for not seeing it. She said that she was the one who dragged me into the war and that's why I grew so cold.

"Pan… Why did you leave what happened?" it was Goku who spoke. It seemed as if my father was choked up. I knew the reason why I forced myself to remember was to tell them … what had happened.

"Well 1) I was tired of being some pathetic quarter saiyajin and I was tired of being treated like I was weak." I said pausing to see if they had any response but there was none. I turned away from the and crossed my arms as if mimicking Vegeta "Then there was 2) I hated how I was being treated. I was always walked on and there was no respect and no one ever took me seriously Then the final one3) is because of 'dear little Trunks'" I spat out his name in hatred.

The communicator on my arm began to fuzz then I heard Eniguma "Captain I have the boy with me and I followed tracker in your arm. I am standing above the C.C. Now." I lifted my arm to my face again and hit the button on it "Eniguma … come to the ground and I will be out. Keep the boy in custody until I tell you to release him." I said lowering my arm and then I heard a "yes ma'am!" from Eniguma.

"So is my armor in here as well. I don't wish to leave without it." I said and Vegeta went back to the door they had taken my arm out of and threw it at me. I caught it and examined it noticing only a scuff or so from when I was fighting. I looked down at myself and noticed I was in civilian cloths and felt weird. In the SFE I never wore such a thing except for when I was going to sleep and even then It was uniform that all the females wore. "If you all have anymore questions you will have to wait."

With that I began to walk towards the door and that is when my father stepped in front of me "Pan wait." he said. But I knew what he was thinking.

"I told you I swore that I would tell you anything you wished to know so step aside if you wish to have Trunks back. I won't think twice to take his life." I said and pushed him aside and then hit the door release button and walked out. (The gravity room is built on the outside of the C.C. so she is walking out into the outside.) I walked out and looked into the distance to see Eniguma with a very battered Trunks. The others walked behind me but stopped at a distance as a met Eniguma.

"Well I see you and the troops had fun with him." I said laughing "Well Untie him then" I said and stood there as she pushed him to the ground and took out a key and unlocked both the chains around his feet and then around his hands.

I then picked him up by the collar of his shirt and raised him to eye level. "So Brat what does it feel like, do you enjoy feeling helpless now" I said in a whisper an turned to the other. "This was the reason I finally snapped. He was the one who made me what I am today." I lifted him up now with my metallic arm. "You see that arm there. that's the one I had bitten into to stop the screams of pain I refused to let you hear." I said holding him higher. Eniguma began to walk closer to me, I could tell she was worried. Every time I talked about my past I usually lost control.

"Kira-Fuji please calm down." she said trying to be as proper as she could in the presence of the others.

I knew why she was so worried so I threw trunks to the others and he landed limply on the ground. He was very bloody and need his wounds to be treated badly. There wasn't anything really deep but his bleeding from the multiple wounds were bad.

I looked over to Eniguma "I think this whole thing may take a while so I think I may stay here for a bit." I said to her. She was worried and she wanted to stay with me I could tell. "I will contact Conca and see if WE can." I said pointing out the whole WE thing.

I looked back at the others and of course Goku being the kinder of all of them picked Trunks off the ground. "You really should take care of his wounds. He may bleed to death… not like that would be a bad thing though." I said the last part under my breath and laughed a bit.

I then lifted my arm. "Patch me through to Conca it is important." I said I looked at the others as I waited and saw Bra come out and take her brother inside I heard something about a rejuvenation tank. I should had guessed that they still had those things around somewhere. Bra seemed like a spiting image of Bulma. Soon I heard Conca's voice.

"Conca its Kira-Fuji. I need your permission to stay here longer." I said and then there came a shriek of delight.

"PAN!" she yelled and I had to pull the arm away from me. "OH PAN! Your okay. I'm so happy." she continued to say.

"Yes Conca, I'm okay but I need to know if you'll let me Eniguma stay here for the night." I asked her knowing she would torture me a bit more before giving me a straight answer.

"Awww PAN! I was hoping to have dinner with you two tonight. I miss you already. Do you have to?" she said in a whiney voice. Conca loved to embrace me during mission and she really knew how. "Yes Conca I have to. And when we get back we can have dinner I promise. On me." I said playing along.

"Awww okay but only if you say what I want to hear."

"Conca don't do that now." I said not wanting to say anymore than I had to.

"Come on Pan you know that's the only way I'll let you."

"Fine! But your going to get an earful when I get back for this."

Conca squalled with happiness.

"Thank you mother for being so kind to me." I said blushing.

"Awwwwwww!" she squealed over the communicator. "You're the Best." she said "Now have fun honey" she said and then the communicator cut off.

I looked over to the others as the stared at me as if I were stupid. Goku stood there laughing at me and it seemed he would suffocate. But I just smiled. This was the closest I would get to my old life, not like I would want it at all but this was nice for the moment. "so" I cleared my throat. "Is there somewhere comfortable we can go that we can talk." I said grabbing the crook of Eniguma's arm and pulled her over to me. "It's okay. I wouldn't really consider them enemies. The only one we had to really worry about is Trunks but he's to weak and he's currently in a world of hurt.

Goku was laughing feverishly still and began to walk towards me, all I could do was stare at him cause it had suddenly reminded me of Conca. Suddenly Goku grabbed both me and Eniguma in a bear hug and just stood there squeezing and shaking us. Eniguma was somewhat frightened and looked at me for help. "its okay" I whispered to her and I guess Goku heard me cause he set us both down. He stared at Eniguma for a while which rose a evil look from her. Then Goku stuck out his had quickly.

"I'm Goku." He said plainly. Then Eniguma smiled and connected her hand with Goku's and stood there and he shook it vigorously.

"Um hi… I'm Eniguma of the Alpha squad under the command of Conca and Kari Fuji" she gave the official introduction speech and Goku stared at her curiously.

I stepped over and patted Goku on the shoulder "I see you haven't changed… you sure did warm up quickly to us though… easy trusting as always." I soon grew back my cold expression. "Please be careful if your ever to see another female saiyajin … don't approach them as such. They won't think twice to kill you." I said and I pulled Eniguma next to me again. "So were we going to go somewhere to talk?" I asked.

Goku Nodded and began walking back to the others as he did so he looked over his shoulder and began to speak "So I take it you and your friend will be staying the night." he asked but it wasn't really a question but yet it was. I just nodded.

We were heading into the C.C. and I saw everyone there it seemed. My mother stood there expectantly and I just nodded at her as we passed by. Goten and Bra sat there in the living room and obviously piccolo wasn't there cause I bet he couldn't care less. We all stood in the living room now and Goku offered both me and Eniguma a seat on the love coach. We both sat there now and Vegeta stood behind the love seat and the others sat in various chairs and on the coach all in front of us.

I raise my eyebrow and spoke "So who has the first question for me?" I asked. And looked around.

"Why did you leave?" I heard my mother and saw her tear. She seemed to take it the hardest.

I looked at her for a while… I still felt ashamed … I wasn't scared to tell them but I always was afraid to admit that I was raped… I just felt like I was weak. "Well I would think that you all would put 2 and 2 together. I know you would have found more than blood in my room and I did have the Shit beat out of trunks." I said and looked at them, they were all hesitating to answer. "Well Plain and simple Trunks took advantage of me and that also led to the lose of my arm. While he was doing 'his thing" I put it as that cause I didn't feel like being blunt. "I had bitten into my arm and well when I left in the ship there were limited supplies and no first aid so yeah." I looked at them and they had plain pitiful expressions.

They seemed not to want to believe. "So that's why you left? That's the only reason?" It was Bra this time… I guess she really had nerve. It don't know why I was still pissed at her but yeah.

"Yeah it was, I was scared. I was weak and I was in Pain… He said he'd kill me if I said anything and at that time I just couldn't stand to be here and I thought I could get away." I said looking at her hoping she was satisfied. She seemed like she was. "Well How Bout I just tell you what happened since then on. Since I left. Not very exciting but hey." the others nodded to me so I continued I started with the fever I had and then the crash and I went into a few more details about how I came to gain the rank of what I was now. They were all quiet about it.

WELL THERE IS ANOTHER LONG CHAPTER FOR YALL. I HAD FUN WITH THIS ONE. I AM SORRY NO ONE DIED. I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO KILL SOME PEOPLE BUT I DIDN'T. BUT I WILL DO SOMETHING THAT WON'T BE TO EXPECTED. I WILL CONTINUE TO WRITE ALL NIGHT TO SO HAVE FUN READING AS I SLAVE AWAY DAMN IT.

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