WELL HERE IS THE CHAPTER I TOLD YOU ALL THAT I WAS GOING TO RIGHT TONIGHT. HELLO AGAIN ALL AND WELL JUST TO INFORM YOU ON THE STATIC OF THE AUTHOR HERE I AM TOTALLY HEART BROKEN… I JUST FOUNF OUT ONE OF MY FRIENDS I HAVE A CRUSH ON AND ONE OF MY OTHER FRIENDS ARE NOW GOING OUT… I AM SO HEART BROKEN… THIS SO SUCKS ASS.

Chapter 11

Birth and Death

I sat there finishing with my story and I didn't notice the Eniguma was griping to my metallic arm, I'm sure she was trying to comfort me and keep me calm. I was a bit pissey and who wouldn't be if they had recall such horrid memories. "So, any comments?" I asked sarcastically looking over to Eniguma and smiled at her squeezing her hand to assure her I was okay.

Of course my mom was the first to freak out. "How could you do this? Leave for 6 year just to go out killing innocent people?" Videl stood screaming at me.

Obviously Eniguma didn't like her tone of voice and stood to defend me and the SFE. "Just because we kill doesn't make us evil!" she yelled back at Videl. "were out there fighting for our fellow sister and taking out the damned men. Their the killers, their the heartless ones not us!" she said giving Videl one of the evilest glares I have ever seen. My father stood up now standing between the two.

"Eniguma!" I said firmly "Stand down." I said still sitting on the couch. I knew she wouldn't cross any line and cause any trouble but she was a very prideful woman. With this Eniguma sat down and turned away from the others and only stared at me. "Just as she said. We only kill who we have two and the one we kill are allies of the men. This is a war after all and death is a normal thing." I said calmly.

My mother was done jumping me and now it seemed it was my fathers turn. "Death is not normal. What your doing is wrong!" he said sitting now next to my mother. I heard Eniguma beside me grumble a bit.

I gave him a stare that could pierce through skin if it could "I am not going to argue about this. I am what I am and to bad for you. If this is all that we will talk about I would kindly like to leave now" I pointed out leave a bit more than the other words. I stood up now and Eniguma did the same.

Goku stood though and came to me now "I thought you were going to stay the night" He said with a whimper. I looked at him then smiled a bit.

"You really know how to cheer a person up quickly" I said and he began to look around stupidly as if not knowing what I was talking about. I gave him a shrug in response. "Well if I stay you think I could get some grub then." I said trying to raise the mood. "I think this will be the last family time well be able to have in a while I have 5 missions after this." I smiled and looked at Eniguma know that there was only few times we could relax like this. "In my line of work there is no such thing as a vacation." I said and Goku smiled.

Goku took me by the shoulder and hugged it tightly. "Well we don't have much to eat here… umm we have some ramin but that's about it." he said and I looked at the armor I still held in my arms.

I looked to Eniguma again "Well its rations for us tonight." I reached down and snapped off the insignia and two little pill shaped things fell out and Eniguma did the same.

I popped them both in my mouth and downed them in seconds. "Well there's my dinner." I said smiling. "Well was there anything else planed for the day?" I asked.

The others looked at me. Goku spoke up. "Um well I guess since we know what's been happen with you we should tell you about some things." Goku said.

Suddenly Goten stood and so did Bra. "We have to get going guys. Sorry to do this but its really late and me and bra have to get to work tomorrow." Goten said standing now.

Goku moved out of the way as I walked over to Goten. I nodded my head politely. He put his hand out for a hand shake and all I could do was laugh at this. "What have I intimidated you that much during our short visit." he laughed nervously in response and leaned In for a hug. The pulled away quickly.

Great next was Bra she stepped over to me now "You know the day you left wasn't nice. So at least this time I want us to leave on good terms… okay Pan?" she said smiling sweetly to me then opened her arms for a hug. I excepted the hug and held her for a while… she was my friend after all… she had changed.

She pulled away and stood by Goten they both bowed gracefully and then turned and walked out of the door. I smiled slightly and straightened my expression into a blank one then turned around to face the others. It was now Vegeta , Goku, Gohan, and Videl standing there. "So what now… I guess you will tell me what's been going on?" I said walking back to Eniguma. And sting back down on the couch.

I looked at Goku and he had a saddened expression on his face. "Well I guess I can announce the deaths first." Goku said looking at me now and sitting across from me in a chair. "Both Chi-Chi and Bulma have passed away Chi-Chi of old age and Bulma in a lab accident." He said it very calmly and you could tell it had been a while since these incidents. I kept my plain expression.

"When did they pass?" I asked

"Chi-Chi passed soon after you left and Bulma passed two years ago." he said still looking at me with his pitiful eyes.

I nodded. "Tomorrow before I leave. I would like to visit their graves if you show me were they are." I said and Goku nodded seeming very urgent to change the mood. "then we have had 2 weddings. Bra and Goten got married just this year. And Marron and Trunks got married 3 years ago."

Goku looked over at Gohan and Videl who were now sitting on the couch. "Well then there is the kids that we have had recently" Gohan said calmly. "That same year you left We had a kid together. We wanted to tell you when we got back from the business trip but you were gone. She's about 5 now."

I'm not sure if they saw my change in expression but I had a mixture of anger and worry in my eyes "Well I have one warning for you." I said looking at them sternly. "If you don't want that child to turn out like I did you better actually pay attention to her and not leave 24/7 and you better treat that child with respect." I said and stopped as I saw the sham that was displayed by there expressions. "So is that all the news of what's happened?" I asked

"Well that's all I can think about right now. It seems you life has been a bit more exciting though." Goku said looking up and past me at Vegeta "Did I miss anything?" he asked.

Vegeta shook his head and turned in his usual cocky way "Its late we should all get some rest" he said and walked from the room.

Goku looked at me "Well how long do you think you can stay here tomorrow?"

I shrugged my shoulders "I can speak to Conca and ask her… I think I can talk her into letting me stay a little past noon. As long as I am there for dinner." I laughed and so did Eniguma. We knew Conca would be upset if we didn't have dinner with her.

"Well I guess we should go to bed then… how's waking up at 8 am sound to you?" Goku asked.

"Well how about 5? I can't sleep past 5 … it's a habit I have." I smiled.

He nodded. "Old habits die hard." he said and stood up. "I guess were all staying here tonight." He walked to me. "So I'll show you to your room. You two don't mind sleeping together?" Goku asked. I shook my head.

We walked down the hall and I could tell nothing really changed since I left really. He took me to the same room I usually stayed in when I was still here six years ago. "Well goodnight then." Goku said grabbing me in a bear hug once more and left closing the door behind me.

Eniguma stood there now in front of me "Are you okay Pan?" she asked softly.

I nodded "Yeah I don't think I ever could have killed them." I said smiling.

She jumped on me and grabbed me hugging me tightly making me burry my head in her shoulder, I stayed there willingly and felt at ease for once. "You really have helped heal my wounds Eniguma. My heart only has few scars left." I said sincerely. "But I really am tired, so can we please go to bed." I said it more than asked it.

I took off the clothing that I had on and put on my fighting gi and I placed the insignia back on and placed the armor on the ground beside the bed. I sat down on the bed and began to hit the switches on my arm. "Eniguma please can you help me?" I asked and I had already braced myself and she had taken it off.

I layer down on the bed and Eniguma did the same. I stared at the digital clock and watched the minutes go by and I heard Eniguma's breathing steady and I know she was asleep. To bad for me… I couldn't sleep.

I got up slowly making sure I didn't wake up Eniguma and slowly walked to the door. The others were asleep as well so I would just have to be quiet it all.

I snuck thru the hallway and then through the back door. There in my view was the gravity room just the place I need to relax.

WELL THAT IS IT… I AM RIGHTING ANOTHER CHAPTER AS WE SPEAK SO DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW… OHH AND IGNORE THAT THINGY AT THE TOP CAUSE I WENT TO BED EARLY CAUSE I GOT THIS GOD FORSAKEN COLD.