I want to be with you
By: Matsumoto_Chan
»»» This is my first time to write a fanfic here. I'm not a writer kind of a person, but this story just popped out of my mind. I also wrote this fic coz I haven't seen any Goldberg/Shawn fics. «««
»»» PG.-13 m/m
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It's a nice day for Goldberg cause Austin gave him a match for the heavyweight championship title. Backstage, Austin told Goldberg that he owes Shawn for the match. Shawn gave way for Goldberg to regain his title.
Goldberg's match is the main event of the night and it's coming up next. Shawn heard Goldberg's entrance music and the chant of the people. He rushed to his locker room and turned his t.v. on. " I hope he regain his title. ", Shawn told to himself. Austin heard him and said " Who are you talking to ?". " Um… nothing", Shawn replied. " So… it's already Goldberg's turn, do you think HHH will be NEXT?", Austin asked. Shawn replied with no hesitation " Ofcourse… he has been the best wrestler I've ever been with." Suddenly, someone knocked on the door, the rattlesnake opened it. It's a guy saying Bischoff wants to talk to him. " What's that Bischoff unto now?", he angrily replied. " Go talk to that bastard already and get it over with. I'll wait here.", said Shawn "OK, I'll be back after I get rid of that stupid little beady eyes of his.", said Austin.
Shawn watched the match carefully as he laid back on his chair. Goldberg is dominating the match, but HHH fought back with a reverse DDT then Ric Flair's figure four leg lock. Goldberg will not give up that easy, he reversed it and now HHH is in big trouble. The match continued then suddenly… the SPEAR. The referee counted " 1, 2…" suddenly the referee was distracted. It was Ric Flair, Batista and Orton who came out of nowhere, each carrying their own sledgehammer. Batista used his power bomb to get rid of the referee then he tossed HHH a sledgehammer. Evolution is in one corner and Goldberg in the other. Batista and Orton walked towards him. Goldberg wasn't able to get out of the way. Batista's sledgehammer hit Goldberg's ribs and Orton's in his chest. He fell down shouting in pain.
At the backstage… " Holy Sh*t, d*mn you Evolution" Shawn angrily shouted then ran towards the ring. Now it's a two to four fight. Evolution focused their attention to HBK. Again, the sledgehammer was used that caused to break HBK's ribs. Now Evolution focused to Goldberg who is still lying down in pain. Orton got a steel chair and hit Goldberg 8 times. But they haven't stopped there, Batista gave him a powerbomb, right after that Orton did the RKO , HHH's pedigree came next then finally 3 long minutes of excruciating pain from Ric Flair's figure four leg lock. Evolution left them lying in their own blood. Shawn, even though in so much pain, tried to lift Goldberg up so he can get him backstage for help. He gave all that he can but still can't make it. Suddenly, Austin, in his ATV drove as fast as he can with half a dozen of referee following him. They were both rushed to a nearby hospital
After two days, Shawn was the first one who woke up and allowed to go home. He saw Austin down the hall, he asked him " Where's Goldberg, what happened to him?" Austin told him, " Hey hey… slow down … Goldberg's still in coma right now … he was hit by a steel chair 8 times and evolution gave him all of their finishing moves. He's also in this hospital… I think in room 367. By the way … why are you already here ?", said Austin. " The doctor allowed me to go home but I can't wrestle yet, my ribs and my hands are broken." Shawn replied. Austin said " ah… I see I see". " Can I visit Goldberg ?", asked Shawn. " Sure, why not, we're his best bud, there is nothing wrong with that.", answered Austin.
They went to Goldberg's room and chatted for a while. " Actually I'm looking for someone to take care of Goldberg, cause I will have a meeting with the board of directors for a few days." Austin said. " I'm willing to take care of him, since I still need to have a rest and I would really like to help him." Shawn replied immediately. " Are you sure, will it not bother you ?", asked Austin. " Ofcourse not… especially for a 'friend' like Goldberg", answered Shawn. " Oh… so you really care" Austin naughtily replied. " He's a 'friend of us', that's why" Shawn replied. " OK, … you can go home if you want, then just come back in the morning" said Austin. " Ah sure " he looked at his watch and said "Hey, it's already 11 in the evening you better go home now.". " Yah… you're right, but how about you ?" replied Austin. " I'll stay here for a while." said Shawn. Just before Austin leave he said " Take care of him and see you sometime." Then Shawn replied with a smile.
Now there are only two of them left behind. He stared at him. "Why am I feeling like this? … Why do I care for him so much?" he thought. Now he really proved to himself, he love him. He love him for his gorgeous smile, his manliness, his skills, his attitude, everything a person could wish. Now, he's patiently waiting for him to wake up. Five days had passed, Goldberg woke up, and he felt some heat in his left hand. He opened his eyes a bit,… it's Shawn,… Shawn is sleeping…seated down and his head lying beside him,….but wait ….his hand is holding him tightly. He's thinking what was that for, is he dreaming ?, is it the effect of what happened to him ? ,or is it real ? He can move a little bit but there was so much pain. Because of what he's thinking and he can't move … he fell back to sleep.
Two days later, Austin came back. He saw Shawn seated watching t.v. " Hey, your house helper called and said that you didn't come home for the whole week. What the heck are you doing here the whole week?" asked Austin. " I don't want to go back and fort , from our house and back here and I prefer to stay here and watch over Goldberg, this room is kinda nice.", replied Shawn. Goldberg woke up and said " Hey guys, what are you doing here?". " He took care of you." Austin answered while pointing at Shawn. " I only took care of you cause Austin had a meeting with the board of directors and you're our friend." Shawn replied. " Anyway thanks guys," said Goldberg.
Days have passed and they're back to Raw. After HBK won his match with Kane Goldberg went to Shawn's locker room. " Shawn", he called. Shawn faced Goldberg and said " Hey, what's up?". "I just want to say thanks, you risked your life to help me, not only once but hundreds of times, I really appreciate it.", said Goldberg. Goldberg then walked towards Shawn, then… he hugged him. For Goldberg it's only a friendly, manly hug…but for Shawn it's another thing. In Shawn's mind, the one he love is now hugging him and it's really a big thing for him. Shawn hugged him back, he wouldn't miss this chance. Goldberg and Shawn let go then Shawn said, " That's nothing." Goldberg then left. Goldberg didn't have a match that night cause his back, ribs, shoulders and ankles were all broken.
Shawn was disturbed from what happened a while ago. Now he keeps on walking back and fort the room. It's like he's about to explode. He needs to express what he really feels for Goldberg as soon as possible. Austin knocked and came in…just the right time. "What are you doing ?",asked Austin. " Nothing", said Shawn. He is still thinking whether he will really tell what's inside him. "Hey… you can't hide anything from me,… I know your thinking of something…. now spit it out.", said Austin. " OK OK" Shawn took a very deep breath. "It's Goldberg… there is this certain feeling that's been bugging me for some time. Those smiles, his body, his kills, his attitude… umm…. I…I…I…think I like him….I mean I love him." Shawn said as he stuttered a bit. "Let me get this straight… You… the heart break kid… The showstopper…Shawn Michaels…. in…in…I can't even say the word….you…you…you…love Goldberg.", said Austin. "Hey… don't even dare say it to him. I really just need someone who I can share it with.", replied Shawn. "OK", said Austin. There was silence for quite a while then Austin said " I better check out what's going on outside. I better go." "Before you leave, remember what I told you.", replied Shawn. The rattlesnake nodded.
During that night, Shawn can't sleep thinking about what happened that day. He's afraid that if Goldberg knew he would be rejected.
It was Wednesday, Austin called Shawn. "Goldberg will leave. He will go to Japan for the Pride FC." "When will he come back?", Shawn asked. "I don't know, Goldberg don't even know. I think you gotta do something. I know that you know what you must do.", Austin replied. " Yah…tell him the truth so it would not bother me so much anymore.", said Shawn. "Next week…his last appearance on Raw before he leave,…your last chance.", Austin reminded. " Thanks… next week on Raw it shall be done.", Shawn replied. Austin said " OK, bye" After that call Shawn thought hard about it, then he finally decided… he's gonna do it,… Monday night Raw, next week.
Monday night Raw, it's the day Shawn is waiting for. While Goldberg is making a speech in front of all his fans and viewers of Raw, Austin is giving Shawn some encouragement then he told him " Goldberg's speech will end in a few minutes, go to his locker room now." "OK, thanks", Shawn replied.
Goldberg entered his locker room and found Shawn inside. " Shawn what are you doing here?", asked Goldberg. " I want to tell you something, you noticed that I always help you when you need it … do you know why?", asked Shawn. "Why?", replied Goldberg. "It's because I….", Shawn didn't finish what he's about to say, cause someone called. "Wait Shawn" Goldberg moved a bit away from him to answer his phone. "Hello,… yes…sure…give me a minute, I'll be right there…OK..bye.", said Goldberg to whoever he is talking to in his phone. " Shawn… I need to go, my flight's about to leave." Goldberg hugged Shawn. Shawn cried but he didn't let Goldberg notice. "Remember to check your e-mail.", Goldberg reminded. Goldberg is in a hurry and left. Shawn was left crying in Goldberg's locker room then Austin showed up and said "What happened?", Austin asked. "He was in a hurry and left…I didn't got the chance to tell him the truth.", answered Shawn. "What else did he tell you?" replied Austin. Shawn stopped crying. "There is this unusual thing he said…he said remember to check my e-mail.", said Shawn. "You better follow what he said, who knows he might e-mail you.", replied Austin. "I think you're right, thanks.", Shawn said.
Tuesday night Shawn checked his e-mail. One came from Goldberg. He immediately opened it.
The e-mail said:
Shawn Michaels
Hey there, I hope you're fine. I'll be straight to the point. I know what's going on. Sorry about yesterday, don't worry I know what you're about to say. There are some instances that made me think about it and at the end I finally realized that it's true.
You're willing to risk your life to save me.
You really cared about me specially when I was in the hospital
I woke up at that time, for a minute and I found you holding my hands tightly.
You gave me your title shot for the world heavyweight champion.
When I hugged you, yours are kinda different.
You're very sad when I'm about to leave.
You didn't let me notice, but I know you cried when I left.
Austin said something to me, he said that someone there really loves me and if I already knew who he is, I must really take care of him. I realized that it's you. You're unique, you're a really nice person, you're someone I would like to be with. I asked Austin to take care of you. I don't want to lose you. I'm a bit busy right now so I can't be with you, hope you understand. I want to come home soon, cause I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. Take care always.
GOLDBERG
»»» Hope you like it, sorry if there are some wrong grammars, I'm kinda sleepy when I wrote this. I'll also try to make the second chapter.«««