I am thinking of making thing a bit interesting as in planning everything like the funeral and stuff. I have an Idea after all the saiyajins would have another culture.

Chapter 20

Time to think

Pan looked around in her room and couldn't help but to think. The pain was almost unbearable, Pan decided that she should take a shower, maybe it would feel better. She didn't care to pick up any change of cloths but she just stood and walked to the rest room.

She looked into the mirror. More or less past it, she didn't look at herself but yet another person. She was different but it truly didn't look like it. She seemed to have a more feminine look to her and she appeared like conca. She continued to stare and saw her tail swing sadly behind her and caught a odd glimpse and grabed it quickly. She stared at it and continued. It was streaked with silver, It was Conca. It was her, she really was part of Pan now. She continued to stare and let a tear fall from her eye. She pushed it out of her mind and began to undress and quickly hoped into the shower. She washed herself over and felt some of her strength return to her as she did to. The warm water felt good on her skin and refreshing.

She climbed sluggishly out of the shower and grabbed a towel and wrapped herself. He damp hair swung on her back and became cold quickly. She left it like it was and left the rest room. As she walked out she looked up from the floor and noticed Eniguma looking Blankley at her. Vegeta was staring at her two but only out of the corner of his eye.

Pan went to her closet and grabbed her Cloths not caring if she dropped her towel there and dressed herself up.

Pan turned to the others, "I'm going to go get someone to bring food down here" she said and hit the red button on the door and left.

Eniguma looked over at Vegeta as Pan left and stood. She walked over to him shyly as was a bit nervous. Vegeta raised his head and stared at her as he raised his head she lowered hers and she cleared her throat. She then raised her head "I really wanted to thank you" she said and smiled nervously.

Vegeta let out a low grunt in response and looked away from her.

Eniguma took a slight step forward. "For bring Pan back, and helping her as much as you have." She took another step forward and leaned forward about an inch from Vegeta's face and smiled with much joy and gave him a peck on the cheek. "that should be payment enough for now." she said and walked away as the door to the room opened and Pan came in with a tray of food. Eniguma walked past her and smiled. "I'm going to check up on the others." she said and walked down the hall.

Pan forced herself to flash a smile and wheeled a tray in. "Well I guess its you and me now." she said and wheeled the tray up next to the bed and sat down. Vegeta sat on the other side of the bed. Pan grabbed the Palm pilot from the table next to the bed and sat in a meditation position and began to fiddle with it. Pan gasped suddenly as she felt Vegeta grab her from behind and nuzzle her neck.

She turned her head slightly "Don't do that, you startled me" Pan said as she felt Vegeta's silky hair rub against her neck. She let herself lean back so that she leaned on Vegeta's chest and took a deep relaxing breath.

He began to stroke her head gently while holding her tightly with his other hand. Pan closed her eyes and let herself be taken by the moment. It was a while since she had be held in such a way and it was warm and comforting to her so she wanted to stay in his arms as long as she could.

Pan stayed still just thinking of how she felt at this moment and at this moment only. She couldn't stand to think of anything else.

But time was not on her side. As soon as she felt herself drift off to sleep there came a loud knock upon the door. Pan sat there as the door slid open and one of the messengers walked in.

She bowed down to one knee "Fuji kira" she paused and looked up and pan gave her a gesture to rise and she did so but kept her head lowered "Genshi needs to see you." Pan nodded her head.

"tell her I will be with her in just a moment" Pan said and the messenger left.

Pan didn't want to leave from were she sat but she had to. "Well finish this later" she said and flashed a smile. As she slowly tore away from Vegeta's embrace.

Pan stood and smoothed out her uniform and headed from the room.

Pan quickly headed form the room and then down the hall ways, everyone she passed bowed their heads. She wasn't the leader yet so why did they have to make her feel so out of place. Pan eagerly entered the infirmary room and closed the door behind her. She looked ahead of her to see Genshi standing there with her hands crossed in thought.

"Well what did you need me for?" Pan asked very content.

Genshi walked to pan now and put her hand on her shoulder. "Well, we have looked over the will and she said that you should know were her ceremony will be held. Both of them as a matter of fact." Genshi looked at her in confusion and wonder as Pan began to think and wonder.

They had once talked about it and the one thing Conca always said was that she wanted to go home, home with Pan. She wanted to be buried near Pan's home.

Pan nodded her head. "Well we all know our parts so I will set the course for the planet and we can start everything late tomorrow." Pan said and looked at Genshi sincerely then spoke once more "It that all?"

Genshi nodded "You know here in a few days everything will be different" she said and Pan smiled and turned.

"I'm counting on it" Pan said and walked from the room.

Well that is it of that chapter… I may write more but I am not sure I have other things I need to do and I am tired.