And there I was at the very peck of a mountain, surrounded by white... that beautiful white. Maybe I am in the place people call Heaven, they say it's supposed to be perfect this is perfect to me.
Being here alone whit no one to look at me strangely and ask themselves what am I doing here, honestly I don't know what I am doing here, I don't belong! Not now, not ever…
My family … gone!
My friends have forgotten me!
The world despises me.
What am I living for?
Redemption? I gain that a long back ago by saving this planet and becoming a hero!
I hoped I could forget the past but every where I turn I see my family dieing all over again, my people fighting a lost cause… just like me…
I take a few steps and one minute I am on the peck of the mountain the next I'm falling! I try to fly, but I can't. I try to grab something but there is nothing to grab.
Falling in the abyss, in the dark surrounded by so many memories and feelings that I try to ignore, to forget for ages.
How I wish I could be so careless like Flash, so strong on the inside like Superman, so stubborn like Batman, with so much pride like Diana, to manage to open my heart and find that some one that makes your day like John and Shayera… I have a lot of wishes, all impossible.
I fell free in the dark. Here I don't have to be strong and wise, no here I am J'onn the last Martian.
J'onn! Are okay?
I was a dream? I keep my straight face and answer Shayera
I'm perfectly fine. Why do you ask?
She smiled at me like she knew what I was going threw.
I wanted to go to a place where I fell free. Would you want to come?
The bar?
How do you know about that?
John should me the bump on his head that he got for you. Thank you for your invitation but…
You don't want to come. You want to be a lone. Right?
Not
exactly. I have a better place in mind. Want to come?
As long as
it's far far away from here.
It is!