WELL I GUESS THAT I AM STILL WRITING AND ALL. I HOPE YOU ALL APRECIAT ME DOING THIS THOUGH. I COULD BE SPENDING TIME WITH MY NON INTERNET FRIENDS. SO HAVE FUN READING CAUSE YOU ALL KNOW I LOVE TO WRITE AS WELL.

Chapter 31

Truth be told

Pan's POV

I sat there on the ground and my legs felt numb along with everything else. I was mentally gone in a way. I let it all out. I let them know. But still I refused to cry. I refused everything. It all still hurt so badly and Neither of them spoke as I had just explained it all. It took about an hour but it was still warm and humid out and the fire flies were buzzing around us. My grandfather had moved to a sitting position behind me and stayed there and Vegeta stayed standing with his arms crossed the whole time. I wonder how he took it.

My question of Vegeta seemed like it would never be answered as he walked away and into the gravity room. I didn't look at him the whole time. I refused to do anything. But I had to, I stood up and my grandfather did the same as well. "So do you regret me telling you all of this? Now you know why I am taking this so hard. I was the only one to remember, the only one who knew the truth. Even now you can't see or feel it in the detail that I did. You'll live thru the death of one of your beloved, you now know how corrupt one of your fellow saiyajins are and you also know that I fell in love with your rival. Can you look at me the same and can you really believe it." I said and turned to him now.

His expression looked desperate and his face looked pained. "pan" he stated softly. "Pan… why?" he asked.

Why what, was there more that he wished to know, was there anything else that he thought he could get out of me.

I suddenly found myself being embraced by him. "You could have told me. You could have come to me. Why didn't you tell me. I'm so sorry Pan." he said and held me even closer in a crushing but comforting embrace. "Pan, I'm so sorry." he said again and again.

I let my arms fold around him. "it's okay, there's no more to be sorry about. The only thing we should be sorry for is this cursed memory of mine. Now you remember the pain and you know what will happen." I said and pushed myself away from him "Grandpa…" I said as I looked up at him "Please go to grandma, I don't want her to be alone right now. Give her my wishes." I said and he nodded.

"Pan are you sure that you'll be okay here." He asked and I nodded back to him.

"It's okay now, so please just go to her." I said and pushed him a bit further away.

"Please, don't do anything while I'm gone Pan." he said and smiled and back stepped a bit and took off into the air. I couldn't believe that I had told him. I couldn't believe that they knew. Even Vegeta knew, so what did he think. He didn't even care to comment. Did he think of it all as some wishful lie. Was it the thought of all the other saiyajins being alive, was it that he died that pained him so. What was going on.

I couldn't exactly go and talk to him, but what was I supposed to do then. What could I do? I had to talk to him, I just had to.

I looked over to the gravity room and heard it buzz. He was training again and very hard at the sound of it. It sounded as if it were on the max.

I walked to it and stared at the door. What would I say? What would I do? Guess anything would do good enough. I didn't want things to get weird with me and him. I hit the button and the door opened. The humid air hit me and the smell of sweat and male hormones hit me. It didn't bother me but still I felt like I could resist it. I slowly placed one foot in after another as I noticed Vegeta staring at me from the corner of his eye. I struggled to stand. I walked in slowly and stood against the wall as the door closed. I stared at him now as he pounded the shit out of his invisible opponent. He was still an attractive man. The Vegeta from my non life was no different then this one here. I just wondered how much he had changed from my life and non life. Did he really love me at all. Bulma was still alive here though so there was no chance for me here. There was nothing at all.

It seemed hours had passed as I watched him. What was he thinking? What did her think of me now? Probably that worthless girl that I now was, probably the person I was now, a weak quarter saiyajin with no pride.

Vegeta soon stopped and went to the control Panel and turned down the gravity and then he walked to that closet and grabbed a towel and whipped the sweat off of his face and then placed it around his neck. He then looked at me. "What do you want brat?" he asked.

"Well I just wanted to know what you thought about my little story out there." I said and tensed my legs so as to not show the fatigue in them.

"I have no idea what is going on but I honestly don't care and I don't care anything for you, so get that straight Brat. So you better forget everything that happened between us." he said and walked over to me a little bit.

I felt shocked. I knew this would happen but why did it have to be this way. There is no way I could just forget it all. I stepped forward and raised my fist desperately. "How can I just forget?" I asked "Your death, you love, you pain, everything you ever told me or shared. I can't forget, it's the only thing I live for now." I said sounding very frustrated.

He stepped in front of me and knocked my arm down and was inches away from me. He took my chin roughly in my hand and planted his lips straight atop of mine. He passionately kissed me and again I was in shocked. What was going on n. I didn't care but I kissed back and closed my eyes. He slowly began to swirl his tongue in my mouth and then suddenly pulled away and turned his back on me and began to walk out of the room.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR!" I yelled, Vegeta stopped and opened the door.

"that's what you wanted wasn't it brat?" He asked but it sounded more or less like a statement.

For some uncontrollable reason I began to laugh and just couldn't stop. He stared at me and raised his eyebrow. I stopped laughing and looked at him a bit sincerely. "I guess history does repeat itself." I said and he seemed to go slightly flush and walked from the room.

WELL GUYS I HAVE TO UPDATE AND WELL I AM NOT SURE IF I WILL BE DOING MUCH MORE TODAY. I LEAVE ON TUESDAY BUT I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO UPDATE WHEN I AM THERE… IT MAY BE A CHAPTER A WEEK OR LESS THEN THAT AND IT MAY ONLY BE A FEW PAGES. SORRY I HOPE I CAN GET THIS DONE.

PERSONAL AND ANGERY AT ONE REVIEWER AT WELL I AM STILL WORKING ON TELLING DAVID HOW I FEEL BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN… I THINK IF I DO, IT WILL BE THE DAY BEFORE I LEAVE. I CRIED A BIT LAST NIGHT AND RELIZED HOW MUCH I WISH I WANTED TO BE IN HIS SAFE AND STRONG ARMS… I WON'T CRY ANYMORE, I WON'T… SAY IT WITH ME! JoJo WON'T CRY ANYMORE!

WELL I KNOW I TOLD ALL OF YOU TO BE HONEST BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY… DON'T BE THAT HONEST… JUST KIDING. OKAY GUYS… IT IS MY OWN STORY, SO I DO WHAT I WANT, I MADE THE CHARACTERS DO THE THINGS THEY DID CAUSE IT FIT MY STORY, I DON'T LIKE MEN MUCH EITHER AND I THINK TRUNKS IS A JERK SO I HAD HIM DO THOSE THINGS… VEGETA IS A GOOD GUY THOUGH… I KNOW WHAT SPELL CHECK IS BUT THERE ARE DAYS I AM ON A WRITING FRENZE AND WANT THE CHAPTERS TO GET UP QUICK FOR MY READERS… HERES A SOLUTION I JUST WON'T POST ON ANYMORE… NO I WON'T BE THAT MEAN. WELL LOVE YOU ALL NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. GOODBYE.