[WARNING]: Ok... this *points at fic* YAOI, don't know what that means...
DON'T READ. If you still do, don't have the right to flame. YOU'VE BEEN
WARNED.
[DISC]: Don't own Gravi... damn it! *shakes fist *. Please don't sue me,
I'm poorer than a sewer rat *but I smell better ¬_¬' * the only thing I own
is this little fic... and it really isn't that good ¬_¬'
[A/N]: YxS. Well here's chp 2, hope you all like it. It took a while but it
finally came out. About the grammar thing, english its not my mother
language and sometimes i screw up, so put up with me... ONEGAI, i hope its
not too difficult to read, or maybe that because I'm a very complicated
person, and mi thoughts.... let not go there ok?. A REALLY BIG THANK TO ALL
THE KIND PPL WHO REVIEW, I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHP TOO. Mmmmm, you can make
suggestions about where this fic might go too if you want. So... on with
the fic.
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:: WHAT IF :: by: KM-Sama
Chapter 2: Angel...Like a little baby
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Yuki Eiri sat alone in the darkness of his den absently staring at the white screen of this laptop, the cursor taunting him to write something with its constant blinking. He hadn't been able to write a word the whole day and now it was too damn late to even try, not to say that his inspiration had fled 2 days ago showing no sign of a quick comeback, it was probably now laughing at him in some faraway island with a margarita in one hand and getting one of those tans you only get in a spa.
Yep... Yuki Eiri was in hell, and it wasn't pretty. I mean, its not that he hadn't been there before, New York for an instance but this... this was WAY beyond that, oh yeah, New York was nothing compare to this. Well...maybe not that much but this was worse... a little. But worse, definitely worse.
He passed the last 2 days thinking of how to get the brat to... erm... "find out" but nothing came into his mind. Of course there's that one resort that involves driving in his car in the middle of the night and peeking some... err... "lady of the night"[1] -sort to speak-. But that's not what he wanted for his Shu -yeah, HIS Shu-. And of course he could always call one of those escort services[2], but that one didn't look too appealing either. So, what to do?... He knew a lot of women but it wasn't like he's going to pop up in front of one of them and say 'Hi, do you wanna have sex with my boyfriend so I can find out if he's really gay or not?'. OF COURSE NOT GOD DAMN IT!. No, he's got to think this through really carefully.
Yuki was abruptly cut out of his line of thoughts as the door to his den slammed open and a certain pink haired singer made his triumphal entrance.
"TADAIMA YUUUKI!!"
Yuki could only flinch at the sound of his name being shouted so loud and in a really high pitched tone of voice.
"Hn..." Was all the response Shuichi got from his blond koibito, but that was just normal for him so Shu just took it as a 'Hi, Okaeri Shu-chan' but of course you must be really verse in Yuki Eiriese to understand this.
"How was your day? Did you missed me? 'Cause I sure missed YOU a LOT"
Shuichi knew it was a waste of time asking Yuki that kind of things but he did it anyway -no matter what kind of answer he might got from his koibito- .
"Hn..." Yuki was blankly staring at his laptop. Not paying any amount of attention to his pink haired lover, though that might not seem something new. The difference was that this time he REALLY wasn't paying any attention not just faking like all the other times and this fact promptly made itself very clear to Shuichi, who up until that moment was still standing in the door of Yuki's den, and Shuichi -being Shuichi- hurried himself to his lovers side and into the land of concern and worry -like he always did whenever Yuki was involved- in other words... he worried himself to death over this.
Now Shuichi was sitting in Yuki's lap and the fact that he encountered no resistance whatsoever in the process made him even more concerned about Yuki.
"Na... Yuki daijôbu ka" Was all that Shu could say in that moment. He really was worried about his blond beauty, whom by the way, knew he was being called 'a beauty' would probably dump Shu immediately .
"Y-Yuki... what's wrong?" Shuichi raise a hand to caress his koi's cheek hoping with this, to win his attention. He was more that relieved when his strategy worked and Yuki responded to the touch by turning his head to face him and meet his gaze. Almost instantly Shuichi was overwhelmed by the beauty of his boyfriend's absolutely gorgeous amber eyes fixing on him. He loved those eyes, he loved seeing himself those beautiful eyes, but what troubled him the most was the absence in that look because no mater what, Yuki's gaze NEVER had that kind of absence in it. It always had that strong presence even if it was a cold, emotionless gaze.
All Yuki could see was his beautiful koi and angelical face in front of him, words didn't register in his mind as Shuichi seemed to speak to them. The boy was gorgeous in Yuki's eyes, with his pink hair and those big amethyst eyes, his tiny mouth with soft sweet cherry lips that he longed to kiss and devour with his own. Then, almost out of the blue something came into Yuki's mind, it was something telling him that he will lose Shuichi once and for all, telling him that he will lose the angel that had saved him that horrible night in New York and that kept saving him everyday, it was something that told him that he will lose his one and only reason to live. Suddenly the fear became to much to bear, he didn't want to lose Shuichi -his precious little baka-.
Yuki felt -almost like if it wasn't him at all- how his arms slowly got themselves around his koi's small waist and pulled him closer to his shivering body. He could feel the relieving warmth of Shuichi's body tightly pressed against his own, the soft smell of his strawberry boy that made his mind swirl around in delight every time he smell it... that made all his fear go away... making it all better once again. This was not the exception to that and almost instantly Yuki calmed as he held Shuichi in his arms.
An then he heard it, the long forgotten words were now remembered and there it was... the troubled voice of his koibito calling out to him, asking him if he was ok, showing his endless concern for him. Something melted in Yuki's heart every time his koi did something like this -which was pretty often by the way-.
"Shuichi..." Yuki whispered to his pink haired lover.
Shuichi couldn't believed what he'd just hear... Yuki calling him by his name. An electric wave ran trough his spine at the mention of his name by his blond koibito and Shuichi did one of the things he did the best... smile. A big, sweet smile that show just how happy that single gesture had made him.
By now, Yuki was more than lost in that smile that he adored so much and in the endless beauty of his strawberry boy's eyes. Without losing any other second Yuki took Shuichi's face in his hands, making the boy blush at the touch. He then lean a little so that his lips were slightly brushing Shuichi's and barely touching the soft flesh, teasing him with the promise of a kiss that never seemed to come. Shuichi could only melt at Yuki's touch, how he longed for that kiss, to feel those lips devouring his entire body.
Once again Yuki teased Shuichi, instead of kissing him. He whispered with his lips brushing Shuichi's.
"Do you love me?..." Then Yuki finally give Shuichi what he so much wanted, a soft, light, tender kiss.
"With all... my heart...forever" Somehow Shuichi managed to say, as Yuki kissed him.
Feeling Shuichi responding to the kiss Yuki pull him closer in order for the kiss to become even deeper, Shuichi hugged him tighter and started running his small hands all along Yuki's back. The lack of air finally made them have to separate.
Shuichi stared into Yuki's eyes and was more than surprised to find his blond koibito smiling at him, it wasn't a big smile like the ones on Shuichi's face, but it was there and it was all Shu needed to be infinitely happy.
"Yuki!... You're smiling, Oh! You look sooo cute when you do it!"
Yuki merely raised an eyebrow and chuckled lightly just before he could find an answer he could give to his pink haired lover.
"The hell!... puppies are cute and I'm not a God damn puppy" - Yuki's words might've sound a little harsh if you didn't knew the guy, but for Shu it was all but harsh. For him it was Yuki's way to tell him that he didn't know how to handle kind words, but that didn't bother Shu, he knew Yuki -deeply- appreciated those words.
With those ringing into his head Yuki took Shu in his arms and carried him to their bedroom; when they slowly, sweetly and passionately started to make love... all night long.
Next morning -more like noon actually- Yuki woke with a totally fast asleep and totally naked and totally exhausted Shuichi in his arms. He caressed the boy's face, lightly running his fingertips along the line of his jaw, Yuki couldn't help but smile when Shuichi stirred at the touch and wrinkled his nose a little. 'Like a little baby' he thought with amusement; how he loved feeling the warmth of HIS little lover's body and the soft strawberry scent of his hair.
After a while of quietly contemplating Shu, Yuki's mind once again was assaulted by that damned thought. 'DAMN IT!' he thought to himself.
All of a sudden he had an idea, one that would allow him to know the truth once and for all. And with that, Yuki Eiri drifted of the land of dream one more time, the last coherent thoughts his mind registered were about fame and its convenience. Yuki Eiri lay now fast asleep in the arms of his strawberry boy, the ghost of a faint smile on his lips.
TBC...
[A/N]: Ok, maybe not such a good chp, but I think it gives the story a little "body". Just in case you're wondering why there isn't more dialog than a few word here and there, its because I prefer to explore the character psique -or al least my pathetic attempt on doing so ¬_¬' - better than what they're saying. Ppl usually think one and speak the other, so... well... that's why. Don't forget to REVIEW... ONEGAI.
[1]: By this I meant a prostitute, for those who haven't noticed. [2]: Their usually associated with high class, very expensive prostitutes, thou not all the time.
Ja, Matta.
::Plotless, pointless... just like me::
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:: WHAT IF :: by: KM-Sama
Chapter 2: Angel...Like a little baby
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Yuki Eiri sat alone in the darkness of his den absently staring at the white screen of this laptop, the cursor taunting him to write something with its constant blinking. He hadn't been able to write a word the whole day and now it was too damn late to even try, not to say that his inspiration had fled 2 days ago showing no sign of a quick comeback, it was probably now laughing at him in some faraway island with a margarita in one hand and getting one of those tans you only get in a spa.
Yep... Yuki Eiri was in hell, and it wasn't pretty. I mean, its not that he hadn't been there before, New York for an instance but this... this was WAY beyond that, oh yeah, New York was nothing compare to this. Well...maybe not that much but this was worse... a little. But worse, definitely worse.
He passed the last 2 days thinking of how to get the brat to... erm... "find out" but nothing came into his mind. Of course there's that one resort that involves driving in his car in the middle of the night and peeking some... err... "lady of the night"[1] -sort to speak-. But that's not what he wanted for his Shu -yeah, HIS Shu-. And of course he could always call one of those escort services[2], but that one didn't look too appealing either. So, what to do?... He knew a lot of women but it wasn't like he's going to pop up in front of one of them and say 'Hi, do you wanna have sex with my boyfriend so I can find out if he's really gay or not?'. OF COURSE NOT GOD DAMN IT!. No, he's got to think this through really carefully.
Yuki was abruptly cut out of his line of thoughts as the door to his den slammed open and a certain pink haired singer made his triumphal entrance.
"TADAIMA YUUUKI!!"
Yuki could only flinch at the sound of his name being shouted so loud and in a really high pitched tone of voice.
"Hn..." Was all the response Shuichi got from his blond koibito, but that was just normal for him so Shu just took it as a 'Hi, Okaeri Shu-chan' but of course you must be really verse in Yuki Eiriese to understand this.
"How was your day? Did you missed me? 'Cause I sure missed YOU a LOT"
Shuichi knew it was a waste of time asking Yuki that kind of things but he did it anyway -no matter what kind of answer he might got from his koibito- .
"Hn..." Yuki was blankly staring at his laptop. Not paying any amount of attention to his pink haired lover, though that might not seem something new. The difference was that this time he REALLY wasn't paying any attention not just faking like all the other times and this fact promptly made itself very clear to Shuichi, who up until that moment was still standing in the door of Yuki's den, and Shuichi -being Shuichi- hurried himself to his lovers side and into the land of concern and worry -like he always did whenever Yuki was involved- in other words... he worried himself to death over this.
Now Shuichi was sitting in Yuki's lap and the fact that he encountered no resistance whatsoever in the process made him even more concerned about Yuki.
"Na... Yuki daijôbu ka" Was all that Shu could say in that moment. He really was worried about his blond beauty, whom by the way, knew he was being called 'a beauty' would probably dump Shu immediately .
"Y-Yuki... what's wrong?" Shuichi raise a hand to caress his koi's cheek hoping with this, to win his attention. He was more that relieved when his strategy worked and Yuki responded to the touch by turning his head to face him and meet his gaze. Almost instantly Shuichi was overwhelmed by the beauty of his boyfriend's absolutely gorgeous amber eyes fixing on him. He loved those eyes, he loved seeing himself those beautiful eyes, but what troubled him the most was the absence in that look because no mater what, Yuki's gaze NEVER had that kind of absence in it. It always had that strong presence even if it was a cold, emotionless gaze.
All Yuki could see was his beautiful koi and angelical face in front of him, words didn't register in his mind as Shuichi seemed to speak to them. The boy was gorgeous in Yuki's eyes, with his pink hair and those big amethyst eyes, his tiny mouth with soft sweet cherry lips that he longed to kiss and devour with his own. Then, almost out of the blue something came into Yuki's mind, it was something telling him that he will lose Shuichi once and for all, telling him that he will lose the angel that had saved him that horrible night in New York and that kept saving him everyday, it was something that told him that he will lose his one and only reason to live. Suddenly the fear became to much to bear, he didn't want to lose Shuichi -his precious little baka-.
Yuki felt -almost like if it wasn't him at all- how his arms slowly got themselves around his koi's small waist and pulled him closer to his shivering body. He could feel the relieving warmth of Shuichi's body tightly pressed against his own, the soft smell of his strawberry boy that made his mind swirl around in delight every time he smell it... that made all his fear go away... making it all better once again. This was not the exception to that and almost instantly Yuki calmed as he held Shuichi in his arms.
An then he heard it, the long forgotten words were now remembered and there it was... the troubled voice of his koibito calling out to him, asking him if he was ok, showing his endless concern for him. Something melted in Yuki's heart every time his koi did something like this -which was pretty often by the way-.
"Shuichi..." Yuki whispered to his pink haired lover.
Shuichi couldn't believed what he'd just hear... Yuki calling him by his name. An electric wave ran trough his spine at the mention of his name by his blond koibito and Shuichi did one of the things he did the best... smile. A big, sweet smile that show just how happy that single gesture had made him.
By now, Yuki was more than lost in that smile that he adored so much and in the endless beauty of his strawberry boy's eyes. Without losing any other second Yuki took Shuichi's face in his hands, making the boy blush at the touch. He then lean a little so that his lips were slightly brushing Shuichi's and barely touching the soft flesh, teasing him with the promise of a kiss that never seemed to come. Shuichi could only melt at Yuki's touch, how he longed for that kiss, to feel those lips devouring his entire body.
Once again Yuki teased Shuichi, instead of kissing him. He whispered with his lips brushing Shuichi's.
"Do you love me?..." Then Yuki finally give Shuichi what he so much wanted, a soft, light, tender kiss.
"With all... my heart...forever" Somehow Shuichi managed to say, as Yuki kissed him.
Feeling Shuichi responding to the kiss Yuki pull him closer in order for the kiss to become even deeper, Shuichi hugged him tighter and started running his small hands all along Yuki's back. The lack of air finally made them have to separate.
Shuichi stared into Yuki's eyes and was more than surprised to find his blond koibito smiling at him, it wasn't a big smile like the ones on Shuichi's face, but it was there and it was all Shu needed to be infinitely happy.
"Yuki!... You're smiling, Oh! You look sooo cute when you do it!"
Yuki merely raised an eyebrow and chuckled lightly just before he could find an answer he could give to his pink haired lover.
"The hell!... puppies are cute and I'm not a God damn puppy" - Yuki's words might've sound a little harsh if you didn't knew the guy, but for Shu it was all but harsh. For him it was Yuki's way to tell him that he didn't know how to handle kind words, but that didn't bother Shu, he knew Yuki -deeply- appreciated those words.
With those ringing into his head Yuki took Shu in his arms and carried him to their bedroom; when they slowly, sweetly and passionately started to make love... all night long.
Next morning -more like noon actually- Yuki woke with a totally fast asleep and totally naked and totally exhausted Shuichi in his arms. He caressed the boy's face, lightly running his fingertips along the line of his jaw, Yuki couldn't help but smile when Shuichi stirred at the touch and wrinkled his nose a little. 'Like a little baby' he thought with amusement; how he loved feeling the warmth of HIS little lover's body and the soft strawberry scent of his hair.
After a while of quietly contemplating Shu, Yuki's mind once again was assaulted by that damned thought. 'DAMN IT!' he thought to himself.
All of a sudden he had an idea, one that would allow him to know the truth once and for all. And with that, Yuki Eiri drifted of the land of dream one more time, the last coherent thoughts his mind registered were about fame and its convenience. Yuki Eiri lay now fast asleep in the arms of his strawberry boy, the ghost of a faint smile on his lips.
TBC...
[A/N]: Ok, maybe not such a good chp, but I think it gives the story a little "body". Just in case you're wondering why there isn't more dialog than a few word here and there, its because I prefer to explore the character psique -or al least my pathetic attempt on doing so ¬_¬' - better than what they're saying. Ppl usually think one and speak the other, so... well... that's why. Don't forget to REVIEW... ONEGAI.
[1]: By this I meant a prostitute, for those who haven't noticed. [2]: Their usually associated with high class, very expensive prostitutes, thou not all the time.
Ja, Matta.
::Plotless, pointless... just like me::