REDKC: Not in the mood to write a happy story… So I'm gonna stick with this poem, kk?
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Rated T for language a little bit of violence. A violent poem… Haven't made one since the poetry project (i.e. last weekend)
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I know that I haven't been there for you
But just listen out to me
Cuz I know I haven't been the girl for you
And I know I'll never be
But if you just maybe once listen to me
You'll understand, baby
That what you'll here tonight
Don't go crying to me
Yah you've always wanted me
And I know that I've too
But the way you act; can't stand it
Just get away from me
Cuz your contagious representation
Of the soul inside builds up
And creates a tidal wave of the feeling
Cuz I know what you really are
And I know that you'll never win me
Yah; you can scream and cry all you want
But I'm not gonna listen
I'm gonna turn around and walk away
And drown out you're screaming
Now close your eyes
And say goodnight
You're going away from me
It's not that I don't love you
It's that I love you that hurts inside
Heh, I remember far back when we were on the ship
You kept on ignoring me like I was some ugly bitch
And you kept going for that other girl
And it was that that made me cry
And when I tried to talk all you did was ignore me
And that sure made me feel like you wanted me
But yah I know the truth that you couldn't've cared less
And turned around and walked away
To leave me to drown and die
And lie in the mistakes of my own lie
And then I knew that you'd never come back
That you'd leave me to lay and forget me
Inside so yah now I know that you're nothing to me
But for some reason I still love you, baby
Now close your eyes
And say goodnight
You're going away from me
It's not that I don't love you
It's that I love you that hurts inside
Just now I don't get it
Why you kept ignoring me when I meant so much to you
And now I know that deep inside
You're not the one that I need
But for that same reason I still love you
I want you to love me
Wanna wake up one day and see you smiling next to me
Wrapped inside the pallid sheets with your blonde hair
Waving over that smiling complexion
So that's the pain that I've felt inside
Cuz I know that I want you
But I know that I can't
Now close your eyes
And say goodnight
You're going away from me
It's not that I don't love you
It's that I love you that hurts inside
So now will you know the truth
Of why I can't love you
Even though I love your face
I know the person deep inside
So now will you just let me go
I know that you don't give a damn
So darling, my baby
Just tear away from me
Cuz if you don't then know that I'll
Turn and pull the gun
Cuz your heart hurts too much for me
And you can fuck that any time