Disclaimer; I do not own any of the Harry Potter characters but am just borrowing them from J.K. Rollings imagnation.

Rating: Drugs, prositution, harsh language, and sexual situations.

Release

She knew that it was wrong, and she even knew why her life had gone astray. All of that should have stopped her and she knew it. But instead it drove her. Hermione Granger seemed every inch normal from the outside but it was fake. Why did she go with him everywhere and why did she have to put on powder to hide the dark circles under her eyes? Hermione secretly knew why, the underground parties of the city or the school had always scared and excited her. She could know even remember how it had began.

"Hermione, honey!" Harry leaned over and kissed her quickly. Then he brought her to a dark hallway. They kissed longer know and then pulled away. "I want to take you to a party after hours Hermione, as my girlfriend."

"Sure Harry," Hermione raised her hand to his cheek, "You know I'd do anything for you. Talk to me after class I have to go to transformation and you're coming along as well." She smiled and walked hand in hand with Harry. Those were when Harry was nice and sweet. Before he started the heavy drugs he was on now. That was when Ron would still look at her. Those days had past turning into dust that was glued in her mind.

Back then her eagerness to go was intense. Harry had told her it was a club. She of course was nervous about going to one but managed to get over that and find a suitable muggle clubbing outfit in time. She remembered how she had sneaked into the Gryffindor common room. How sweet Harry's lips tasted before they were engulfed in invisibility. They had flown there and on their way Harry made sure that she had managed to steal the time changing device which she had. Finally they arrived; the air was thick and smoky. A band whose lead singer looked stoned more any of other high-looking people did. Harry had told her to come to the back with him.

"What's back here Harry?" Hermione asked as they passed dozen of rooms with bangs and moans coming out from them.

"You'll see love, you'll see," Harry assured her and kept walking until he found a man with a long trench coat.

"Got any for me and the lady Bugs?" He asked and I just stood there. Harry paid the man and gave me an odd looking bag.

"X or nothing Hermione, X or you won't be my girl anymore," His voice was threatening and I loved him too much to refuse. He took a pill and kissed me his tongue transferring the drug into my mouth. It felt good once it went down. I rush I hadn't felt before. He took me into a dark room and leaned on me then kissed me long his hands moving into places that they hadn't before. The rest of the night was a relaxing blur. I did have sex with him that much I know. I also know I had lost too much sleep because when I woke up I knew that I had dark circles and blamed it on studying. I just couldn't refuse anything anymore. A couple weeks of different things I had developed alcoholism and began cutting. It was the only way out.