Author's Note: My first Gravitation Fic! Plus it's been years since I last wrote a story; so sorry if the grammar or the personality of the characters is messed up. I got inspiration for this story from the fanfic: Change of Destiny by Lady Jam. I absolutely love that story!
Rating: R
Warnings: My writing…^_~, mentions of rape, sex, and drugs.
On with the story!
Pasts Are Murky and Clouded
By: Yardat Sama
Shuichi closed his eyes moaning as he felt the other man kiss his neck as he pulled out. Shuichi grimaced and looked away from the man as the man stood up and dressed, then before the man left he left a clump of money on the table near the door. Shuichi only then started to cry.
" I have to get up, Hiro will be wondering where I am." He said lifting his battered body of the dinky bed. As he dressed he took the money and finished putting on his shirt. He walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror, " I look like shit." He muttered. Then he sighed as he began to rinse his hair and wash his face.
As he left the motel, he looked up at the sky, which had begun to rain leaving him soaked. But he welcomed it, hoping that it would help him feel clean.
Seguchi Tohma walked along the sidewalk back to his car when he saw a flash of pink hair disappear into an alley, " Shindou-san? What's he doing here?" He decided to investigate, by standing right by the alley opening.
" Where's my money?" A raspy voice said.
" Right here." Shuichi handed the man about $500 in yen, and turned to leave, when the man grabbed his arm.
" Only 10,000 American dollars to go, then you'll be free." Shuichi nodded and kept silent, " You know that if you don't pay you'll be hunted down and killed, right?"
" Hai." Shuichi whispered. He continued walking and the man disappeared into a building. Shuichi closed his eyes and started to cry silently.
" Shindou-san?" He gasped violently and whirled around to see Tohma standing there, a scowl on his normally smiling face.
" Seguchi-san! What are you doing here?"
" I could ask you the same thing. What were you doing with that man?" Shuichi looked away from him.
" Could I talk to you in private Seguchi-san?" Tohma nodded and he led the way back to his car leading Shuichi who had apprehension written all over his face. Tohma glanced over his shoulder and saw Shuichi with his head down and saw a tear fall.
" Shindou-san, we're here." Then they both got in the car. Shuichi looked out the window and closed his eyes.
Tohma watched from the corner of his eye as Shuichi looked out the window. And decided to speak up, " Alright Shindou-san, what is this all about?" Shuichi looked at him as he drove, speaking in a very mature voice Tohma never heard before.
" My sister." Tohma nodded still not understanding, " When we were younger, we were left in this district, our biological parents abandoned us to the streets. All this happened to me at the age of 8, she was 5." Tohma's eyes widened at that information, he had never heard this before!
" Please wait Shindou-san till we get to my house to finis." Shuichi didn't protest and continued looking outside. Throughout the car ride, they were silent. Tohma was stealing glances at Shuichi and Shuichi was closing his eyes trying to prepare himself for the conversation with Tohma. It took the ride ten minutes before Tohma drove into the parking complex of the apartment where he lived.
As Tohma let Shuichi inside his apartment, Shuichi let out a single word that amused Tohma, " Wow."
Tohma all of a sudden scared Shuichi as he grabbed Shuichi's arm leading him to the couch, " Shindou-san, explain." Shuichi sighed and sat down.
" After my sister and I were left on the streets, a man took us in and was going to use us in his schemes. I was used, while my sister was beaten and molested." He took in a deep breath and looked at Tohma, " When I reached the age of twelve, I was violently raped, while my sister was forced to watch. That's why Aizawa-san didn't really affect me afterwards! I was used to it already." Shuichi started to sob as he continued talking to the now horrified Tohma, " When…I saw my sister one day underneath a man I grew angry and ashamed! I pleaded to the man that raised us to leave my sister alone and only use me, he refused at first, but finally after two times asking, he made me a deal." Then Shuichi broke down and wrapped his arms around his legs.
Tohma took off his trademark coat and wrapped his arms around Shuichi who clung to him and buried his head in the crook of Tohma's neck, " Shuichi, that man in the alley, was that who raised you?" Tohma felt the pink head nod.
" He told me that he would sell my sister to me. He said that since he raised us we owe him something back. My sister's price tag," Shuichi spat, " Was more that 20,000 thousand American dollars." Shuichi still clung to Tohma and rest his head on Tohma's chest as the blonde made soothing motions on his back, " I was twelve! You think that a twelve year old would have that kind of money?!" Shuichi was getting hysterical as he explained more, " He said that I would have to sell my self to get the money! I became a whore at twelve! But after that no man ever laid a hand on my sister."
Tohma closed his eyes and felt a tear fall from his eye to land on Shuichi's head who was oblivious, " Shindou-san how did you get away?" Shuichi shook his head.
" I never got away. My sister did though. I'm the only one trapped forever."
To be Continued…
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