Author's note: I was thinking about this story after I posted the last chapter and I still don't know who Shuichi is going to end up with! Tohma or Yuki? Tohma or Yuki? Which one!? My brother called me crazy because I was yelling in my pillow about my indecisiveness.
But now I'm asking for help!!! There's going to be a lot of angst with Tohma having to sleep with Shuichi, but I'm not telling it all yet.
Rating: R
Warnings: Mentions of Rape, sex, and Drugs. So go you little kiddies! There is a lime or maybe a lemon! OMG I wrote a lemon?! Run for your lives!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation!! I never will.
Some Past are Murky and Clouded
By Yardat Sama
Chapter 4
" What happened?" He growled out.
" Nothing happened Eiri-san. Everything happened the way I said it." Tohma hoped that Yuki would just let it go, but the younger man had different ideas.
" Get out." Shuichi paled at Yuki's voice.
" Yuki please. Nothing happened."
" Then tell me the truth!" He growled again making Shuichi take a step back knocking into Tohma, who pushed Shuichi gently to the side.
" Eiri-san…" Tohma said with a sad look on his face, " There is no truth. We told you everything that happened." Yuki went silent then, and then stared at the two of them, finally speaking a minute later.
" Get out of my house." He said.
" YUKI!" Shuichi cried out.
" Now!" Then Yuki pushed them none too gently out of the door and slammed it. Shuichi broke down crying and Tohma sighed as he laid an arm over Shuichi's shoulders.
" Let's go Shindou-san." He had said 'Shindou-san' because he thought that Eiri might still be behind the door listening. Then they walked away from Yuki's door, with Tohma helping Shuichi.
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Yuki heard them as they walked away and sighed. Maybe nothing happened lie they said, but it seemed like to him that they were hiding something. Shuichi seemed different, and so did Tohma. ' Were they sleeping with each other?' he thought. But it couldn't be! Tohma didn't even like the baka, so why would he let Shuichi sleep over at his house?
" Damn." He muttered as he reached for a cigarette, " I need a beer." Then he walked into the kitchen.
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Even though it was daytime still, in a neighborhood on the outskirts of Tokyo, it seemed like it was nighttime. There was a man with a scowling face and permanent glaring eyes who sat behind a desk looking at two fidgeting men who were in front of him.
" I want you two to keep an eye out on my property. You know which one, that cocky blonde man. If they don't even sleep with each other you report back to me. Nobody makes a fool out of me you understand?" The two men nodded and bowed as they left the room.
" Nobody makes a fool out of me."
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" Ne Tohma, we did the best thing right?"
" Yes Shuichi. Eiri-san must not know about this. Hopefully he never finds out about this after this is over." Tohma sighed as he sat down on his couch. Shuichi sat next to him and leaned on Tohma's shoulder, making the older man stiffen. Feeling it, Shuichi took his head off, and laid his head back on the couch.
" I'm sorry." Tohma looked at him in surprise.
" What for Shuichi?" Shuichi looked at him.
" For everything! I'm the one that got you into this mess!" Then Shuichi started to cry and pulled himself into a ball. Tohma shook his head and uncurled Shuichi. He held the crying musician on his lap and stroked the pink hair softly.
" It's not your fault Shuichi. I got myself in this mess. Remember? I made you tell me what was going, I thought of the idea, and I made the deal. I'm doing this to help you Shuichi." Shuichi looked up at Tohma and murmured softly.
" I think I understand, but sometimes I had wished that I could Yuki, but I never did. I didn't want to hurt him." Tohma closed his eyes and leaned his head on Shuichi's.
" I'll be alright Shuichi." Shuichi nodded and smiled making Tohma smile. Then Shuichi shifted in Tohma's lap so that he was facing the blonde. Tohma's eyes widened as Shuichi leaned in and softly kissed him. As Shuichi pulled away Tohma groaned and pulled him back for another kiss.
Shuichi gasped as Tohma broke the kiss and started to kiss down his neck, making Shuichi moan softly spurring Tohma's actions. Tohma unbuttoned Shuichi's shirt and slipped his hand underneath the material and traced the slim body that had straddled him. Shuichi moaned loudly as Tohma kissed his way down to his chest and kissed his way back to Shuichi's face and still kissing the small man Tohma decided that a couch wouldn't do and stood up, and Shuichi wrapped his legs around his waist and Tohma led them to his bedroom never breaking the kiss.
As they entered the room, Tohma walked swiftly to the bed and laid Shuichi down and took off his own shirt.
" Shuichi, are you sure you want to do this now?" Shuichi knelt on his knees and looked up at Tohma.
" Hai Tohma."
Then Tohma cried out loudly, " Shuichi…oh god!" as Shuichi unbuttoned his pants and slid those slim fingers in to grasp his hardening member, Shuichi stroked the throbbing flesh emitting moans and gasps from the blonde man as Tohma knelt also on the bed and pushed Shuichi down and laid atop of him making him stop his actions.
Tohma then swiftly took off the jeans and boxers Shuichi wore and the pink singer was laid bare to his gaze, making Shuichi blush furiously as Tohma chucked and then took off his own boxers leaving them both naked.
For the first time in a long time Shuichi was nervous as Tohma looked down at him and smiled a genuine smile and ran his fingers through Shuichi's hair, and kissed him softly as he started to prepare Shuichi.
Shuichi cried out as he felt the first finger start to prepare him, then the second, and then the third. Tohma then pumped his fingers into Shuichi. The pink haired man cried out and moaned as those fingers pumped in him. He cried out in protest then went quiet as the fingers left him to be replaced by a far more solid member.
" Tohma!" He cried out as the blonde man slid in and then stopped.
" Am I hurting you?" Tohma gasped his body not wanting to stop.
" Iie! Onegai…don't stop…uhhhh!"
Tohma grunted and thrust himself to the hilt earning a scream from Shuichi. He made a few thrusting motions before they both found their rhythm.
Tohma felt his end coming and thrust faster and moaned louder as Shuichi moaned each time they joined and then threw his head back in ecstasy as his climax finally hit, Tohma joining him soon after filing Shuichi and grasped him tightly to his chest.
" Are you alright?" He panted.
Shuichi only nodded as Tohma pulled out and fell down besides his young lover. Shuichi turned to face him and hugged him tightly.
" Arigato Tohma."
" You're welcome Shuichi." Then Tohma fell asleep tired. But Shuichi was still awake and looked up at Tohma whose face was sweaty and peaceful.
" I'm sorry Yuki for what I did." Then Shuichi cried softly hiding his face in Tohma's chest, " I'm sorry."
His sobs continued for a long time into the night.
To be continued….
0_0 I did that? I wrote a lemon? I usually just imagine them in my head…I revealed too much. Sometimes I wonder if this is the ever Tohma x Shuichi lemon out there in the internet. Oh well I think I myself did well, it is my first one in writing.
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