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Rating: R

Warnings:  Mentions of Rape, Sex, and Drugs.  So leave if your not old enough to read this.

Some Past are Murky and Clouded

By Yardat Sama

Chapter 9

Fear is the main source of superstition, and one of the main sources of cruelty. To conquer fear is the beginning of wisdom.

Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), Unpopular Essays (1950), "Outline of Intellectual Rubbish"

" Get the hell out of my house."

" Please Eiri-san I must talk with you!" Tohma pleaded.  In Tohma's mind he hoped that Eiri would at least listen to what he has to say.

" There's nothing to talk about you ass." The other blonde growled as he attempted to shut the door, when Tohma's foot slipped in stopping him from shutting it.

" It's about Shuichi, Eiri-san." Eiri stopped and peered down at Tohma and opened the door a bit more.

" Speak."  Tohma sighed and put his head down.

" Shuichi has been kidnapped, Eiri-san."  Just then Yuki felt a cold fear run a shudder down his back at Tohma's words.

" You're lying." He stated simply.  Tohma's eyes held a pain and looked up to look in Yuki's eyes.

" I'm not Eiri-san.  He was taken two days ago from the NG building--"

" Where the hell was your damn security you little fucker!!  This is all your fault!"  Yuki yelled in Tohma's face who didn't back down.  He did not fear Eiri-san.

" Could we speak inside?"  Yuki glowered at the smaller man but let him in.  Tohma sat on the couch and Yuki sat on the other side, " Let me explain everything.  I'm sure Shindou would have wanted to tell you everything, and normally I wouldn't say this without his consent but anyway.  Shuichi and his sister Maiko were left abandoned on the streets of the more bad side of Tokyo, why I don't know, but a man took them in.  He told me that at the age of twelve he was violently raped as his sister was forced to watch.

"  He said that's why Aizawa didn't affect him as much, because he was used to it.  When he saw his sister being raped, he was angry and ashamed, and pleaded to the man that raised them to leave his sister alone and for him to only be used," Tohma put his back to hide a tear, " The man made a deal with Shuichi and sold his sister to him for twenty thousand dollars. Shindou was only twelve Eiri-san.  The man whored him out to men and Shindou paid off his debt that way."

" You mean Shuichi has been used all this time?  Why the fuck didn't he tell me!!" Yuki raged as he stood from the couch.

" He didn't want you to ashamed of him. To hate him.  But anyway I'm not finished." Yuki sat heavily back down on the couch, " I found him on the streets giving man money and I later asked him about it.  He broke down and told me everything.  Later I told him that I would pay off the last ten thousand he had left.  I met with the person who told Shindou to call him 'Master,' and told that I buy Shindou for ten thousand dollars, but the man said that I to sleep with Shindou in order to make the deal.  I agreed.  And that's why you found us in my bed.  I heard from Shindou that that man sends out his goons to make sure that Shindou is indeed being used.

" Only later did I find out about Yamaguchi.  He's a cruel and evil man who tortured Shindou in horrible ways.  He temporarily paralyzed Shindou Eiri-san.  He believes that Shindou his plaything, a toy if you will.  I fear this time Shuichi will finally shatter."  Tohma finally broke down and started to cry.

" He won't." Yuki said, " That baka will never break." He grinned with remorse and turned his head away, shedding tears of his own.

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" Hello Doll."

A groan.

" Did you enjoy your playtime?" Shuichi didn't answer, " Well I'll remedy that.  I'll make sure you enjoy this." His eyes took on a more frenzied look and flipped a switch that made water fall on Shuichi as Yamaguchi touched him with an electric shock thing covered by a sponge.

Shuichi screamed horrifically as his violet snapped open and spasm violently as his arms shuddered, almost torn out of their sockets as his feet couldn't reach the floor.

Yamaguchi smiled and started to stroke himself as his continued to shock Shuichi getting off on Shuichi's evident pain.

Shuichi couldn't scream anymore as he had screamed himself hoarse, just as Yamaguchi shuddered in release and sprayed his fluids on the barely conscious Shuichi.

Finally Shuichi's eyes rolled to the back of his head and fell unconscious, and he welcomed it with open arms.  Yamaguchi licked his own release off of the half dead young man and shuddered with pleasure.

" Oh my doll."

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" We're doing all we can Seguchi-sama to locate Shindou-san.  But we've found nothing so far." Tohma sighed.

" Thank you for your help Inspector."

" Your welcome." Then Tohma hung up.

" Hallo Seguchi-san." A voice said in front of his desk.  Tohma looked at the man and recognized him.

" You!"

" Haru at your service."

" What do you want?" Tohma said tiredly.

Haru sat in a chair and sighed, " To forgive myself.  I told Yamaguchi where he could find Shindou.  I had to, that bloody bastard threatened my daughter.  Said that he would play with her a bit unless I told him.  Bloody scared of him, freaky eyes I say.  In  other words Seguchi-san.  I can help locate Shindou."

Tohma stared in shock.

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The rule is perfect: in all matters of opinion our adversaries are insane.

Mark Twain (1835 - 1910), in Christian Science

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Shuichi awoke to his hell once more and realized his was not strung up anymore but laying on a cold floor.

" Well my Doll, I've had enough fun, let's get on to the better stuff." Yamaguchi's eyes glinted a dangerous and insane blue and Shuichi bit his lip knowing what Yamaguchi was going to do as he flipped on his stomach and hips lifted off the floor.

TOHMA!!!  YUKI!!!!

To Be Continued…

I am evil.  I hope you enjoyed that with all the torture.  Well to admit I was bit freaked I could write like this.  All depressing.

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